posted November 11, 2015 09:19 PM            

Plus, I checked the transits for today for myself and I saw that I have Mercury and Jupiter squaring my MC while Venus and Mars trine it!

It's been so magical today! Like, when I walked in that office, I felt like I was in heaven. I felt like I was where I was supposed to be. I've never felt that way about an office-environment. Ever. I feel like a fire has been lit in my chest. I feel like I understand what it is that I'm supposed to do. I mean, I've always wanted to be a novelist and I know that working in publishing would not only be a dream come true, but would also enable me to be a better writer and be among those who would encourage me! I feel so alive right now and it scares me to death that I may never have the chance to do what I love! I have to have some faith and really push for what I want, for what I know I deserve - and it starts with hopefully getting an internship (which I've never had). All summer I prayed for some change in my life, and I feel - well, I have been feeling - like that shift I've been begging for is finally at its turning point. I now have a path before me, and having never had that, I feel so wonderful and grateful! I know there is a long way for me to go and that there are other, more qualified people out there, but like the part me that is earth-based (Taurus Rising - conjunct Taurus Mercury and three planets in Capricorn), I will not give up!