posted November 19, 2015 12:20 PM
Hello everyone. Im very new to this forum, just made an account today, but have been checking this site out before. Im a 28 year old libra. English is not my first language, so sorry if its not correct.
I have been dating a taurus 27 year old guy for almost 3 months.
He is very sweet, affectionate, romantic, everything I would like in a man. We had only been dating for about a month, and he bought me a gift for my birthday, he also wrote a song to me about his feelings for me. Im crazy about him.
I have a hard time trusting people, my taurus guy knows this. He told me to trust him, and not doubt his feelings for me. So i tried...
2 days ago we were hanging out at his brothers house, i took his phone to search for a song, but i could not resist to dobbelclick the iphone button so I could see all the open pages. I saw the message page, and some girl had texted him something and called him bubbi and put a kiss emoji. I was in chock, but i didnt say anything because i didnt want to get in a fight, but i was heart broking.. on my way home i cried all the way.
The morning after i texted him, that i saw it, and i ended it, and wished him luck. I know its dramatic but i couldnt think clear at that moment.
He texted me back saying i have misunderstood something, and that he hasnt showed me anything but loyalty, he havent felt this way for anyone in 7 years.
we texted back and forth for sometime, and he said that it was a friend and that he had helped her with something and that was her way of thanking him.
so i ofcourse said prove it.
And after that, he became different talking about i had hurt him by throwing him away by a text, he had dreams about us getting married, and he is heartbroking that i accuse him of something like this, i should have asked him about it, and he would have told me everything. but he didnt want to prove anything to me, because i had already ended it, and that he obviously didnt mean anything to me since i could do something like this to him. he had thaught about us getting marries, he had alot of dreams about us. At the end of the text he wished me good luck with the future. we texted for sometime. and i also said that if you really do have so strong feelings for me, you would try to prove it and work it out..
in my last text i wrote, something like im sorry i didnt ask you, I handeled the situation wrong. you mean alot to me.. I apologised ! but he didnt reply
3 days later i texted him again saying I wanna talk to you, i wanna explain some things. he started not saying no to the idea but not yes either. after a while of texting he said that he would rather talk on the phone, i asked him why he was saying no to meeting up.. he said "its so i can protect myself against you, im thinking about me"..
I didnt call him, i think it is so unpersonal. a week after i texted him "how are u".. no answer..
I really wish i could just talk to him and explain myself, I have had a very difficult life, and have been kidnapped and abused by a x boyfriend, so I have difficulty trusting abybody.. I wish he knew this about me. But he wont let me talk.. I know it isnt right but im always trying to find flaws on other ppl so i can cut it off with them, so i dont get hurt.
Its been over 2 weeks and im crying about this everyday.. I have never felt this way before.
Im so heartbroken
Have any of you experience with taurus guy with these placements?
His chart
Sun: taurus
moon:leo
Mercury:taurus
Venus:gemini
Mars: aquarius
jupiter:taurus
My chart
rising sign: sagg
sun: libra
moon: sagg
mercury: scorpio
Venus: libra
mars: virgo