posted December 29, 2015 01:26 PM
So I my SO and I will be spending a lot of one on one time together today. I am really excited! This morning I went about my normal routine, except for some reason something told me to explore all of my transits. So, I checked my transits and chart and I have some concerns. For one, my natal Venus sextile transit Uranus (3). Last time I had this my relationship ended suddenly and without warning. I was lost and depressed for months. I also have my natal Uranus sextile transit Venus (exact). Uranus means a lot of things for me, but whenever it comes in contact with my venus it always brings sudden changes or breakups. Not only that but another of the same transit from my last devastating break up is making an appearance! Natal Neptune conjunct transit Mercury (2).Normally I wouldn't be so worried but my Pluto has been especially active lately.
My concerning pluto transits I have are: natal Pluto square transit Moon (2), natal Pluto sextile transit Venus (2), with transit Pluto conjunct my natal Sun (1), and transit Pluto squaring my natal Chiron (1). I know Pluto is said to make drastic changes if you don't learn lessons, but I'm hoping it doesn't have to do with my love life, even though I have a strong feeling it does.
I'm also concerned about my natal Mars square transit Mars (1), and my natal Saturn conjunct transit Chiron (2).
I'm so afraid of the end of my relationship or that something negative will happen. I'm usually not this anxious and more nonchalant about astrology and transits, but I just have this unshakable negative feeling in me about today. I think I've even actually had a panic attack LOL. Normally when I get these gut feelings they are right, and my escapist nature is telling me to run or stay in bed all day.
Can anyone give me any advice?
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Cap Sun
Leo Moon
Aqua Merc
Aqua Venus
Cap Mars
Leo MC
Libra Rising
~~~Blessed Be~~~~