posted January 28, 2015 08:18 PM
Hi, my natal Jupiter is strongly placed in Gemini at 25°14'.I've was always outgoing and enjoyed being in crowds with lots of people (the more the better), football matches, festivals, clubs, Etc.
After my Jupiter progressed into Cancer August 2001 my personality changed dramatically. I went from being a leader that people had respect for and listened to, to someone who wanted to get away from everyone and crawl into my shell = because of this and my drop in confidence, people seemed to lose respect for me and what I had to say.
I had a job where I was in charge of other workers and eventually 5th Nov 2011 I had a breakdown and had to quit due to the stress of working with others and telling them what to do, this just got to me and dragged me down.
I've changed from being light hearted, fun and jovial, to becoming inward, self analizing and anxious.
I've become interested in lots of complex things like the solar system and the deeper the puzzle the more interesting to me. Thinking really deeply about life and the universe has become fun to me where previously I had no real interest in that (apart from astrology). My mind has really changed, I can now spend hours and hours working things out and just wanting to get to the bottom of everything, trying to figure it all out.
I can happily stay on my own and don't need other people any more. When it happened to me I couldn't understand what was going on and was in a bad state of confusion, only now I think I understand what has happened.
My Jupiter at the moment is at 0°56'23" Cancer = near the end of the 0 degree critical phase. It moved into my 11th house (29°7' Gemini) in November 1992, so has been at critical degree for many years.
From Nov 1992 when my Jupiter hit 29° (my 11th) I developed much more confidence and leadership. Jupiter was still in Gemini, they say that 29 degrees is a critical degree but I felt very good.
Only when my Jupiter changed sign to Cancer the massive confusion and extreme change happened. Strangely only nearing the end of the critical 0 degree am I starting to understand what happened.
What I'm interested in is that in 16 years time my Jupiter will turn retrograde at 1°19', it will be at 1°19' for 4 years.
I believe that my progressed Jupiter turning retrograde is a big reason I've become so inward and where previously I had a strong interest in possesions/making lots of money, now I'm not interested in that at all. I'm more wanting to know and analize myself, the world and everything. Also I want a tranquil life calm and relaxed. Aggressive, bossy and pushy people make me feel very ill.
What will happen when my Jupiter gets to stationary and then retrograde? Will I figure more things out and be able to write about what I learn? Will the change to inward thinking get more intense?
Who knows, who can say?
I think this could be a rare and I hope interesting scenario, does anyone have any experience or advice about this?
Thanks,
nigemoonman..