posted September 20, 2015 05:27 AM
Thank you for your input.
I remember when Tr Uranus-Neptune hit my Saturn by opposition (which is like 20 years ago. lol), it was a really tough time, with the breaking down of my beliefsystem, leading into a long depression (though I think while the hit was described by the transit, my decision to stay in this hole was my own, I could have dealt with it differently)
I do also remember when Tr Saturn was opposing my Neptune, I was once again facing a hard time, as the boyfriend of my oldest friend died; however it was also in the mid of a time,w hen suddenly previous "fantasy" became "flesh and blood". it was downright surreal.
and looking up. when I had Tr Saturn square Neptune, it was also during a time when "intangible things became tangible", but together with me somehow getting paranoid and not really able with some resurfacing issues (especially in terms of my feelings of selfesteem or lack of, ) and somehow my thinking got warped, leading me to some weird decision, to withdraw and isolate myself instead of really "face the music and dance", which usually happened a few months later anyway. lol
Nevertheless natally I have Saturn biquintile Neptune, so maybe I should look for more "creative solutions" when the negative thinking might hit once again (Neptune rules 3rd house, Saturn rules 2nd house, so I guess the thing about getting paranoid about my own value makes sense).