posted August 17, 2015 07:32 AM            

I have spoken of this here before a couple of months ago. The transits I am going through are not easy the past year or so, I know. But what I have coming up in the next couple of months ,added to the previous transits are quite scary I must say.

A few of them are:

tSaturn conjuct Moon (h6)
tSaturn square Saturn (h2)
tSaturn square Mars (h9)
tPluto square Pluto(IC)
tNeptune opp Saturn(h2)
tNeptune conjuct Mars(h9)
tNeptune square Moon(h6)
tUranus opp Pluto (IC)
tChiron just past Mars and slowly moving toards my Sun

posted August 17, 2015 08:01 AM            

Sorry.. That may seem irrelevant.. But.. Yeah..

Also, I'm really sorry to hear about what you are going through. I wish you the best.

posted August 17, 2015 08:36 AM            

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posted August 17, 2015 09:52 AM            

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Originally posted by ReadingTheStars95:
Wait.. Are you going trough TrNeptune square Moo right now? Or is that coming up?

Sorry.. That may seem irrelevant.. But.. Yeah..

Also, I'm really sorry to hear about what you are going through. I wish you the best.

I'm always here to talk.. But, I'm not sure you are at all interested in talking things through with someone you barely know.. xD

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It's a couple of degrees away, like it is from conjucting my Mars,when Nept moves forward again.

Thanx I believe it's the people u bearly know that are easier to talk to

posted August 17, 2015 09:56 AM            

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posted August 17, 2015 10:54 AM            

Lots of mental cleansing and chakra clearing in the heart (emotional pain gets stored there) needs to be released. I went through the same thing when I also realized my mother was very egotistic and did not 'love' me in the way I thought all mother's did. At the end of the day, we start to realize our parents are just normal ordinary people that have their own problems, issues and life experiences. When I think back on my mother's life, I can see that she was only 16 when the Vietnam war started and it must have been a scary/turbulent time for her. She was married to my father 4 years into the war and had 3 children in the next 4 years. Money concerns, safety concerns and then having to relocate from one country into a foreign land and work/scrape and raise 3 children along with her parents, sisters and brothers could not have been easy.

posted August 17, 2015 11:12 AM            

One thing I find it helpful to deal with emotional stress is exercise as well as playing my fiddle. It helps me to release stuff and feel rejuvenated.

Be gentle with yourself and do things that you love and uplift you.

Take care

posted August 18, 2015 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by SDragon:
I had the same pressure and pain in my heart when I was going through my Saturn return. Just remember depression is a normal reaction to the psyche and bodies response to handling stress. You're dealing with things that need to be confronted and understood for what they are and after plowing through it all, you'll gain a new awareness and level of control in your life that you'll never have dreamed possible.

Lots of mental cleansing and chakra clearing in the heart (emotional pain gets stored there) needs to be released. I went through the same thing when I also realized my mother was very egotistic and did not 'love' me in the way I thought all mother's did. At the end of the day, we start to realize our parents are just normal ordinary people that have their own problems, issues and life experiences. When I think back on my mother's life, I can see that she was only 16 when the Vietnam war started and it must have been a scary/turbulent time for her. She was married to my father 4 years into the war and had 3 children in the next 4 years. Money concerns, safety concerns and then having to relocate from one country into a foreign land and work/scrape and raise 3 children along with her parents, sisters and brothers could not have been easy.

Anyways, it's not about my mom's story, but sometimes putting your feet into others shoes can give a whole new perspective. The 5 stages of loss (because you are losing your previous accepted reality) are Denial, Anger, Reasoning, Depression, Acceptance and it's not a straight line - we jump back and forth between them all, but understanding these 5 emotional energies is part of growing up. Only in today's pop psychology are they considered 'bad' emotions and ones that we need to get through as soon as possible, but there are signs like Scorpio that thrive and can regenerate past these emotions into stronger and more authentic truths. We could all learn to be a little scorpionic during these times.

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I agree with what you're saying SDragon. Yes,things do need to be confronted, and unfortunately sometimes this wakeup call comes on too strong if we have chosen to be blind in certain situations in our lives.
It is like a death-rebirth phase,that indeed does need a little of this Scorpio energy you are referring too, which is something that I envy in this sign, especially through these kind of changes. The power and dynamic.

I have a long road ahead of me, astrologicaly atleast. hopefully I will find the power and energy I need in this path ahead

posted August 18, 2015 12:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Sunnya:
First a big hug to you. It is a time where lots of lives are being turned upside down and lots of values re-learned. We are all on this together .

One thing I find it helpful to deal with emotional stress is exercise as well as playing my fiddle. It helps me to release stuff and feel rejuvenated.

Be gentle with yourself and do things that you love and uplift you.

Take care

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Thank you Sunnya! I have been exercising quite a lot & more than usual tbh. Helps with the anger and tension. Though besides that all I feel is hopeless again when I'm done.
I don't know, maybe this negativity has gone way further than I thought it would these past weeks:/