posted October 05, 2015 04:06 PM            

My T-Squares are:
Scorpio Jupiter in 3rd Opposing Taurus Moon in 9th, both Square Aquarius Mars in 5th
Scorpio North Node in 3rd Opposing Taurus Moon in 9th, both Square Aquarius Sun in 6th
Scorpio Pluto in 3rd Opposing Taurus Moon, Both Square Aquarius Sun in 6th

Grand Trine:
Taurus Moon in 9th Trine Virgo Ascendant Trine a Uranus-Neptune Conjunction in Capricorn in the 5th, which are trine the moon.

Grand Cross:
Scorpio Pluto in 3rd Square Virgo Chiron in 12th Square Midheaven in Gemini Square Pisces Venus in 6th, and venus is square Pluto, completing the configuration.

posted October 05, 2015 05:55 PM            

T-Squares and Grand Crosses are difficult but on the other hand extrem productive constellations.
I once read that you can't really balance them out before your 30th birthday.
The advantage to other difficult constellations is, that they create a constant tension that becomes a kind of mission - you could be a great adviser to others once you have found a deeper understanding in the forces that clash.

You have some very powerful confrontations there.
The Sun and Moon in Square are hard. It can indicate that the perception of your parent's relationship was negative and frustrating. There is often a conflict of the will and the way of the heart. It's hard to bring them together somehow.

And man…there is Pluto on both.
So your kind of questions lie on themes of dependency, possessive struggles and intensity of feelings.
Especially because your Venus is squaring Pluto as well.

Pluto Sun means Power Struggles, sometimes based on a tough father relation, but always in the relation to the development of the self.
Pluto Moon indicates a mother relationship that was too close or painful in intense ways.
Pluto Mars creates a huge amount of energy that has to find the right release. There can be issues of jealousy and anger.

Your Sun and Mars is in Aquarius, that indicates a laid back and relaxed personality, Taurus Moon underlines this.
There can be small conflicts, because Aquarius wants to be free and stroll - Taurus loves staying put and create fixed bonds.
Oh and your T-Squares are all in fixed signs, that makes it especially difficult to balance them out.

But still - what happens most in such cases is that you project one planet that is most unfitting onto another person.
And it will haunt you down endlessly.

I could imagine that it is Pluto that you feel as "coming from the outside" like unnerving people who are possessive, moody and controlling.

I'm not sure if you can include Angles into such constellations. So maybe the Grand Cross is not a problem at all.

The Node is pointing to the Pluto constellation so it might underline the mission to integrate deep knowledge combined with a personality that is very strong and extremly empathetic.
You can achieve that best in a position that is very community orientated, that would be the MC.

It is said that the tension of the planets can be released by the trines they are also connected to. They show you a way to develop the planet.

I have a Grand Cross with Virgo Sun (8th), Gemini Moon (6th), Sag Neptune (12th) and Lilith (2nd).
I totally din't get what was wrong with me, until I realized my projection of Neptune on other people and that it was affecting my luminaries so strongly.

It helpes me to remind myself of the sometimes contradictory needs I have and to embrace them all.
For example I struggle with my Sun wishes of a neat and stabile place in an intellectual environment confronted with the total irrationality of Neptune who needs spiritual insights and the Moon that never wants to shut up and just party on.
Today I find it exiting that I am always in a state of transition and it pushed me to find new solutions.

Good luck with yours! <3

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"What will survive of us is love"

Sun -- VIRGO 25*
Moon -- GEMINI 28*
in a T-Square with 12th House Neptune

posted October 06, 2015 05:28 PM            

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Originally posted by thegrinning_cat:
Dear Steph,

T-Squares and Grand Crosses are difficult but on the other hand extrem productive constellations.
I once read that you can't really balance them out before your 30th birthday.
The advantage to other difficult constellations is, that they create a constant tension that becomes a kind of mission - you could be a great adviser to others once you have found a deeper understanding in the forces that clash.

You have some very powerful confrontations there.
The Sun and Moon in Square are hard. It can indicate that the perception of your parent's relationship was negative and frustrating. There is often a conflict of the will and the way of the heart. It's hard to bring them together somehow.

And man…there is Pluto on both.
So your kind of questions lie on themes of dependency, possessive struggles and intensity of feelings.
Especially because your Venus is squaring Pluto as well.

Pluto Sun means Power Struggles, sometimes based on a tough father relation, but always in the relation to the development of the self.
Pluto Moon indicates a mother relationship that was too close or painful in intense ways.
Pluto Mars creates a huge amount of energy that has to find the right release. There can be issues of jealousy and anger.

Your Sun and Mars is in Aquarius, that indicates a laid back and relaxed personality, Taurus Moon underlines this.
There can be small conflicts, because Aquarius wants to be free and stroll - Taurus loves staying put and create fixed bonds.
Oh and your T-Squares are all in fixed signs, that makes it especially difficult to balance them out.

But still - what happens most in such cases is that you project one planet that is most unfitting onto another person.
And it will haunt you down endlessly.

I could imagine that it is Pluto that you feel as "coming from the outside" like unnerving people who are possessive, moody and controlling.

I'm not sure if you can include Angles into such constellations. So maybe the Grand Cross is not a problem at all.

The Node is pointing to the Pluto constellation so it might underline the mission to integrate deep knowledge combined with a personality that is very strong and extremly empathetic.
You can achieve that best in a position that is very community orientated, that would be the MC.

It is said that the tension of the planets can be released by the trines they are also connected to. They show you a way to develop the planet.

I have a Grand Cross with Virgo Sun (8th), Gemini Moon (6th), Sag Neptune (12th) and Lilith (2nd).
I totally din't get what was wrong with me, until I realized my projection of Neptune on other people and that it was affecting my luminaries so strongly.

It helpes me to remind myself of the sometimes contradictory needs I have and to embrace them all.
For example I struggle with my Sun wishes of a neat and stabile place in an intellectual environment confronted with the total irrationality of Neptune who needs spiritual insights and the Moon that never wants to shut up and just party on.
Today I find it exiting that I am always in a state of transition and it pushed me to find new solutions.

Good luck with yours! <3

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Thank you for your very in depth reply! I did resonate with alot of the things you pointed out. As far as the sun square moon, my parents got divorced when i was 5 and there was always alot of tension and fighting at home before that point. Both my parents were also very controlling. My mind and heart are at odds quite often too. I can never seem to make up what I want in my life. I've always felt like there's a volcano of anger and frustration deep down in me that eventually bursts when I can't handle it anymore. I've gotten alot better about dealing with my feelings rather than ignoring them. I've also tried meditating and find that it helps alot with figuring out my true feelings and what I should do in a situation.