posted October 10, 2015 10:50 AM            

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Originally posted by theunknown:
Uranus is widely opposing your pluto too I suppose

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Thanks for your sympathy ~ it's out of orb ~ but Uranus conjunct my Jupiter and squaring my sun is a challenge.

edit ~ on second thought, I don't know what I'm talking about.

Hope you are okay.

posted October 10, 2015 01:38 PM            

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Originally posted by curiouspisces89:
Theunknow I'm so sorry to hear that. Are you ok now? Do you feel stronger after this transit? I find Pluto conj moon very difficult at times but I am learning how to deal with it. I only have couple of months left until he moves away from my moon.

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Well I definitely got stronger. When Pluto hits my North node it wasn't as bad haha. I am also very aware of the stages of depression. Being Saturnian means I'm quite prone to depression it I can "manage" my mental well being now so that I'll never go to that dark place again.

posted October 10, 2015 09:48 PM            

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Originally posted by curiouspisces89:
Thanks theunknown! I have cappy stelium which includes my moon. So far I have been ok I just someone's get tired of challenges I get and different situations I have to deal with lol I just want a break, but it's almost finished next stage for me is Saturn return lol should be "fun" when he starts hitting my Uranus, Neptune, Saturn and the moon.

Good luck with your current transits! Hope they bring you good things

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posted October 12, 2015 06:53 AM            

Coming up soon..
Saturn H6 conjuct nMoon
Saturn square nMars H9
Saturn square nSaturn H2
Pluto Square nPluto. MC/IC axis
Neptune conjuct nMars
Neptune square nMoon

I really don't know which one's worse!

posted October 12, 2015 09:48 AM            

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Originally posted by 3l3n:
Uranus on MC oppose nPluto IC
Neptune H8 oppose nSaturn H2
Chiron H9 back and forth on nMars/SN. Soon to be conjuct with my Sun,together with transit SN. Ugh!

Coming up soon..
Saturn H6 conjuct nMoon
Saturn square nMars H9
Saturn square nSaturn H2
Pluto Square nPluto. MC/IC axis
Neptune conjuct nMars
Neptune square nMoon

I really don't know which one's worse!

If I survive the next couple of years.. I'll feel so heroic haha!

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Sheesh...
Although I know you will survive... Saturn on Moon makes one very disciplined about survivals....

posted October 13, 2015 02:49 AM            

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Originally posted by theunknown:
Well, I'm very sad to say Sayurn will return to Scorpio during summer 2016 up to 23 degree.... Why can't Saturn just leave Scorpio for good? I thought 2016 was gonna be a much better year.

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Really? Where did you see that?

From what I see, Saturn will turn retro again around end of March 2016 at 16deg Sag, until mid August 10deg Sag

posted October 13, 2015 06:04 AM            

Growing up.. My Mom began drinking heavily when I was around the age of 12. Over the years, out of everyone in the family, I was often the one who had to take care of her, whether if it was because she drank too much, or if it was because she was going trough withdrawal. So.. At a young age, I had times when I was taking care of her, rather than vise versa. Over the years, she had times where she quit.. But, the last time she started drinking again, she continued drinking longer than she ever had. In April of this year, she became very unwell, and had to get her galbladder removed. After that, she had to go the hospital one more time. After that.. She ended up with a condition known as guillain barre, and ended up in the hospital again.. In critical condition.

The thing is, she should have been admitted to the hospital much earlier than she was.. (If it was up to me, she would have gone back much earlier than she did.. But, there was no way I could have gotten her there..) But.. My dad wouldn't listen to her, when she said she needed to go to the hospital. (we didn't know she had guillain barre at this point.. But, regardless, her condition should have been enough to convince my dad to take her to the hospital. ) For about a week, I had to help her walk.. It wasn't until she started becoming delirious that my dad finally decided to bring her to the hospital. Now.. There is a lot I'm leaving out just to make this as short as possible.. But..

Even though she is beginning to recover physically, she is still delirious. The last time I spoke with her, she thought I was still in junior high.

Now.. Considering what I said earlier, about me having to take care of my mom pretty much anytime something has gone wrong with her.. Including things dealing with her Alcoholism.. I still love her. She was always there for me, emotionally, in a way my dad never has been. He's always been very distant and kind of cold.

So.. Seeing my Mom like this has been a very painful experience. She barely knows where she is, or why she is there most the time. (She is in a rehabilitation center right now, as she recovers from the guillain barre..) and.. It's been hard.. Not knowing whether or not she will ever be the same again.

This may seem totally irrelevant to astrology.. But, here is where it comes in..

I have natal Neptune in the 4th house.

Late April, transit Neptune started squaring my Moon. This is when things started going really downhill for my Mother.

So.. It seems it has somewhat manifested as this state of delirium my mom is facing.. But, it has also seemed to be highlighting the hard Neptune-Moon aspect I already have in my natal chart.

I just really hope she is able to recover.. And, that she is able to recover mentally, and become herself again.

(Just for context.. For those who don't already know, I just turned 20 this spring..)

posted October 13, 2015 09:50 AM            

Very sorry your mom is so ill ~ it does match your placements and transits.

If your dad is the type of fellow who won't take her to the hospital when she is that sick...makes you think, that's part of the reason she drinks.

posted October 13, 2015 11:36 AM            

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Originally posted by 3l3n:
Really? Where did you see that?

From what I see, Saturn will turn retro again around end of March 2016 at 16deg Sag, until mid August 10deg Sag

Hitting my T-square again and again .Ugh!

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posted October 13, 2015 11:51 AM            

Anyway, you already said that you see how your moon issues are being highlighted. And that has a lot to do with giving, being compassionate but understand where to draw boundaries. None of us has infinite resources to give and you can't save everyone from their troubles. The opposite of the Neptune/Pisces energy is Virgo, which is being practical, detailed, while doing what one can to serve others.

I have Venus-Neptune and I can relate. Sometimes you can feel so much pain and empathize so much you don't know what you can do to help your mom, to stop all that pain right now. But sometimes all you can do is being there and accept the reality as it is.

posted October 13, 2015 12:20 PM            

Pluto through the 12th
Pluto square Sun in my 2nd

Neptune through the 1st (as if it could be a worse combo.. confused consciousness and gory unconscious life)
Neptune square Uranus and Jupiter in my 10th

Uranus through the 2nd house
Uranus conjunct Mercury and square Asc (not yet happened, wait for it, I'll prolly dye my hair blue or something. I feel it coming)

Saturn through the 10th
Opposite Karma right bout.. nowish. Soon to happen: conj Uranus and Jupiter

Jupiter just crossed over from the 7th to the 8th. At least now I - hopefully - can have some sex to make it better.

posted October 14, 2015 01:21 PM            

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Let me see...

Pluto through the 12th
Pluto square Sun in my 2nd

Neptune through the 1st (as if it could be a worse combo.. confused consciousness and gory unconscious life)
Neptune square Uranus and Jupiter in my 10th

Uranus through the 2nd house
Uranus conjunct Mercury and square Asc (not yet happened, wait for it, I'll prolly dye my hair blue or something. I feel it coming)

Saturn through the 10th
Opposite Karma right bout.. nowish. Soon to happen: conj Uranus and Jupiter

Jupiter just crossed over from the 7th to the 8th. At least now I - hopefully - can have some sex to make it better.

For once in my life, I am not suffering because of love. Though I wish I was, at least I got the hang of it by now. What I am dealing with in more concrete terms is: sudden loss of my Mom 3 months ago; loss of one of my jobs (the main one); we found out my aunt has breast cancer and she had a mastectomy last week; my boyfriend had a grand mal seizure on the phone with me last week, was found in a tiny pool of blood, he's ok now but still nobody can diagnose him; oh, and speaking of him, we don't have intimacy, at all, for months; everything's great otherwise, thanks for asking. Right, I'm not done yet. Financial crisis. I mean for the first time I am actually worried about money (Pisces on the 2nd house cusp with Sun in the 2nd, sweet ignorance). I am fighting for a job I might not get, that I don't think I truly want, and I'd be working for a man that I very much despise and hate. Some days I do wish I don't get it, although I would really really like *SOME* stability right about now, planets, okay?? It just feels like I am selling my soul if I continue on that path, yet I also feel I burned my bridges back. And I wish I could call my Mom and ask her opinion about this.. and I can't.

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I want some financial stability too. What happened this year have been beyond my imagination. I have always been employed so to think that I have to move back home was not good.

posted October 14, 2015 02:31 PM            

i had plumming issues a while ago but nothing too serious. Fell in love with a celebrity who is literally such a wondrous dream ,my precious cinnamon roll. My 7th house ruler is in the 12th aswell, my venus is in the 12th house so really, this was bound to happen.

transit saturn is hitting my 9th house, and progressed moon is there in saggitarius 9th house

i feel very free and happy and optimistic, all I wanna do is read and learn, and enjoy my next two years in university, like i just feel free

progressed venus is hitting my ascendant
i guess i just feel good and lucky and happy.

posted October 14, 2015 02:53 PM              

Tons of transits through my 12th house lately too. REALLY been hating that. It's like "What deep, dark wound buried in my subconscious can the planets dig up today?"

tr Venus in particular seems to be dragging her feet through my 12th because apparently I need more torture over my anxieties of being unloved and unloveable.

tr Jupiter and tr Mars are now squaring my MC and close to entering my 1st, and I'm completely depressed that I have done NOTHING with my life and I feel like I have to do all these things RIGHT NOW to overcompensate for my crushing feelings of failure.

tr Chiron has been hovering over my 7th house Pisces moon for what seems like an eternity, because I guess I need more reasons to stare woefully into the woundedness of my soul and cry myself to sleep at night.

tr Mercury is coming into conjunction with my Uranus. This could help me with my writing, but usually it means me and my airy Gemini self get lippy and really tick people off. Fun stuff.

posted October 14, 2015 03:00 PM            

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Fell in love with a celebrity who is literally such a wondrous dream ,my precious cinnamon roll.

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