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Topic: Saturn coming back to kill me..
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FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 28, 2015 05:20 AM
  
I really don't think I can take this anymore, feeling so lost and down for 2.5 years after it left saturn in scorpio I was recovering and now it's coming back for more. Sorry for the failed sentences, I have no more interest anymore. I don't know which part of my chart he is messing with. Recently I'm battling with a yeast infection and now I'm battling with sexual identity lost.. Anyway here is my chart.
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florence
Knowflake Posts: 961
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Registered: Jun 2012
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posted July 28, 2015 05:36 AM
I'm particularly scared of saturn & transits. I also have sun conj chiron so wonder if that's related since chiron I think is considered a bridge as is saturn to the outer planets. If that's the case it may intensify and then eventually exorcise the chiron pain, allowing healing & wholeness to occur. Just a bit of a random thought as it's probably not the immediate issue.IP: Logged |
Soltze
Knowflake Posts: 236
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Registered: Mar 2015
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posted July 28, 2015 05:42 AM
Yeah, it has been messing with your Venus and Chiron. But its waning, hang on.Are you sure that Pluto exact on your midheaven right now isn't make you feel down as well?? IP: Logged |
florence
Knowflake Posts: 961
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Registered: Jun 2012
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posted July 28, 2015 05:46 AM
CHIRON IN THE 8TH HOUSE – creates a major life struggle—“a gigantic karmic crisis—over earthly desires: sex, money, power/fame, and immortality. This struggle tends to, in one way or another, impact strongly you and everyone around you. There is the need to comprehend true power—an earthly throne can be easily toppled. True power is the inner power that comes from self-mastery. If, for whatever reason, your environment stifles any show of legitimate power, you will tend to express your inner rage in a destructive manner, such as actually becoming violent. CHIRON in your 8th house does not indicate a violent person so much as it reminds you that it is important that your true self not be stifled. “The resolved and high side of this position is an absolute mastery over desire resulting in a deep and essential knowing about the motives of others.” It gives you a “penetrating mind, a great facility for exacting research, and an intense understanding of primal life forces.” You must learn never to misuse your power to manipulate others. With the development of self-discipline and a higher consciousness, you have the opportunity to balance much negative karma.
It is imperative that you NEVER turn over your power to another person.
http://www.pathwaytoascension.com/astrology/lesson6_p.html IP: Logged |
FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 28, 2015 05:58 AM
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Originally posted by Soltze:
Yeah, it has been messing with your Venus and Chiron. But its waning, hang on.Are you sure that Pluto exact on your midheaven right now isn't make you feel down as well??
I'm just feeling lost right now, I just stare at people when I go out and feel numb. It's nothing serious but I just feel separate from others.
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FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 28, 2015 06:05 AM
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Originally posted by florence:
I'm particularly scared of saturn & transits. I also have sun conj chiron so wonder if that's related since chiron I think is considered a bridge as is saturn to the outer planets. If that's the case it may intensify and then eventually exorcise the chiron pain, allowing healing & wholeness to occur. Just a bit of a random thought as it's probably not the immediate issue.
I just let it throw everything at me, I will be that punching bag. Well, things like that don't scare me anymore, I've seen too much of it. But this pain is just bothering me. IP: Logged |
Ann7
Knowflake Posts: 576
From: united states
Registered: May 2009
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posted July 28, 2015 06:11 AM
Saturn going through my 8th this last time around (2005) was definitely hard. You will get through it and be stronger once it passes. Keep thinking positive and be thankful for all the good things in your life to remind yourself that it's okay. IP: Logged |
FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 28, 2015 06:17 AM
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Originally posted by Ann7:
Saturn going through my 8th this last time around (2005) was definitely hard. You will get through it and be stronger once it passes. Keep thinking positive and be thankful for all the good things in your life to remind yourself that it's okay.
I'm just wondering how am I going to recover from this damage done to my head. I'm in love with a girl at the same time as well and with all of this up here. I just don't know why I'm lost.
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Yanmorg
Knowflake Posts: 1092
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Registered: Feb 2013
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posted July 28, 2015 06:34 AM
I just want to say that I love the title of your post.Anyway, moving on.  Transit Saturn is currently transiting my 7th/ 6th house and has been on and off my Scorpio stellium for over 2 years now. When Saturn transited my 6th house, I had to make some serious changes to my routine and since that's the main focus in my life, it was a struggle. Now, that Saturn is back in Scorpio, retrograde, and transiting my 7th house, currently hovering exactly on my 7th house cusp, I have been so depressed and lonely. I always knew I had relationship issues that stem from some early childhood trauma, but I didn't realize how bad it actually was until Transit Saturn came along. All of my relationships are going through some form of transformation whether that's letting the relationship go completely, creating uncomfortable boundaries or simply creating a stronger bond. Saturn definitely brings all of your dirt and problems to the front related to whatever area of life the house he's transiting, represents. It's a tough time, but without it, I wouldn't learn anything.
Longanimity is your word for the day.
Be happy. All things will pass in due time. IP: Logged |
Plutonian_Gal8
Knowflake Posts: 607
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Registered: Jan 2014
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posted July 28, 2015 06:56 AM
So so sorry about the pain you're experiencing. It indeed appears rough. Tsaturn in Scorpio has been a hard blow indeed. It's officially danced backwards to oppose my Chiron and I've been crying in the mirror feeling lost as well. All my positivity has been chucked out the damn window. You can weather this transit...takes a serious inner beast to do it...You have to FIGHT off the notion to give up...
The weight of pain has to run it's course but not run you completely off this road you're traveling. Better days ahead! IP: Logged |
Aquacheeka
Knowflake Posts: 3608
From: Toronto
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted July 28, 2015 06:56 AM
Saturn in Scorpio was really tough for me too... I think I prefer it in Sag even though that signifies my Saturn return.IP: Logged |
Aquacheeka
Knowflake Posts: 3608
From: Toronto
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted July 28, 2015 06:58 AM
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Originally posted by florence:
I'm particularly scared of saturn & transits. I also have sun conj chiron so wonder if that's related since chiron I think is considered a bridge as is saturn to the outer planets. If that's the case it may intensify and then eventually exorcise the chiron pain, allowing healing & wholeness to occur. Just a bit of a random thought as it's probably not the immediate issue.
I know what you mean; of all he transits and planets; Saturn scares me the most. Well, that, and Uranus passing through my partner's 7th house.
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NYCdodger
Knowflake Posts: 604
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 28, 2015 11:48 PM
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Originally posted by FridayThe13th:
I really don't think I can take this anymore, feeling so lost and down for 2.5 years after it left saturn in scorpio I was recovering and now it's coming back for more. Sorry for the failed sentences, I have no more interest anymore. I don't know which part of my chart he is messing with. Recently I'm battling with a yeast infection and now I'm battling with sexual identity lost.. Anyway here is my chart.
I hope everything gets better. Saturn is a tough planet, but it isn't meaningless. Saturn is in my 12th house natally, so trust me I KNOW how much it sucks IP: Logged |
ScorpieScorp
Knowflake Posts: 472
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 29, 2015 12:11 AM
You have a tough run for a little bit more.I remember having that same numb feeling when Saturn was on my Sun...like, "why are all these people so happy and smiing??"... You will get through it. Saturn never makes you go through lessons without having a shiny gift at the end. You will look back after Saturn leaves Sag--and look back in awe at how much your life improved and who you are now... It's totally worth it. Hang on! IP: Logged |
FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 29, 2015 04:03 AM
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Originally posted by ScorpieScorp:
You have a tough run for a little bit more.I remember having that same numb feeling when Saturn was on my Sun...like, "why are all these people so happy and smiing??"... You will get through it. Saturn never makes you go through lessons without having a shiny gift at the end. You will look back after Saturn leaves Sag--and look back in awe at how much your life improved and who you are now... It's totally worth it. Hang on!
I just hope I get out of it, I try to stay away from misery by keep finding things to do to keep me busy. IP: Logged |
lalalinda
Moderator Posts: 4442
From: nevada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 29, 2015 04:31 AM
Hello FridayThe13th! Welcome to LL  ------------------
"There ain't no revolution, only evolution, but every time I'm in Georgia I 'eat a peach' for peace." Duane Allman IP: Logged |
ikja
Knowflake Posts: 1698
From: Inbetween Venus opposite Pluto
Registered: Oct 2014
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posted July 29, 2015 04:38 AM
Loving all of your comments - thanks for sharing.I'm feeling really **** too. I swear, the last 3 years have been so rubbish. Every time I think it's going to get better, I realise that Saturn will go back into Sagittarius and will be affecting my 7th house for the next two years. So essentially, that's 5 years of bollocks. I actually don't know how much one person can take tbh. IP: Logged |
FridayThe13th
Newflake Posts: 6
From: Singapore
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted July 29, 2015 06:00 AM
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Originally posted by ikja:
Loving all of your comments - thanks for sharing.I'm feeling really **** too. I swear, the last 3 years have been so rubbish. Every time I think it's going to get better, I realise that Saturn will go back into Sagittarius and will be affecting my 7th house for the next two years. So essentially, that's 5 years of bollocks. I actually don't know how much one person can take tbh.
Just stand until you fall. I feel like a wall getting slammed by huge rocks everyday for 2.5 years. IP: Logged |
bluestskies88
Knowflake Posts: 221
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Registered: May 2011
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posted July 29, 2015 01:11 PM
Saturn already killed me twice. Now, I'm currently going through a tSaturn in Scorpio transit, 4H... so i completely understand what you are going through. Hang in there hun  IP: Logged |
Gemini Blues
Knowflake Posts: 706
From: The future... or the past. I get them confused...
Registered: May 2014
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posted July 29, 2015 01:40 PM
I'm in the other boat. Backing out of my second house has given me a small reprieve. Not looking forward to dealing with security insecurities in the second as tSat squares nSat late in my 4th. I'm so tired of moving...IP: Logged |
ikja
Knowflake Posts: 1698
From: Inbetween Venus opposite Pluto
Registered: Oct 2014
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posted July 29, 2015 04:36 PM
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Originally posted by FridayThe13th:
Just stand until you fall. I feel like a wall getting slammed by huge rocks everyday for 2.5 years.
Thanks sweets x you too - it just gets sooooo hard sometimes. I feel to cry! IP: Logged |
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