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Topic: Day to day life is struggling
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fairaqua Knowflake Posts: 712 From: Registered: Feb 2011
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posted December 09, 2014 08:56 AM
Im a glass half full kind of person. Everyday I wake up enthusiastic about the day... okay, im going to get this done, that done, and everything between. And I end up with maybe one or two things done with everything else burned down around me. Its like the organized pay off my life is falling apart and I can't breath. Mentally I shut down because I can not think due to the lack of organization. I can't even stay organizing because everything is so unorganized... and things aren't even that unorganized! For example, if someone left some paper on the kitchen table and there are some toys on the living room floor pretty much I can't get a grasp on the rest of the day. Yeah, I can clean it up but its like mentally it wears me out. Its like a feng shui thing. I can't breath (figuratively) in my own house. Its probably a transit going on. Virgo asc, saturn in 4th, sun and mercury in capricorn. What should I look at that could be causing this blockage? IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 9077 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 09, 2014 10:15 AM
Mundane work can get depressing for Capricorns, if that's all there is. Are you in denial about your situation, so that engaging in housework is a painful reminder that you aren't where you want to be, physically or vocationally?I feel like that sometimes. Also, Uranus squaring my sun is not helping. IP: Logged |
fairaqua Knowflake Posts: 712 From: Registered: Feb 2011
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posted December 09, 2014 10:40 AM
quote: Originally posted by Faith: Mundane work can get depressing for Capricorns, if that's all there is. Are you in denial about your situation, so that engaging in housework is a painful reminder that you aren't where you want to be, physically or vocationally?I feel like that sometimes. Also, Uranus squaring my sun is not helping.
Ive been a stay at home for 9 years now and do go through bouts like this every now and again. I just started my own business here at home. Before I had all this free time between house work and now I can't even find time to hardly do any thing for my business because of the house work. Its suddenly like Im finally doing something for myself but it's not allowed. Cleaning, cooking, laundry, children... they all realized Im doing something for myself so they've all started fretting. Im just wrongdoing what's causing this and when things are going to settle back down.
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Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 1376 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted December 09, 2014 02:26 PM
quote: Originally posted by fairaqua: Im a glass half full kind of person. Everyday I wake up enthusiastic about the day... okay, im going to get this done, that done, and everything between. And I end up with maybe one or two things done with everything else burned down around me. Its like the organized pay off my life is falling apart and I can't breath. Mentally I shut down because I can not think due to the lack of organization. I can't even stay organizing because everything is so unorganized... and things aren't even that unorganized! For example, if someone left some paper on the kitchen table and there are some toys on the living room floor pretty much I can't get a grasp on the rest of the day. Yeah, I can clean it up but its like mentally it wears me out. Its like a feng shui thing. I can't breath (figuratively) in my own house. Its probably a transit going on. Virgo asc, saturn in 4th, sun and mercury in capricorn. What should I look at that could be causing this blockage?
It really depends on other positions as well. But since you are speaking of your Asc,look to Neptune aspects to the Asc ruler/Mc/ruler of Mc/or the Asc itself for exasperation and lethargic moments of "what's the use? It'll get dirty again anyway!!" Otherwise,for Uranus transits to the 6th house ruler/Moon/Mercury/Mars for moments of "this is boring, I need to get a worthwhile thing to do" Look for Pluto transits to the 6th house ruler/Moon/Mercury/Mars for moments of "this can't be my life. Is this all there is to it? Cleaning stuff up repeatedly?"
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