posted June 25, 2015 12:12 AM            

My sister is also a Gemini rising.
She is was trying to take a maters level class while being a new mom who is back to working full time. She had to drop the class. She read an email today that she will no longer get financial aide because of that. I'm pretty sure she cried herself to sleep tonight.

I'm starting to notice that Neptune squares are painful.

posted June 25, 2015 12:28 AM            

Sometimes I feel I have little control over how I'm going to feel one moment to the next. I get in strange moods often and experience odd, fleeting emotions that I sometimes cannot pinpoint where they are coming from or how I came to feel them. It's a bit annoying, really. I struggle with depression/anxiety regardless, but I sense that this transit may have kick-started or exacerbated things on an emotional level again. I'm actually looking to get back on meds in the near future. I haven't been on anything since about 2012.

posted June 25, 2015 11:04 AM            

Well, this has not been the best time of my life (and still half way to go with Neptune hard transits!) but I also had other bad transits, mainly from Chiron, so it’s difficult to disentangle Neptune’s influence. I think that tr Neptune square MC was particularly difficult because I was struggling to find a job and had the impression that my life was going nowhere. On astro.com they described this transits as “Apparent defeats” which is quite spot on. That’s exactly how I experienced it.

posted June 25, 2015 12:09 PM            

I also had exams for English a couple days ago and basically almost flunked the whole thing because I did not follow the instructions for the essay. We had to write one thing, but I wrote something else that was completely different because I missed the instructions. Luckily, my teacher was nice enough to still give me marks. I believe this is Neptune's fault since it's directly oppose my chart ruler in the 3rd house.

On the plus side, though, I think my Gemini abilities are starting to surface. I talked to my friend who wanted to be an actor. He didn't know where to start, but I somehow knew how, so I'm becoming is talent agent. I'm also a journalist now for my online job, which involves a lot of Gemini things.

posted June 26, 2015 08:53 PM            

Kind of glad Neptune is backing off my asc for a while. Before it went rx...I started to feel like I am not good enough at all even though I know it's not true.

I've had enough of that this year. I've had great things happen for myself esteem. But it's also fragile when things don't go according to plan. Maybe I'll get use to it and keep this transit in mind.

The pressure I feel to succeed gives me lots of anxiety, feel overwhelmed and annoyed.

posted June 26, 2015 10:34 PM            

Also my cousin has Mars in Gemini. She just had to move back in with her parents.
Ended things with a guy she was living with(who helped with rent when he didn't stash away money for drinking booze), and her nanny gig ended. Which helped tremendously with living on her own. Unfortunately many people can't live on their own with a minimum wage full time job. That really irks me.
But her Mars is in Gemini 27 degrees. No idea what her asc is.

Also my bf has moon in Gemini. No idea what degrees.

posted June 26, 2015 11:54 PM            

wow! Yeah I ended up failing a class in February due to circumstances in my life. And the class was condensed and many people dropped out. They are not offering the class condensed anymore.

posted June 27, 2015 12:49 AM            

Going through both of those transits. They are not the best for the self esteem. Though I'm sure it will happen again at some point.

Glad I looked up this transit to know that everything will eventually fall into place I'm kind of curious and want to see when I'll be done with it squaring my asc.

Cafe astrology only lets me look ahead so far! But I'm guessing everything will "fall into place by 2016 or 2017.

Wow I did not even think about Saturn opposing ASC to go along with this Neptune transit too!

posted June 28, 2015 01:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Solar_Leo_Queen:
I think for Gemini risings, this transit is supposed to help you find a job you really like doing as opposed to a job you only do for the sake of money. Neptune is asking us to just go with the flow.

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I hope you're right!

posted July 09, 2015 12:22 AM            

I broke down tonight. I feel like being a full time student makes me feel like I can't solve any other problems going on in my life.

I started smoking black and milds to cope.

I know there is a pluto opposition going on. So that must be why the power struggles are intensified.

posted July 09, 2015 07:44 AM            

Last night was horrible, and this morning was too.

posted July 09, 2015 07:55 AM            

I haven't had a single job interview since I started looking for a job/internship in June. I usually get at least 3 phone calls a week. None so far! I'm shocked. It's really stressing me out because I have far more substantial experience that I did when I finished college about a 9 months ago!

I'm enrolling for another masters degree along with a professional certification.

I've started to work on my creative project more seriously.

I've finally let go of my Pisces ex completely. I'm not longer secretly day dreaming about him wanting me back. I haven't checked his FB profile in days (when I used to check it three times a day haha). I realized all the answers I needed from him I already have. I'm finally seeing through the cracks.

posted July 11, 2015 12:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Einfühlung:
Pain. Physically and mentally.

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posted July 11, 2015 01:12 PM            

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Originally posted by MineAgain:
I'm a Gemini Moon&Mars.

I haven't had a single job interview since I started looking for a job/internship in June. I usually get at least 3 phone calls a week. None so far! I'm shocked. It's really stressing me out because I have far more substantial experience that I did when I finished college about a 9 months ago!

I'm enrolling for another masters degree along with a professional certification.

I've started to work on my creative project more seriously.

I've finally let go of my Pisces ex completely. I'm not longer secretly day dreaming about him wanting me back. I haven't checked his FB profile in days (when I used to check it three times a day haha). I realized all the answers I needed from him I already have. I'm finally seeing through the cracks.

Maybe it's also Saturn transiting through Scorpio again. I'm getting more serious.

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I have an interview for a job I want very soon. That would be so awesome if I get it! If I got it, I would finish school part time. If I don't get it, that just means finish up school full time, and then job hunt some more.
But then my financial aid has been dropped. I only failed one class. People are telling me that I shouldn't have my aid dropped for failing one class. So I am going to go into financial aid on Monday and figure out what's going on.
There are a lot of reasons I not pass the class in February. I wish I could just fully move on from that horrible time in my life.

One main reason was getting dumped and having a broken heart. So having Neptune back track my 10th house and my Venus really sucks. Almost like I have to relive it. So I feel like, I've had to deal with stuff related to ex too.

I better get my financial aid back. I am almost done with school. The fall would be my last semester. I cannot go back to where I was before I received aid. All my money went to books, and I had to eat my parents food. Most of the time, they just buy junk.

And it's so wonderful having people talk down on me. When I am a full time student. And it's way worse when all of your money goes to school and people look down on you even more. Don't want to go back to that.

posted July 11, 2015 03:42 PM            

(((HUGS))) for all Geminians out there. I am not sure why the Universe seems to be dumping on you, but the end result will probably be that you will become less superficial and flighty. Gemini is an sign that doesn't like to get deep, but there is not much choice not to at this point. Just don't get into religious cults or substance addiction which is a strong possibility with Neptune squares.

posted July 12, 2015 11:47 PM            

Yeah so glad I was just a kid when I went through Pluto in Sag and Uranus in Pisces. When you are just a kid you are not suppose to be in control of your life. So it can be very upsetting as an adult when you are trying your hardest and things don't go as planned. I feel like I am not asking for much either.

I am hoping Jupiter in Virgo will bring positive change. It will be the 4th house for Gemini. I want my living situation to change.