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posted April 26, 2015 09:19 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Conj the ASC is more of a strong personal power. We all feel shame, in differing degrees
Do you have 12th House planets more than 10 degrees away from the ASC

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Funnily enough, my Pluto is the only one and that is about 10 degrees away

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posted April 26, 2015 09:25 AM            

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Thank you Ami

My Pluto is in my fourth house, trines my mercury and venus in 8th house, squares my asc (wider orb), quincunx my sun/jupiter/nn conjunction.

I never feel happy at home and try to leave. But everytime I left, I have had worse experiences than at home so I always came back and healed my wounds at home.Funnily, this leaving situation does not happen very often. On the one hand I always wanto escape, but on the other I don't try really hard or I am afraid of unknown. (Moon-Mars Taurus) My home life was troublesome.Maybe someone else would not care and be effected as much as I did, but I am a very sensitive person and all my childhood years long I had to deal with arguments and fights at home. Both of my parents had to work and I grew up alone or was raised by somebody else. With puberty I started to raise my voice a lot. And I thought that nobody would understand me. So I spent many years only in my room mostly. I got used to hide my real feelings and I think I will never be able to talk about my real feelings to anyone. That I felt rejected, unappreciated and unloved. Still today, I believe that nobody loves me and I never will be happy. I know, this is too pessimistic point of view but this is the way that my subconscious did the record for many years. I used to ask why I do not have a happy family and why I had to cry every single day. Then I got used to it. I don't want to have kids better said I am afraid of it, because I believe that I will make my kids unhappy, as my family made me and the other way around. (I have also 5th house Saturn-Uranus conjunction) I have never been a happy person really, I seem to be very cheerful due to sun/jupiter conjunction, but deep inside I feel so sad and unloved. I think this sadness comes from the hurtful feeling of being unloved.

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posted April 26, 2015 09:39 AM            

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Welcome NepAries

Thanks for that wonderful post!

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posted April 26, 2015 10:57 AM            

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NepAries,

I'm so sorry that you feel this way and that you weren't raised with love. Just know that you deserve BETTER.

And you deserve LOVE.

It starts with work on yourself and retraining of the mind. You'll get what you need, don't worry.

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posted April 26, 2015 11:58 AM            

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Pluto in Scorpio in the 8th its not easy...I tend to feel attracted to people I really shouldn't, suffered from a lot of sexual confusion and also lost several of my family members during my childhood. I have very moody temper. I also have an horrible creativity where it comes to saying hurtful comments right on spot (that's why I keep my mouth shut)

Really hesitated about posting this...but it's for the good of science. I guess

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posted April 26, 2015 01:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Soltze:
Pluto in Scorpio in the 8th its not easy...I tend to feel attracted to people I really shouldn't, suffered from a lot of sexual confusion and also lost several of my family members during my childhood. I have very moody temper. I also have an horrible creativity where it comes to saying hurtful comments right on spot (that's why I keep my mouth shut)

Really hesitated about posting this...but it's for the good of science. I guess

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I imagine Pluto in the 8th *would* be difficult.

I'm sorry to hear you've had such a rough time

(and you really have).

Not to make light of it, but it seems the payoff would

be huge, if not totally life-altering, since

it's right at home in the 8th.

Trial by fire (or water, if you prefer).

For all the wreckage caused by Pluto's presence,

its ultimate purpose is to heal and rebuild something

(someone) better.

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posted April 26, 2015 08:42 PM            

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I have Pluto (H12 retrograde natally) and Scorpio as my natal asc. I don't think they aspect, but they are Funny, I hide part of my sexuality while accepting other parts as part of me.

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posted April 26, 2015 08:43 PM            

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Originally posted by LovelyAries86:
NepAries,

I'm so sorry that you feel this way and that you weren't raised with love. Just know that you deserve BETTER.

And you deserve LOVE.

It starts with work on yourself and retraining of the mind. You'll get what you need, don't worry.

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posted April 26, 2015 09:25 PM            

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1st house Sun & Pluto, widely conjunct. Taurus Saturn trine Sun & ASC. Pluto & Sun square Mars in Sag. And yes, I like to be in charge, but I tend to do so quietly (Virgo?) unless I'm contradicted.

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posted April 27, 2015 06:55 AM            

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Originally posted by LovelyAries86:
NepAries,

I'm so sorry that you feel this way and that you weren't raised with love. Just know that you deserve BETTER.

And you deserve LOVE.

It starts with work on yourself and retraining of the mind. You'll get what you need, don't worry.

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Thank you I know but I am not very hopeful about it, as I spent my years with trying recover. But I have to, so I will

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posted April 27, 2015 08:00 AM            

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I hear you NepAires

I have spent years trying to get over my childhood and the progress is very slow. It gets discouraging.

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posted April 27, 2015 09:26 AM            

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My daughter has Pluto in the 1st and boy is it hard to get her to listen. She just does not want to do what I say. Drives me nuts!

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