posted February 18, 2015 11:34 AM              

I've only smoked pot, some of the best, but have smoked while drinking alcohol. When you mix the two, whoa. It's like the highs of both are tripled and it feels like you're high forever. If you don't like blacking out then avoid at all costs.

I want to try shrooms and I hear LSD and "Molly" are pretty fun but I probably won't.

posted February 18, 2015 12:50 PM            

Mushrooms have been my favorite. So earthy, spiritual, weird and personal. It just feels natural and euphoric.

The majority of the time acid comes into play, is at a show or festival. I can't handle it in front of crowds. I worry too much about when its going to kick in that I dont focus on the music as much. All the pressure and nervous energy sits on my chest. Maybe I need to let it crack open my heart so I can have the child-like experience. Would like to it in seclusion somewhere beautiful. I've come to the conclusion that psychedelics and I work the best in nature, ESPECIALLY the beach. Its my favorite place in the world.

Sun and Aqua Mercury in 9H. Wanting to discover the true meaning behind everything and myself...and reach 'God' through mind and experiences..

My Cap 8th house stellium needs to let go of control and dive in.
Mercury Pluto makes me really aware of my surroundings.

posted February 18, 2015 01:12 PM            

Amphetamines - I liked when it was good. This is pretty much how moon neptune feels to me on a good day without any drugs.

Ecstasy - didn't like.

Cocaine - didn't like

Weed - I only liked it when baked into cookies. Otherwise it made me fall asleep or feel sick.

posted February 18, 2015 02:06 PM            

I did try shrooms once as well and my vision was heightened. I see transparent floating objects without any help from substances, but this made it more intense. And I did a meditation that I normally do while not under influence, and the meditation was deep and I saw myself traveling though a portal of sorts.

Oddly enough I remember wanting it to wear off so I could go to sleep. And I really regretted it because I truly don't need substances to have spiritual experiences. I felt guilty for what I saw in my meditation and I feel that if you can't see it without any substance then maybe you shouldn't try to at all.

posted February 18, 2015 06:42 PM            

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Originally posted by mamawolf:
Weed is a love/hate relationship. I get too in my head if I smoke too much and cant always relax like everyone else. At best, my humor is great and playful

Mushrooms have been my favorite. So earthy, spiritual, weird and personal. It just feels natural and euphoric.

The majority of the time acid comes into play, is at a show or festival. I can't handle it in front of crowds. I worry too much about when its going to kick in that I dont focus on the music as much. All the pressure and nervous energy sits on my chest. Maybe I need to let it crack open my heart so I can have the child-like experience. Would like to it in seclusion somewhere beautiful. I've come to the conclusion that psychedelics and I work the best in nature, ESPECIALLY the beach. Its my favorite place in the world.

Sun and Aqua Mercury in 9H. Wanting to discover the true meaning behind everything and myself...

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I completely agree with all of this....I also have sun and mercury in Aqua except in 12th.

I have had some fun times on acid though, but I agree that they come into play at festivals and at least for me I am SOOOOO sensitive to my surroundings, that I need to make sure I'm fully and continually surrounded by love or at least amazing friends which hasn't always been the case so I've had a few uncomfortable times as well.

I love shroooms, they were my first love and I feel calmer on them than I do smoking weed. Apart from my eyes, my way of gliding through the world when i'm high, and my horniness on them (haha :P), I can handle being in public on shrooms WAAAAAAY more than I can when I'm really baked. I have heavy Neptune influence, things feel much more real when everything's moving in a beautiful haze.

I love mdma or "molly" or whatever (I'm not even that old but I'll never get used to that term haha). I've also tried MMA and sassafrass which are also excellent, MMA especially in that you feel the same mdma feeling (like you have liquid gold in your veins) but you're *super* present which isn't always the case with mdma.

I'm not going to lie...I love psychedelics, they need to be used responsibly and intelligently and it's incredibly important to do your research prior to taking anything. If you don't want to know and understand how it's going to effect your body...then you probably shouldn't be doing it - be intentional with your actions and own up to whatever you decided to put in your body.

posted February 18, 2015 06:59 PM            

Anyway, as far as psychedelics go..it is really hit or miss for me. Shrooms are so iffy for me because they are at the whim of my feelings and my every thought. It can turn scary and paranoia and anxiety-ridden quickly. I can get like that easily if I let it, on any drug. My mind has grown strong at resisting negative thoughts that lead to anxiety and paranoia.

I was just telling my mom a funny story about the time I tripped on shrooms at a "haunted forest" a few years ago (Yeah, we can talk about stuff like that..she's super cool). It was some of the most fun I've had in my life, so ridiculous and childlike. Even though I thought the guy with the chainsaw was literally going to murder me, I was laughing hysterically because I knew how ridiculous it was. That trip turned bad, though, when the friend with me started to have a bad trip and complain and whine about various things.

The weirdest and scariest trips I've had were on salvia divinorum. That sh*t is NO JOKE..I'm glad it was made illegal because when I tried it, you could just buy it in a shop because it was labeled "incense". That sh*t is NOT incense. One time when I smoked it I thought a man in a carrot suit was trying to fold my body into the shape of a box.

I have a ton of experiences I would share but it'd turn into a novel-length post.

posted February 18, 2015 07:15 PM            

Natally, I have Neptune conjunct Uranus & Mars (just do it!) along with moon, which is sextile to my Pluto in Libra stellium on the Scorpio cusp. I also think my Scorpio Jupiter helped to make the best of it for transformation, which the shrooms did...and not all at once (some was instant, but other effects were like ripples that took years to see their full effect). Transit wise my Neptune had entered Capricorn while Pluto was just entering into Sag.

At first I didn't feel them, but the older kids took to watching some movie in which a guy with an evil grin made me scream in terror. I then left the house and started walking to the woods through the pasture and the experience turned glorious and divine.

The shrooms "talked" to me (or so it seemed) in a very telepathic way. When I thought about how close I came to refusing to try the shrooms they told me I couldn't, curiosity was fundamental to my nature, I HAD to understand...and memories floated up that I vividly recalled from even when I was 3-4 years old in which I had to explore, how upset I'd get when adults would stop me.

I (telepathically, though maybe I spoke out loud as well) asked, "Why do I hate school then?" And more memories came up of where school was too slow for me and I spent most of my time silent either reading or in some creative work...or in trouble. School was PREVENTING me from learning at my own pace, it was a waste of time that also had more with memorizing facts without context and then forgetting them after the tests rather than gaining a clear understanding of anything.

Oddly, I was hearing people think as well. I recall people talking (even shouting) but they said they only THOUGHT it and found it rude that I was in their heads like that. Which might be easy to dismiss as they were on shrooms as well but a guy stopped by who was sober who literally ran from me because he felt I was inside his head and then spread rumors of a demon in me that let me read minds.

One of the most surreal (that I can put into words) part of that experience was that I felt as if my arm was going to sleep. I shook it to restore feeling and several "angry sparks" jumped out, most falling harmlessly into the floor and I presume Earth but one fell through my shoe and it BURNED. My sock and shoe was fine but my foot where the spark fell turned into a painful blister. (I tried to repeat that both sober and on psychedelics but never was able to.)

On a lesser note, EVERYTHING was funny on shrooms. We ended up watching a Cheech & Chong and after it was over we rewound it and watched it again still laughing hard. Next day when I was recovering (and wearing sunglasses as all the colors were a bit "too bright" if that makes sense, almost painful to look at) I put the movie on again hoping to feel better but found it the most idiotic movie I'd ever seen and couldn't imagine why I laughed so hard while on the shrooms.

posted February 18, 2015 09:58 PM            

My favorites are LSD, shrooms, DMT, and ketamine - not a psychedelic but certainly a trippy experience. Also enjoyed 'research' drugs like NBOME, 2c-b, 2c-i, MXE is another dissociative but definitely up there in the favorites, just hard to find o.o

Anyway, I think being generally mutable and fire-y has a lot to do with my level of psychedelic enjoyment. My friend with mostly fixed signs still likes to trip but has gone off the deep end more than a few times, like to the point where every trip turns into a crisis and we have to help/save her. She said herself that she tends to get 'stuck' in a negative thought loop, which seems like a 'fixed' thing.

As for Neptune, it's square my moon and quintile my venus, that's about it. Oh and conjunct Telephus, and trine Chiron. That makes a little more sense..

posted February 19, 2015 01:22 AM            

There's some fascinating material on DMT online, including people's experiences that were much, much more intense than mine, probably involving higher doses than I took.

posted February 19, 2015 09:52 AM            

LSA is usually found in certain seeds, i had ordered a potent batch of Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds and i read most places that the usual dose is 5 seeds, so i decided hey lets go with 15, i took them sublingualy(crushed up under my tongue) and waited for almost two hours while nothing happened, so i thought maybe the sublingual route didn't work so i ate another 15. then i started feeling the effects a little and i decided to eat 5 more(i had now taken 35, 5 is the usual dosage) and then it all came over me at once. Straight walls became wave like, everything moved and i REALLY had to throw up. at one point i closed my eyes and i felt like i WAS a wave in an ocean, and then when i opened my eyes i saw a bird with huge eyes standing inches away from my face. Now i knew that it was a hallucination but i felt like i was losing my mind, and i started to think about what my life would be life if i stayed like this forever. Probably the most intense experience Ive ever had, and Ive had a few! didn't do any drugs for a long while after that.

posted February 21, 2015 11:02 PM            

Mushrooms have been my favorite. So earthy, spiritual, weird and personal. It just feels natural and euphoric.

The majority of the time acid comes into play, is at a show or festival. I can't handle it in front of crowds. I worry too much about when its going to kick in that I dont focus on the music as much. All the pressure and nervous energy sits on my chest. Maybe I need to let it crack open my heart so I can have the child-like experience. Would like to it in seclusion somewhere beautiful. I've come to the conclusion that psychedelics and I work the best in nature, ESPECIALLY the beach. Its my favorite place in the world.

Sun and Aqua Mercury in 9H. Wanting to discover the true meaning behind everything and myself...and reach 'God' through mind and experiences..

My Cap 8th house stellium needs to let go of control and dive in.
Mercury Pluto makes me really aware of my surroundings.

posted February 21, 2015 11:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Anisa:
And what are your placements? Any Neptune involved?? I have scorp moon conj Pluto and sun in 12 house sq Neptune and I really want to try shrooms and acid but I'm getting all sorts of diff stories about experiences. Which ig makes sense since it's diff for everyone.
I think the Pluto/scorp in me wants to experience everything and anything all at once, and the Neptune in me wants to experience so much more divine and not something to routine.

So please don't hold back from going into detail about your trips

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posted February 23, 2015 11:21 AM            

one night i had been asleep and woke up at around 3 o clock and was just laying there unable to get back to sleep. about a half hour passes and im ironically actively trying to get back to sleep, eyes closed, the whole shebang. at the time, i was very emotionally involved with a girl. a few weeks before that she came over my house and we both shared a moment that was so surreal, so i was feeling pretty confident but i could tell she was very scared at the whole thing, shes a scorpio with a libra moon, she wanted control but she could feel herself losing herself in my eyes.
anyway, i was thinking about her as one does when you are that emotionally involved. i remember just trying to sort things out so we could make it work, going over repeated moments, encounters, words said and what i can do to get her to trust in the universe. as i closed my eyes going through these experiences, i focused on my breath for a few minutes (felt like seconds). then i felt like i wasnt awake or alseep, i felt as though the universe had plucked my soul out from my body. i remember being conscious and unconscious at the same time. i felt within and without. i asked white light to protect my vessel while my spirit ventured a top the city i was in. i saw the city as though i was floating above it; i saw waves of energy like the aura borealis in the sky with me. physically my body felt elongated and protected like its never been before. and then at the moment, i knew why i was there. i was there to say goodbye to the soul i had met that one night in my bedroom. something told me the relationship couldnt manifest under the circumstances of the people we had become. it was both tremendously sad yet doom driven at the same time. so i started talking in my "dreamstate" or whatever we want to call it. i was talking from my heart all the things i had said in the moments we had seen each others souls', and knew. after my lethargic and one sided goodbye, i knew that the universe would bring it to her. and i wasnt mad. and i wasnt frustrated. just tremendously sorry.
when it came time to leave this realm or this new found perception the universe had given me, i both wanted to return and didnt. there was nothing more for me there, but i just wanted to linger a moment longer in this place that i didnt belong.
and then in a few brief moments, i had come to realize i was in my body again, still feeling larger than life, but returning with a sense of renewal and healing. i became aware of my breathing again. long deep breaths that filled me with surroundings of home and the love of myself which no longer felt satisfying to me, but i knew in my heart it was satisfaction. in that moment, i just was.
i still question what love truly is, or if there even is a universal truth to what love is.
i still see her every few days at school, and there is a rift. not because she doesnt feel what i feel, but BECAUSE she feels what i feel. she cant look me in the eye, because she knows it could never happen. not in this life, but in the next. maybe thats what the universe was trying to tell me.
just because something should be, doesnt mean it ever could be.

posted February 23, 2015 04:49 PM              

I don't like drugs (really don't like actually), don't smoke cigs, and don't even drink much.

posted May 25, 2015 01:13 AM            

My fiance and I use mushrooms about once a month, sometimes less. We did them last night and it was one of the most intense experiences I have ever had on them.

I felt like the whole world was a part of me and that everything that ever has happened or will happen was all happening all at once all the time continuously.

I could see EVERYTHING. The way the air was disturbed by the movement of our dogs or the wave of a hand was absolutely entrancing. It almost made me sick it was so intense. And while I am normally a cigarette smoker, I couldn't smoke during my experience yesterday. Lighting one felt like poison creeping through my veins.

I wish I could put it all into words, but trying to describe it just doesn't do it justice. What I took away from it was that mine and my fiance's souls have been doing the same cosmic dance together forever. We are connected in a way that I haven't felt with very many people and I love that mushrooms just bring that connection to the foreground and showcase it.

Intensely euphoric.... Everything is funny and truly amazing. From the way the leaves dance in the wind to the changing color of the sky during the sunset.