posted January 10, 2015 04:14 PM            

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posted January 20, 2015 12:54 AM            

I can see that it is a good aspect for work, interviews are not a problem, I often got the job offered on the spot and also if there were promotions I was in. I do a good job, cannot stand sloppiness, and have never been without a job in my life.
If I am not in a management position, I often played myself down a bit as I felt that I would be more qualified than my manager and I did not want to create trouble.
I often became friendly with managers.

On a personal level, I don't like group events, or organizing them, very individual, I don't like parties , gatherings, chit chat, or doing nothing, in my time off I make myself productive.

My jobs also involved wearing uniforms, healthcare, although I am at a level now that that is not necessary anymore.

I love history, anything old and antique takes my fancy.
I do up old houses in my free time , furniture, I absolutely don't like modern furniture, bright colours, plastics etc, it needs to be solid and lasting.

posted January 20, 2015 08:28 AM            

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posted January 20, 2015 12:17 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This is my real question, my Friends. Do you feel this kind of unrelenting feeling that you have to be perfect and no matter what you do, it is not enough?

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posted January 20, 2015 12:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This is my real question, my Friends. Do you feel this kind of unrelenting feeling that you have to be perfect and no matter what you do, it is not enough?

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Totally, always want to be perfect, and hard for me to take criticism.

On a personal level, I suffered from debilitating shyness when young, (LOL, till deep in my 40ties, ) that is leaving me now.
But I will never be that light on a party.

posted January 20, 2015 03:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This is my real question, my Friends. Do you feel this kind of unrelenting feeling that you have to be perfect and no matter what you do, it is not enough?

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Not exactly. Will Smith has this too and I has this probably close to exact ... though my birth time is not entirely accurate.
I am aware very early on that I have to work very hard and when rewards are given without the amount of work that I feel makes me deserving of the rewards, then I don't feel comfortable receiving praises or attention.

I am heavy saturnian and the thing about saturn influence is practicality. So good quality is important but time only allows for "good-enough," so I don't demand myself to be perfect. I am pretty good at cutting things off at certain point. But even that point would probably be considered somewhat perfectionistic for some people I guess ...

posted January 21, 2015 02:11 AM            

I am very time conscious, if you wake me up in the middle of the night, I would be able to tell you the exact time, maybe 5 minutes off, just an internal clock that I have.

posted January 21, 2015 05:04 AM            

Things that agree with my exp:

Painfully shy especially younger
Perfectionist but mostly as the unknown said it's thinking I have to put the work in, doesn't feel right if I don't
On some level I'm not, I have to combat this need or it affects creativity but I've an inner sense of having to reach a target nonetheless
At uni it wasn't good enough to just fulfill criteria, I felt I had to contribute something new to justify what I was doing.
Likewise in work am very conscious of earning my wage. Not the type to sit around at work even if no work - although my Saturn return put that tendency through the mangle.
Got every interview, tend to get promoted or asked to stay beyond a contract. Really good at writing cv's and job applications - write a lot for friends.
Kind of an inner clock about time but I'm not punctual - I think my nature is to be, I like to put effort into that sometimes but generally late.
Am attracted to men in uniforms and authority but don't think I project that image - although even in casual dress work environments I did always wear smart, business like clothes. Was convinced that was the reason I was considered reliable

How it feels - unknowns experience is prevailing one for me. Wanting to do the very best that can be done - it's such an internal battle especially when that conflicts with need to be free or speedy with the work.
It made me laugh watching my mum with my daughter whilst she was drawing because it gave me such an insight into my early experiences. Like she was urging her to do it very neatly, nothing was appreciated for its creative placement or use of colour - it was all about colouring inside the lines and everything being proportionate (sigh, libra mum ). I love that I've had that pressure to go beyond but it's tiring to fight it when that need for perfection is the obstacle itself to perfection

posted January 21, 2015 08:31 AM            

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posted January 21, 2015 12:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
How does this feel? I am trying to get behind the eyes of it, so if you have it or have experience with someone who does, I would appreciate your help!

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I love this thread and even though I have a trine,I can still feel it,haha! I do feel like I have to work harder than others,but I noticed that I do always get the job and things that I want!

posted January 21, 2015 12:34 PM            

I have Moon trine saturn at 7 degrees, which is wide, but Saturn in trine gives a glorious stability.

With Saturn trine the MC, you would be able to direct hard work and discipline to real world goals.

It is very lovely, G!

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