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Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 21, 2015 04:10 PM
I'm just curious what aspect would be related to forgiving or not forgiving.I am able to forgive others, but I have a very hard time forgiving myself. It has caused me a lot of anxiety. I will just dwell on something forever and it can consume me. I feel like if I was able to forgive myself, I could be much happier. IP: Logged |
PixieJane Knowflake Posts: 9735 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 21, 2015 05:20 PM
I figure a Scorpio or Cancer moon would have the hardest time forgiving. Those two signs remember based on how they feel and if you hurt them, they'll remember that even longer than whatever you did (or they thought you did). I'm guessing it's my Sag moon in stellium that helps me to shake things off pretty easy. The extremely rare times I found myself unable to forgive, I was actually more resentful against myself for not letting it go. (For clarity, I'll add that this means letting go of the resentment, not developing amnesia over it so I could be hurt again.) That's even true of myself, that is when I kept ruminating over something I did at 17 (just remembering it suddenly and feeling bad over it again) I got more angry at myself for not letting it go (in this case I learned from it so I should move on, and thing is I'd easily overlook it had someone else done it instead). Though it is curious to me about how some easily forgive others but not themselves, while others are the exact opposite. (Similarly, some will be more sympathetic to others than themselves, while others are the exact opposite, and they're probably the same ones, that is the ones who can't forgive others while not accepting any blame probably sympathize with one's self but not others.) And something else I've also observed is that some people need to blame others in order to avoid blaming themselves. Not just projection (though there's that as well), but they'll even make something up about why it's all someone else's fault to feel better about themselves. When I'm aware of their chart there's always (as far as I can recall offhand at this moment) a prominent Scorpio or Cancer aspect. That aside, I've found Capricorns virtually never forget...but they're not likely to hold grudges either (doesn't mean they won't take their memories into account, nor do I mean that they're saints who always take the higher road). And though Virgo may criticize, they seem more willing than many to give second (and third) chances to people. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 05:31 PM
im a cancer moon and i forgive after i get my revenge lol quote: Originally posted by PixieJane: I figure a Scorpio or Cancer moon would have the hardest time forgiving. Those two signs remember based on how they feel and if you hurt them, they'll remember that even longer than whatever you did (or they thought you did). I'm guessing it's my Sag moon in stellium that helps me to shake things off pretty easy. The extremely rare times I found myself unable to forgive, I was actually more resentful against myself for not letting it go. (For clarity, I'll add that this means letting go of the resentment, not developing amnesia over it so I could be hurt again.) That's even true of myself, that is when I kept ruminating over something I did at 17 (just remembering it suddenly and feeling bad over it again) I got more angry at myself for not letting it go (in this case I learned from it so I should move on, and thing is I'd easily overlook it had someone else done it instead). Though it is curious to me about how some easily forgive others but not themselves, while others are the exact opposite. (Similarly, some will be more sympathetic to others than themselves, while others are the exact opposite, and they're probably the same ones, that is the ones who can't forgive others while not accepting any blame probably sympathize with one's self but not others.) And something else I've also observed is that some people need to blame others in order to avoid blaming themselves. Not just projection (though there's that as well), but they'll even make something up about why it's all someone else's fault to feel better about themselves. When I'm aware of their chart there's always (as far as I can recall offhand at this moment) a prominent Scorpio or Cancer aspect. That aside, I've found Capricorns virtually never forget...but they're not likely to hold grudges either (doesn't mean they won't take their memories into account, nor do I mean that they're saints who always take the higher road). And though Virgo may criticize, they seem more willing than many to give second (and third) chances to people.
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posted December 21, 2015 05:35 PM
I agree with Cancer.IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 05:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by PixieJane: I figure a Scorpio or Cancer moon would have the hardest time forgiving. Those two signs remember based on how they feel and if you hurt them, they'll remember that even longer than whatever you did (or they thought you did). I'm guessing it's my Sag moon in stellium that helps me to shake things off pretty easy. The extremely rare times I found myself unable to forgive, I was actually more resentful against myself for not letting it go. (For clarity, I'll add that this means letting go of the resentment, not developing amnesia over it so I could be hurt again.) That's even true of myself, that is when I kept ruminating over something I did at 17 (just remembering it suddenly and feeling bad over it again) I got more angry at myself for not letting it go (in this case I learned from it so I should move on, and thing is I'd easily overlook it had someone else done it instead). Though it is curious to me about how some easily forgive others but not themselves, while others are the exact opposite. (Similarly, some will be more sympathetic to others than themselves, while others are the exact opposite, and they're probably the same ones, that is the ones who can't forgive others while not accepting any blame probably sympathize with one's self but not others.) And something else I've also observed is that some people need to blame others in order to avoid blaming themselves. Not just projection (though there's that as well), but they'll even make something up about why it's all someone else's fault to feel better about themselves. When I'm aware of their chart there's always (as far as I can recall offhand at this moment) a prominent Scorpio or Cancer aspect. That aside, I've found Capricorns virtually never forget...but they're not likely to hold grudges either (doesn't mean they won't take their memories into account, nor do I mean that they're saints who always take the higher road). And though Virgo may criticize, they seem more willing than many to give second (and third) chances to people.
I feel that Cancer and Pisces Moons can hold a grudge!
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PixieJane Knowflake Posts: 9735 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 21, 2015 05:43 PM
Just came back to add that I don't mean this as a universal trait. While those are the ones I recall as I do, I also can think of those with such placements that rise above that as well. It's like the 7 symbols of Scorpio, some learn to handle it better than others.And one reason I tend to cut my mom some slack is her heavy Scorpio/Leo placements. While I do think she should transform already rather than being stuck where she is, I know that what she endured growing up was just too much for her. My placements would've handled it much better, but that's not really possible for her. And while my mother certainly earns a lot of bad karma for herself that she endures already, she is also the bad karma of other people. Of course, the standard definition of karma is "what happens to other people, when it happens to me, I'm actually innocent." IP: Logged |
Sikanda Knowflake Posts: 1132 From: 28080 Registered: Aug 2015
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posted December 21, 2015 05:54 PM
As for myself I tend to be forgiving. I mean if I don't love myself, who will? As for others, I can forgive but it depends. I won't easily let it pass if I consider that you have mistreated me. In these cases I have trouble forgiving, even if it's a friend (well not a close one but still a friend). Right now I'm going through this really. My parents say I shouldn't end in bad terms with this person but I don't know what to do. I can't and I won't fake that I'm disappointed with the way she is behaving with me. I will need a LOT of time in order to forgive her.I blame my Capricorn Mars for this. Lol Besides I'm in general a very earthy person. My Moon and Venus are in Libra. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 05:58 PM
But only because we feel hurt a lot more then the average person so obviously we're going to act a lot more dramatic. quote: Originally posted by Sulkyarcher: I agree with Cancer.
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posted December 21, 2015 06:49 PM
quote: Originally posted by Koniucha: I'm just curious what aspect would be related to forgiving or not forgiving.I am able to forgive others, but I have a very hard time forgiving myself. It has caused me a lot of anxiety. I will just dwell on something forever and it can consume me. I feel like if I was able to forgive myself, I could be much happier.
What I have found for myself is that I basically always require resolution in order to forgive others, and even myself. Like I need for the situation to be resolved, and for the behavior to change actively (whether on my part or the other person's part, or both). I don't like loose ends, and I will hold onto resentment for decades (as unhealthy as that obviously is) if I feel that I'm owed an apology. A SINCERE apology, not just words. And, if I can't make amends to someone for my own behavior that bothers me (like I'm not in contact with the person anymore, or they are simply incapable of having a civilized conversation or owning their own part), I require some solitude and time to think about it before I can eventually forgive myself...for deeper issues, but also regarding somewhat mild stuff as well. This could be due to a few things. Saturn in Cancer Saturn trine Pisces Sun Libra Pluto opposite Aries Venus/Ceres Sun conjunct "True" BML in H8 Pluto trine Mercury I would think that Saturn, Pluto, and yeah Cancer and Scorpio would have to do with holding grudges, or not. For me, Pluto can work in a lovely way. It may cause me to hold a deep grudge for many, many years, but...if I get a sincere apology from the person who hurt me, and their behavior reflects a genuine change, I'm over it like it never happened. So...those are thoughts. I would very much like to not hold grudges, and I find that if there is a Venus trine to Sun or Venus in synastry with another person, it's a lot easier to forgive in general. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 07:11 PM
I am a cancer moon and yes it takes a long time for me to get completely over something and just let it go even if it seems like i have "forgiven" someone but really in reality i am still dwelling on it in secret, esp when i see the person isn't really improving. IP: Logged |
thegrinning_cat Knowflake Posts: 313 From: Registered: Jun 2015
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posted December 21, 2015 07:12 PM
I don't now if you're familiar with the french philosopher Jacques Derrida - but he was researching forgiveness and worked together with Mandela in South Africa at the Truth and Reconciliation Commission.He was thinking so much about a mythical "justice to come"…it's very poetic and beautiful. His 12th House Neptune is conjunct Venus and opposed to his Moon in Pisces. LOL http://users.clas.ufl.edu/burt/spaceshotsairheads/DerridaJacquesOnCosmopolitanism.pdf Personally I think Pisces are the most forgiving sign, if they are mature. All Water Signs have the tendency to have this ideal of emotional devotion and selflessness - to which it's normally hard to live up to. So they can get full of passive aggression. Virgos have a very hard time to forgive themselves. Cappis maybe even more. There can be a frightening tendency of self-punishment there. The 12th house symbolizes the departure to the state of oneness where we came from. In this transition we all forgive, because there are no more boundaries. But maybe the 6th House can help us to do it in life, as good as we can. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 07:13 PM
Also, I'll add that I think positive, flowing aspects to Venus (and a well-placed Venus) makes for a generally more forgiving person, barring any negative sign traits.My husband has Sun conjunct Venus in Leo, and although he also has 8H Sun, he has Sag Asc, and gets over things without really blinking an eye. Really, he rarely even gets offended. I mean, he will stand his ground if needed, and occasionally go off on people if they really push it, but he'll go out of his way to avoid people who p*ss him off. So...I say a well-placed Venus with harmonious aspects would add to one's ability to forgive easily And yeah, Sag placements definitely, sometimes Aries. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 07:18 PM
quote: Originally posted by thegrinning_cat:
But maybe the 6th House can help us to do it in life, as good as we can.
That struck a pleasant chord with me, as I have Capricorn Mars in H6, and I feel far more redeemed in my life when I can work in environments that help others. It does give the feeling of paying off some sort of perceived karmic debt, even if it's indirect. IP: Logged |
Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 21, 2015 07:20 PM
I am a Scorpio sun, Cancer moon at 29º. Also moon and Cancer dominant. I have to learn to forgive myself. It's eating me up. IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 07:44 PM
quote: Originally posted by Koniucha: I am a Scorpio sun, Cancer moon at 29º. Also moon and Cancer dominant. I have to learn to forgive myself. It's eating me up.
Would it help you to do charity work? Maybe volunteer with premature babies in a hospital, or with the elderly? Just a thought. Forgiveness is a process... IP: Logged |
Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 21, 2015 07:47 PM
I am a Scorpio sun, Cancer moon at 29º. Also moon and Cancer dominant. I have to learn to forgive myself. It's eating me up. IP: Logged |
Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 21, 2015 07:49 PM
Sorry for double post. IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 21, 2015 07:49 PM
I used to hold grudges 'til I learned it didn't do me any good.Some people I am not compatible with, and we shouldn't talk. But I can honestly wish them well. Some people I can't think about without my blood pressure going up. So I don't think of them. Or, I have to monitor myself when I think of them. ------------------ 6H Capricorn sun, 6H Aquarius Mercury, 8H Pisces moon, Leo rising IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 21, 2015 07:55 PM
quote: Originally posted by Koniucha: I am a Scorpio sun, Cancer moon at 29º. Also moon and Cancer dominant. I have to learn to forgive myself. It's eating me up.
I hope you can. See the Conditioning and Forgive Yourself - Eckhart Tolle [5:39] IP: Logged |
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posted December 21, 2015 08:39 PM
Aw... I want to kiss you No lady should be too hard on themselves! IP: Logged |
Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 21, 2015 08:53 PM
quote: Originally posted by PaulMcFly: Aw... I want to kiss you No lady should be too hard on themselves!
That's very sweet and made me smile
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posted December 21, 2015 09:41 PM
quote: Originally posted by lundan: But only because we feel hurt a lot more then the average person so obviously we're going to act a lot more dramatic.
Maybe Taurus too? Tauruses have long memories!
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hearttreasure Knowflake Posts: 1283 From: Registered: Jan 2015
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posted December 22, 2015 01:14 AM
Sometimes I wanna slap my venus for her love ready to forgive with all her heart, even her heart torns apart by people, she still has wide open arm to forgive, and some people took advantage of it.I may never forget (I usually forget easily though lol, but I learn to memorize more, so here I am learning), but, jeez, I can not hold grudges. That's what I love from the good side of pisces, their forgiveness based on understanding in deep level. IP: Logged |
Lerena Knowflake Posts: 1395 From: Registered: May 2015
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posted December 22, 2015 02:31 AM
I usually forgive easily. That said, it is possible for me to hold grudges. I'm definitely no saint just because I have the ability to forgive people. There are people I wouldn't ever forgive. If you commit the right crime, you can bet that my seemingly endless capacity for forgiveness would be revealed to have a limit.I have: Moon in Gemini Mercury in Aries Mars in Aries I believe my Scorpio Ascendant gives me the ability to hold grudges. IP: Logged |
Koniucha Knowflake Posts: 1098 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted December 22, 2015 06:37 AM
quote: Originally posted by Violets: That struck a pleasant chord with me, as I have Capricorn Mars in H6, and I feel far more redeemed in my life when I can work in environments that help others.It does give the feeling of paying off some sort of perceived karmic debt, even if it's indirect.
I have Neptune in my 6H. I need to look into that more. IP: Logged | |