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posted May 23, 2015 09:30 PM            

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I am not sure how I am supposed to feel but I feel I have just been working on myself so much and I feel bit like anti-climax.Maybe a calm before storm. I am really at cross roads I feel. I have definitely become an adult.

Just before I was about I think transit it started I had a classmate who had lots of foreign trips and had father as a movie maker. In almost 19 years I have travelled around the world and also made a movie.

Ofcourse I have more ideas but I feel this calmness where instead of having an urge to fulfill or knowing yourself, I have know it. Last few months I have been really pushed where I can see I am really pushed almost ready for 2nd house stuff.

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posted May 24, 2015 06:11 AM            

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Good to hear.
I have Pluto for another 20 odd years to come and I'm in Pluto hell right now.
Of course, Pluto represents magic and I've been bombarded with it. Someone wants to kill me. How apt for tPluto sq Sun! I had to learn the art very quickly.

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posted May 24, 2015 07:07 AM            

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Well someone wants to kill you hmmm.That sounds scary ! I can not imagine but yes I went through a phase when I had no money, no respect, no peace of mind...I went through hell too but I have realized that without that probably I wouldn't have appreciated what I have. (Not that I can appreciate every day yet)

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