posted February 09, 2015 06:36 AM            

Dream Unfulfilled, Took different route and unhappy with Present. Would you consider Saturn as somebody in charge for quality of life precieved ? Saturn in 11 th house.
I feel like I just wait and wait for my dreams to come true.BTW I work every day on it making structures.

I feel indebted but at the same time resented by people who help me at that brink for diverting me from my dreams. I am not only incapable to appreciate life but people around me as I chase this fantasy which seems far off and never ever going to come true as I am going in opposite direction.

I do not want to loose these precious relationship.

Most cases I feel I have to leave people who were there to help me and they feel used and unappreciated. I feel trapped as I am getting pulled further in opposite direction from my dream. I think then everybody is left bit confused.

My Neptune trines Pluto not sure what -3S is next to it. My Saturn and Pluto conjuncts too. I try to appreciate life and keep gratitude diary but I can't feel at ease with my current life and if I got too comfortable I would never fulfil my dream.