posted June 02, 2015 08:38 PM            

As far as anger issues, I've had problems before but have taken on meditation, prayer, and physical activities like running or hiking. Anything to just get that energy out.

The problem I've had though is mostly my obsessive behavior. That one I haven't quite conquered but the meditation has been good and learning about Buddhist philosophy and just leting go of things and people and attachment. Another thing that I've struggled with is the amount of power or pressure I need to go about things. Like just now, I'm helping an org. Put together a group for women to support eachother at a college campus here. And I'm a no bs type person and I couldn't figure out why no one had a set time to go in to help set up the space the day of the event and the event is in two days. It went as well as I could've possibly hoped for but it was tense in there from the moment I walked in the room.
And speaking of walking in the room, I've been told I have a heavy/magnetic presence. I don't know for sure because I can't see myself but I do know people who seem to stutter when I talk with them. Even if it's about the weather. So I've learned to just smile a lot and use a lot of please and thank yous. The energy though of going for it or holding back is very very difficult to manage though. I feel it.

posted June 06, 2015 11:22 PM            

Where do I even start? lol
I used to be afraid of my demons, always felt like I was the odd one out of the group. But I have learned to love each and every single one of my hard Pluto aspects. I need PLUTO. It adds the depth and intensity in my make up. Occasionally, I intimate a lot of men... I tend to come off very strongly, esp when I am trying to make a point across. Stressful and trauma does not scare me. In fact, I appreciate/like it because it pushes me to reborn and evolve into a stronger me. When I love, I love hard, passionately, obsessively, and I have a hard time detaching when I commit. When I decide I want something, I would do whatever it takes, AS LONG as I get it. With age, many of these aspects of myself are under control. Pahah :P

posted June 08, 2015 07:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
Randall

Do you have any Pluto square?

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posted June 10, 2015 08:58 PM            

"Steel guts" is the phrase I've heard often.

Someone who doesn't f*** around, so if you want something done with that extra umph, this one will do it.

posted June 11, 2015 06:35 AM            

Mars square Pluto
Jupiter square Pluto

Then I have:

Moon Opp Pluto
Mercury Quintile Pluto
Venus Trine Pluto and Venus in the 8th
Neptune Sextile Pluto exact

ASC is in Scorpio as well as Pluto, but they don't conjunct.

My life has always been full of:

- life/death situations (not literally death, however I did loose very important people when I was younger and this was a turning point in my life).
- Deep falls in life with extraordinary come backs. And I am going through another one right now. Those type of situations where you push a "reset" button in your life and start all over again.

People tend to come to me all the time to ask me "how do you do it" and "how can you be so courageous".

I used to be very jealous and possessive, but I grew over it. I just don't waste my energy like that anymore and I rather focus my energy in positive emotions and feelings.

Besides everything, I love Pluto. It gives me certain qualities and a healing force I wouldn't have otherwise.

posted June 12, 2015 02:41 AM            

cchampliss2 I can relate to what you said about fighting for the weaker ones..
I've done this in any given chance.. But I can not respect mentally weak people.. I am dynamic and tough I like people like me..
But it's really difficult to find.. especially girls..

Sunnya

I can relate to the "how can you be so courageous?" thing that you cchampliss2 said.
Most people tell me they would have lost their mind if they had been through what I've been in this age of mine. To tell you the truth..
I don't like it.. I feel extremely unlucky in my life ( I guess this is Sun in 12th and Saturn in 8th and Pluto square Mars, Venus, Jupiter have a little to do)
But I would prefer to be less courageous and more lucky or at least less unlucky..

I am also jealous (just in love relationships) and suspicious with anyone..
But I like them both.. When I feel jealous I feel a little bit weaker than my passion
It's like the only time I can not control my feelings and I like how passionate it makes me.. I rarely like someone that much.. and I am not talking for justified jealousy of course.. but the jealousy I feel without reason.. I always need to feel a lot of passion and the feeling that someone "reads" my eyes..
Thank God all Scopio Sun-Mercury-Mars-Pluto and Cappy Venus-Saturn-Neptune-Uranus men (I have 5th H cusp in Scorpio and 7th H in Cappy) come to me all the time so I can feel those intense feeling I need..

Pluto trines Cancer Sun-Mercury-ASC
Pluto sextiles Cappy Uranus - Neptune
Pluto squares Leo Venus-Mars-Jupiter

Some of these aspects are loose
the tightest is the trine with the ASC and square to Mars and then Venus..