posted August 18, 2015 05:57 PM            

Another one here that shares your feelings, and much on the same days hope you're feeling better by now and those desolating feelings aren't getting the best of you.

I can't see your chart, but maybe you ahould look if the Saturn and Pluto transits affect you in any way. We're 10 years appart and I know that aspects are different for you, but for me it was like that when at least Saturn hit, and as Saturn in my 7th is fading, Pluto is having its way with my MC Cappy Stellium. Maybe there's some insight to gain from there.
Or perhaps the Neptune transit? It (fairly) recently hit Pisces.

Keep your head up, astro apart, one trouble never comes unaccompanied.

posted August 18, 2015 06:09 PM            

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Originally posted by JeSuisV:
Hey Bella,

Another one here that shares your feelings, and much on the same days hope you're feeling better by now and those desolating feelings aren't getting the best of you.

I can't see your chart, but maybe you ahould look if the Saturn and Pluto transits affect you in any way. We're 10 years appart and I know that aspects are different for you, but for me it was like that when at least Saturn hit, and as Saturn in my 7th is fading, Pluto is having its way with my MC Cappy Stellium. Maybe there's some insight to gain from there.
Or perhaps the Neptune transit? It (fairly) recently hit Pisces.

Keep your head up, astro apart, one trouble never comes unaccompanied.

hugs

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Hi Dear,

I am doing okay. I still feel down in the dumps, but I am trying my hardest to beat it. I still feel sad over my most recent love woe. But somehow, someway I keep going. I have been trying desperately to get my transit chart done, but it is becoming a pain. I guess I may have to ride this out and continue to hope for better days.

posted August 18, 2015 06:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Soltze:
Bella maybe finding some casual encounters would change how you perceive yourself? It's been working for me.
Please don't find my suggestion offensive.
But we are never as ugly and unlovable as we think we are. Some guys look at me like its Christmas and I'm starting to believe it.
(No I'm not thin or anything :-D)
Hope your feeling better by now. I've been depressed for years and I know pain trust me

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Hmmm.. casual encounters??? I am not one for those, actually...been there, done that. It always leaves me feeling empty, because I always want someone to stay.

posted August 19, 2015 07:17 PM            

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Originally posted by bella_taurus:
My north node????? Is that good or bad?

My heart is telling me to go after my dreams and to right my wrongs...I'm tired of feeling this low.

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The node is tricky for many to clearly understand. Including myself. It points to where you focus to reach your higher self. Well, to my knowledge.
It's a very sensitive and important part of the chart.
With so much action on it right now and Saturn square. Maybe you're feeling a pull to find your higher purpose but Saturn is holding you back with guilt about leaving behind what you have.
With mars, perhaps you feel anxiety that you need to "take action".

posted August 19, 2015 11:05 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
The node is tricky for many to clearly understand. Including myself. It points to where you focus to reach your higher self. Well, to my knowledge.
It's a very sensitive and important part of the chart.
With so much action on it right now and Saturn square. Maybe you're feeling a pull to find your higher purpose but Saturn is holding you back with guilt about leaving behind what you have.
With mars, perhaps you feel anxiety that you need to "take action".

I'm just taking a stab at it.

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