posted February 06, 2015 01:28 PM            

I thought things were finally getting better when Saturn was about to exit my sign, Scorpio. I landed my dream job back in December ("saturn's gift?) and I was feeling really good.

Now, Jupiter has gone retrograde as well as Mercury. I had to quit the job I landed because I was facing serious accomodation issues (the job is in a different country). I hadn't even started yet but I knew I wouldn't be able to find anything because I only got negative emails from landlords, couchsurfing ...

I'm therefore back at square one. This was my only chance to leave my parents' toxic atmosphere and now my dream disappeared right before my eyes.

I thought Jupiter return meant "good luck" and breakthroughs career wise. Why is this happening then?

For those of you who have already experienced a Jupiter return, is it normal to experience darkness before the "dawn" maybe?

I have Jupiter in Leo in the 2nd.

posted February 06, 2015 02:38 PM            

It is indeed gut wrenching.

I actually wanted to work abroad. I'm not interested in being close to home. Therefore, this opportunity was the best one I found because the job was great, could open graduate school doors for me and looks great on a resume.

Last year, I worked in "fashion" and I dropped the job because I felt uncomfortable in that environment. This year, I went for a job that coincides with my degrees and I had to quit before I even started.

I wonder what my true path is at this stage. Everyone around me seems to have everything figured out. I was so happy to move abroad, truly. It was a dream come true.

posted February 06, 2015 03:08 PM            

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Originally posted by MineAgain:
Thank you very much Your post was very inspiring.

It is indeed gut wrenching.

I actually wanted to work abroad. I'm not interested in being close to home. Therefore, this opportunity was the best one I found because the job was great, could open graduate school doors for me and looks great on a resume.

Last year, I worked in "fashion" and I dropped the job because I felt uncomfortable in that environment. This year, I went for a job that coincides with my degrees and I had to quit before I even started.

I wonder what my true path is at this stage. Everyone around me seems to have everything figured out. I was so happy to move abroad, truly. It was a dream come true.

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Well you're not the only one struggling, I've been out of work for about two yrs now and every time I think something is about to come thru it's BLOCKED!! I'm thinking (well hoping) That when Jupiter leaves my 12th and enters my 1st things will pick up for me, but I had to use this time to really heal myself and deal with some issues I ignored while I was working. I'm also prepared for when Jupiter goes Rx in Virgo and possibly losing or having to do something over again. So you do want to work abroad..besides how great it would look on your resume is another part of the reason you want to leave have to do with your family? I noticed you said your home environment now is toxic. Perhaps the universe thinks you need to deal with that first before you leave..just a thought.

posted February 06, 2015 04:19 PM            

What field are you specialized in if you don't mind me asking?

The job market isn't good and losing a job you had already been selected for is extremely painful.

I'm so down to the point where I removed all of my social media accounts because I'm embarrassed of being at home, unemployed and penniless. The start of the year was so good, I thought this year was going to be my big breakthrough ... I guess not.

posted February 06, 2015 05:45 PM            

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Originally posted by MineAgain:
I'm sorry to hear you're going through a period of turmoil career-wise. I really hope you will find something soon

What field are you specialized in if you don't mind me asking?

The job market isn't good and losing a job you had already been selected for is extremely painful.

I'm so down to the point where I removed all of my social media accounts because I'm embarrassed of being at home, unemployed and penniless. The start of the year was so good, I thought this year was going to be my big breakthrough ... I guess not.

I'll be looking in other fields, maybe those just aren't meant to be part of my destiny.

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Honestly I don't even have a field anymore lol