posted December 15, 2015 08:06 PM            

I'm having lots of clashes with people, family, friends... I'm stressing over not knowing if I'll make enough money in 2016. There's so much I want to do (gemini) and people are negating me...offering me their negative view points and it's starting to make me feel really stressed out. I don't feel like I'm getting the positive encouragement I need right now.
I've been separated for a year, going through divorce legal proceedings. I've had a falling out with a friend and I feel like she belongs in my old life. I've actually had a really great year of growth and opportunity but now it feels like things are going to ****. I don't know why.
I feel ungrounded and my energy is so scattered. I don't know why this is happening. So much so fast.
I would really appreciate some clarity please. I hope this thread doesn't get moved...

posted December 15, 2015 10:04 PM            

There may already be some frustration building up as this one limits energy output, forcing your efforts to be purposeful and efficient. You may not seem to be allowed the impulse freedom you've normally experienced, or those with some sort of authority over you may seem to be limiting you or putting expectations on your actions. This progression lasts long enough you'll have to figure out how to go lower key, and focus on tasks you know you can handle because they are well within your capacity. Focus on clear-cut objectives to get you forward an inch at a time. It is a time when planning is more important than freedom to get the results you want.

Its partly the Uranus-Pluto square hitting natal Pluto and Jupiter. This is a power/freedom test, and ensures your life is has to get shaken up in ways that are necessary for both power and freedom.

Uranus-Pluto squares rattle us to get us out of the linear forward movement in the familiar groove of 'shoulds' and 'musts' we take for granted. It is a power shake-up

What you say about 'crazy' and scattered, ungrounded suggests Uranus, and it is now sesquisuqare natal Moon. That's not a longer-term aspect given its narrow orb (less than 2°). It represents a domestic/emotional shake-up that periodically needs to take place in order to have personal balance in life.

Unfortunately, Pluto is also applying towards the same aspect. So when the Uranus part is over, Pluto will really be kicking in. Probably time to make some significant changes in your life that will allow you to be emotionally freer. Its actually coming up on a time of a kind of purging that way.

Uranus is also in approaching its square to natal Jupiter, which can be liberating, but often in bursts that will certainly take you outside the boundaries of the previous norm of your life. Uranus is, however, opposite natal Pluto. That represents challenges to your old position within personal empowerment. You may have to take a different stance and a different approach to your personal psychological resources given new developments.

These may not seem directly relational in the sense that you've been having such conflicts with others, but it is what I can see for now.

posted December 16, 2015 12:43 AM            

There may already be some frustration building up as this one limits energy output, forcing your efforts to be purposeful and efficient. You may not seem to be allowed the impulse freedom you've normally experienced, or those with some sort of authority over you may seem to be limiting you or putting expectations on your actions. This progression lasts long enough you'll have to figure out how to go lower key, and focus on tasks you know you can handle because they are well within your capacity. Focus on clear-cut objectives to get you forward an inch at a time. It is a time when planning is more important than freedom to get the results you want.

thank you Kannon. I knew you'd have some answers for me.
I do feel like I'm in a time now where I need to be planning for my future, especially concerning career. But I'm feeling so overwhelmed because I have so many hopes and dreams, I just want to reach for the stars. I've spent too many years since my dad passed in 2007 feeling stuck and I really don't want to be stuck anymore. I want to escape that feeling and fly. I feel like it's my time to shine now. I've done a LOT of inner work for so long.

My family are the 'authority' you talk about. I'm in the arts, dancer/dance facilitator and photographer. They keep wondering when I'm going to get a 9-5 job. But that would kill me. I've tried it and its not me. I need to express myself in my work and inspire others, create for others etc. They just don't get it. And it's a conversation i've been having with them for years. It's just the inconsistent financial aspect of it that's a bit unnerving.

Its partly the Uranus-Pluto square hitting natal Pluto and Jupiter. This is a power/freedom test, and ensures your life is has to get shaken up in ways that are necessary for both power and freedom.

Uranus-Pluto squares rattle us to get us out of the linear forward movement in the familiar groove of 'shoulds' and 'musts' we take for granted. It is a power shake-up.
I feel like something has to change. i've struggled with power and authority my whole life and I guess it's now time to make that change for good.

What you say about 'crazy' and scattered, ungrounded suggests Uranus, and it is now sesquisuqare natal Moon. That's not a longer-term aspect given its narrow orb (less than 2°). It represents a domestic/emotional shake-up that periodically needs to take place in order to have personal balance in life.
could this be my divorce? selling my house?
I'm also really itching to go overseas mid 2016 but I'm unsure as to whether to go for a long while or just a short stint. I'm conflicted. I noticed that my progressed moon is going to conjunct my IC. Could that be an indication of this desire?

Unfortunately, Pluto is also applying towards the same aspect. So when the Uranus part is over, Pluto will really be kicking in. Probably time to make some significant changes in your life that will allow you to be emotionally freer. Its actually coming up on a time of a kind of purging that way.
oh man....pluto noooooo! I thought i'd done all the purging I needed for now I thought it was my time now to be emotionally free and feel less bound by restrictions or old habits. I guess I shouldn't ask how long this is going to last..

Uranus is also in approaching its square to natal Jupiter, which can be liberating, but often in bursts that will certainly take you outside the boundaries of the previous norm of your life. Uranus is, however, opposite natal Pluto. That represents challenges to your old position within personal empowerment. You may have to take a different stance and a different approach to your personal psychological resources given new developments.
So, when you say "outside the boundaries of the previous norm of your life" - do you mean psychologically? career-wise? love? How do I know what this refers to?

Sometimes i don't know if i'm making the right decisions or changes and I don't know what to trust in this process..

posted December 16, 2015 11:55 PM            

Was that your progressed chart? I cant see the transits.

posted December 17, 2015 12:29 AM            

natal and progressions

posted December 17, 2015 01:35 AM            

Saturn on the Moon/Mars can add a certain level of pressure for one to "prove" themselves.

When in Leo, there could be an added fear of falling flat on ones face(whilst in full view of others) and having ones "dignity" lost etc. So one may plan each step before proceeding.

You are already aware of the hard work that life brings and that nothing comes without effort. That everything that is well planned and consciously worked for,will yield slow but sure results. So where does the second guessing come from?

Ahh yes.The Sun/Mercury conjunction opposes natal Neptune in Sagittarius.

Neptune tends to add a great deal of sensitivity towards "absorbing" and internalizing external vibes.

So depending on the planets that it touches, it may(at worst) cause a great deal of confusion/feeling of being aimless.

At best however, it can also provide great inspiration and a feeling of being supported by the "gods" etc.

In this case I suspect that it is functioning more in the former than the latter. But you can turn it around.

First, you may need to reconsider looking externally for support-as few people external of you know what is happening within you.Let alone when you are trying to explain yourself and your ideas.

This self doubt is their insecurities projected on to you and thus being internalized.

Say for instance you inform them of your plans and ideas(in their infancy stage). And they don't see things the way you do.

Your Mercury/Sun opposition internalizes these subtle signals and body language as an "interpretation" that you are not being supported. Or that your ideas are ridiculous!

Add to that your Saturn aspecting the Moon and Mars. And sure enough, you may feel that there is a mountain that you have to climb.

But the question here is;why now? If natally you have this,why is this so pertinent in this red hot minute?

Well I support Kannon's analysis of the Uranus/Mars/Pluto effect adding stress and tension.

Pluto is the ruler of your 1st house and since it is reacting with transiting Pluto, transiting Uranus and transiting Mars simultaneously- this is a touchy period.

Add to that the natal Jupiter/Pluto square that you already have. And one can see how things can be "blown up" or compounded.

At the moment your ego may be very sensitive. And there could be a feeling of "you are either for me or against me" about your approach.

The square of the transits to your natal Pluto has a tendency of making thing "FINAL". So keep this in mind before you walk out on people

You are not "out of control". There is just a lot on your plate right now. So don't be too hard on yourself for flying off the handle now and then.

I am dealing with the same challenges of this transit and I am unpredictable at times(even to myself).

posted December 17, 2015 04:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
There is a Moon/Mars/Saturn in Leo that I see.

Saturn on the Moon/Mars can add a certain level of pressure for one to "prove" themselves.

When in Leo, there could be an added fear of falling flat on ones face(whilst in full view of others) and having ones "dignity" lost etc. So one may plan each step before proceeding.

You are already aware of the hard work that life brings and that nothing comes without effort. That everything that is well planned and consciously worked for,will yield slow but sure results. So where does the second guessing come from?

Ahh yes.The Sun/Mercury conjunction opposes natal Neptune in Sagittarius.

Neptune tends to add a great deal of sensitivity towards "absorbing" and internalizing external vibes.

So depending on the planets that it touches, it may(at worst) cause a great deal of confusion/feeling of being aimless.

At best however, it can also provide great inspiration and a feeling of being supported by the "gods" etc.

In this case I suspect that it is functioning more in the former than the latter. But you can turn it around.

First, you may need to reconsider looking externally for support-as few people external of you know what is happening within you.Let alone when you are trying to explain yourself and your ideas.

This self doubt is their insecurities projected on to you and thus being internalized.

Say for instance you inform them of your plans and ideas(in their infancy stage). And they don't see things the way you do.

Your Mercury/Sun opposition internalizes these subtle signals and body language as an "interpretation" that you are not being supported. Or that your ideas are ridiculous!

Add to that your Saturn aspecting the Moon and Mars. And sure enough, you may feel that there is a mountain that you have to climb.

But the question here is;why now? If natally you have this,why is this so pertinent in this red hot minute?

Well I support Kannon's analysis of the Uranus/Mars/Pluto effect adding stress and tension.

Pluto is the ruler of your 1st house and since it is reacting with transiting Pluto, transiting Uranus and transiting Mars simultaneously- this is a touchy period.

Add to that the natal Jupiter/Pluto square that you already have. And one can see how things can be "blown up" or compounded.

At the moment your ego may be very sensitive. And there could be a feeling of "you are either for me or against me" about your approach.

The square of the transits to your natal Pluto has a tendency of making thing "FINAL". So keep this in mind before you walk out on people

You are not "out of control". There is just a lot on your plate right now. So don't be too hard on yourself for flying off the handle now and then.

I am dealing with the same challenges of this transit and I am unpredictable at times(even to myself).

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holy crap you just read me like a book thank you Aries!

I often feel like I can't communicate properly to people or feel misunderstood. its so frustrating damn you neptune. i like how he makes me dreamy and a hopeless romantic but why did mercury have to get involved!

How long will the Uranus/Pluto square last??

The square of the transits to your natal Pluto has a tendency of making thing "FINAL". So keep this in mind before you walk out on people
LOL so I guess I better be nice to my family then

posted December 18, 2015 05:08 PM            

Not a good time for making decisions that require an investment of time and resources. It would tend to leave you long on belief, but short on practicalities. Instead, its a better time for making adjustments, and letting out excess, restless energies (even in the form of agitation, which is emotional energy trapped in the nervous system and feeding back into the body).