posted March 08, 2015 09:37 PM            

I've had a rough few years with a Pluto sq. Moon transit and Saturn cruising through my 7th house over my Pluto/Venus conjunction. Very lonely, very dark, very hard, but I just have been plugging away.

Unfortunately I already feel neptune's influence on my Mars - my will is simply dissolving. I can't be bothered trying anymore. All of my life plans up until this point have failed to reach fruition, and I don't know whether to keep going, or attempt something more responsible, or run away on the wind.

I don't really know where to go from here, and it seems like the next few years are going to be so confusing and difficult, as Neptune then squares my saturn, conjuncts my jupiter, then squares my sun, and my first Saturn return comes to pass.

Does anyone have any advice? Really confused here.

posted March 09, 2015 08:10 PM            

"I can't be bothered trying anymore" sounds like weariness that, depending on other factors, could possibly be remedied physically by bolstering your strength. Tonic herbs (adaptogens) can help a person improve their capacity to handle emotional stress, not just physical stress (they share the same nervous/glandular systems). B-vitamins can also help, especially in the mega dose of B-100.

These Saturn, Neptune and Pluto transits when they occur one after another or simultaneously can be really rough times. I had them around a decade ago and have some now. However, not all the transits you mention are stressful. Neptune/Saturn/Pluto can be pretty rough when making angular transits.

You sound like a strong person who has grown a bit weary and may benefit from an energy boost. I really suggest looking into some of the herbs like Siberian Ginseng, Astragalus, Schizandra, Licorice -- anything that is adaptogenic that seems fitting. If you are worn down mentally and physically one or more of these herbs/vitamins could make a big difference in even a couple weeks.