posted June 27, 2015 08:24 PM            

I am overall the neurotic person that's always sick, and I always have something wrong physically. Even weirder is I lack the will to incorporate a lifestyle change in health and fitness. I've been this way since puberty. I was that child constantly in the nurse's office; constantly calling my parent to pick me up from school. And in the present, I honestly annoy the hell out of myself. I am very much embarrassed, when my companion asks me "How are you doing today?"- I have to FORCE myself NOT to get into a spew of why I'm not feeling well, or what's concerning me. There's an inner frustration with this habit. I mean this seriously, I am so embarrassed about my own complaining. In my mind, I have no nerve to complain. And, I don't speak on my bouts of illness because I never want to come off as if I'm aiming for a pity party. There's definitely always something I deal with. I get on my son about everything I fail to do myself with his health. Very contradictory behavior.

I know making changes is key to improving my health - I know this...no need to ram it in my head. Just curious from an astrological stand point if my chart is indicative of this behavior.

posted June 27, 2015 08:36 PM            

Aries moon in 5th makes you stubborn and refuses to listen to other ppl. I think you should give yourself a challenge ... That works for Aries moon

Neptune in 1st makes for confusion about sense of self. Jupiter=indulgence. The conjunction in Dag make you both opinionated (Sag) and Pisces like (Neptune-Jupiter) which is all for complacency and playing victim.

I'm reading from your chart here... Not so much my comment on your current situation

posted June 27, 2015 08:56 PM            

Thanks for responding! And you're spot-on with with the victim details. Always playing the victim in this area of my life - yes. All of this can be prevented but instead there's complaining. I became familiar with my Jupiter Neptune placements fairly recent.

posted June 27, 2015 09:01 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
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You're good!
I like it.

Maybe mercury square Pluto as well? Obsessive thought?

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posted June 27, 2015 09:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Plutonian_Gal8:
Obviously I am coming from a hypochondriac angle...

I am overall the neurotic person that's always sick, and I always have something wrong physically. Even weirder is I lack the will to incorporate a lifestyle change in health and fitness. I've been this way since puberty. I was that child constantly in the nurse's office; constantly calling my parent to pick me up from school. And in the present, I honestly annoy the hell out of myself. I am very much embarrassed, when my companion asks me "How are you doing today?"- I have to FORCE myself NOT to get into a spew of why I'm not feeling well, or what's concerning me. There's an inner frustration with this habit. I mean this seriously, I am so embarrassed about my own complaining. In my mind, I have no nerve to complain. And, I don't speak on my bouts of illness because I never want to come off as if I'm aiming for a pity party. There's definitely always something I deal with. I get on my son about everything I fail to do myself with his health. Very contradictory behavior.

I know making changes is key to improving my health - I know this...no need to ram it in my head. Just curious from an astrological stand point if my chart is indicative of this behavior.

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You are Captain of your ship, you are at the Helm. You are totally capable of making
a 180 degree life turn.
Like everyone else you just have to decide.To decide is to ACT.
With Uranus so close to it's own Heliocentric node You have a capacity for sudden changes that astonishes all who know you. I have seen it happen.
Been talking to yourself about for a while
now reaching out, Sun Mercury conjunction sextile asc.
You already know what to do.

posted June 27, 2015 10:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Plutonian_Gal8:
theUnKnown

Thanks for responding! And you're spot-on with with the victim details. Always playing the victim in this area of my life - yes. All of this can be prevented but instead there's complaining. I became familiar with my Jupiter Neptune placements fairly recent.

My moon is in the 4th/Chiron in the 5th btw.

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Sorry I didn't look too carefully... On my phone most of the time.

I'd say moon in 4th is even worse because the moon is best here like a cancer moon. So you might be less Arian than a typical Aries moon and you don't want to try new things.

My suggestion is that since Jupiter is your chart ruler, you need to find the value, ****the truth to the importance of health to you. The change for diet and work out routines is just what all the gurus and other ppl say. But you have to find the truth, pinpoint exactly why you haven't taken the steps.

Your north node in 6th says that you need to develop health and routine and digging into work through paying attention to the detail.
The original post you have is very Saggi/jupiterean ... "I know people always say this and that but I haven't found my truth, where in my chart can I find that?"
Maybe you can start by understand your self beliefs and values. What do you value? What is acceptable to your sense of self worth and what kinds of behaviors are contradictory towards your belief system?
Gemini north node says you need to learn. So read books, watch documentary... Maybe that'd help

***note: I think health issues are sensitive topics. I do t know you and all of my comments are mere suggestions based on my brief living experiences and astrological knowledge.

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posted June 28, 2015 12:10 AM            

Wonder if that accounts for the difficulty you're having

when it comes to putting a plan in motion/changing in this regard.

posted June 28, 2015 12:43 AM            

What you can do is:
• Don't be too focused about chores.
• I see that somehow you tend to envy or even compete with your parents. Could I be wrong? In any case, if you wish you would be like them, then you are doing some BIG mistake, because part of your "astrological story", is that They are the ones who are supposed to take you away from that dependent state. (Specially when you where young) So, my friend, don't blame yourself.

I see that you have probably exhausted yourself in the past.
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If you want at any cost, to be on your own... take away the negativity, calm down, and grab some patience. It can be done.

You may perceive that what I'm going to suggest you is a bit... unusual. But it's what I see, you need alternative options to heal ( peace with your Uranus, which in part rules the Nervous system and Cerebral activity)
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So, since typical Meds doesn't seem to be very helpful, my alternative medical solution would be:

Find a good homeopathist, one that follows the studies of Samuel Hahnemann.
- Be in peace with that 12th H. Uranus, learn from your own thoughts, relax, and let others help you. Don't be very prideful, don't torture yourself with a negative expectative of how you should be. • Because you may already have done/been everything you'd want to be now.
- Seems like you'll need to rely a lot in your partner too, at least for now.

~ Wish you all the best