posted October 28, 2015 06:56 AM            

since this transit i can say that the remaining part of myself is just pure ghost. and i have like a rest of soul something spiritual and witty that drive me i dont know where so i keep this way if it could bring anything without expectations. but even this pride has been also attacked because i trusted worng people and tell everything about me i should have kept secret.

posted October 28, 2015 07:47 AM            

you are so right its exactly what i did live with this transit. Everyone who i think were my friends who love me actually they don't care about me...they was there for some egoistic reason. As soon as they see i fail with something or a weakness in me they were spotting it and pointing it and attacked me to the core of who i am regardlessly..

posted October 28, 2015 08:31 AM            

My journey with Pluto started in 2008, when it formed a conjunct aspect with my Sun and then moved over to Cap.

Now my MC/IC axis exact points have yet to experience Pluto. But I must add that my climb up the corporate ladder coincided with Pluto changing signs to Cap.

Since Pluto started in Cap(where my MC is placed), I have had an obsessive need to establish myself in as far as my career is concerned.

I expect that when it goes retrograde in Mercury, I will feel like things are just not happening fast enough. And will want "more" from the public life.

Psychologically, this is happening already; I just don't feel happy with how slow things are right now.

I have yet to find a career that engulfs me personally. And I feel like I am still 'wasting time' by settling for a career that just pays the bills.

I think the key word here is "total involvement". There is a need(in my case) for my career(10th) to completely "consume" me(Pluto)-body and spirit.

Now this does not necessarily only mean "Career". It touches on other 10th house related areas too.

With Pluto being 4 degrees away from the Mc(18 Degrees),it is likely that there is some psychological restlessness that is happening.

How have you been feeling about things such as "legacy", "self-actualization","career development","living your purpose","leaving a mark" etc. ?