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Topic: I miss my Cancer Venus ex 😭 worst vday ever
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HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 11:15 AM
  
I hate that me & him are separated. I know that what me & him had was like plutonian love and that like odette's post.I hate that my materialistic b*tch of a mother tore us apart, called the cops cuz he threatened to kill my parents. In fact I didn't care about my parents being threatened. I miss this man so much. He treated me like a queen and promised me all the high fashion stuff in the world. I was his secret secretary too and took care of his animals. He had the most loving cats, miracle and Wilma. Esp Wilma!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔 I was his bonnie and he was my Clyde. I didn't give an F that I'm born in 97 and he was born in 70. I have Sat in 7h so I love older men. This incident happened last week. He was from toronto. I lived there for awhile. He was Gem sun, tau moon. I know his other placements but if I bring it up I'm gonna cry and start listening to hold on by lil kim... he was born June 1. He had a bad rep as this gangster white boy but I didn't care about that! I saw his pure loving heart! IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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From: Croatia
Registered: Sep 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 11:29 AM
Interesting story, but what is the point, I mean what do you want to find out?I'll think you'll get over it, you are quite young so don't worry...  IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:22 PM
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Originally posted by Leonisces:
Interesting story, but what is the point, I mean what do you want to find out?I'll think you'll get over it, you are quite young so don't worry...
He's half croatian btw 😊. And we'll I don't
Think I ever will. I realized I can't live without him 😭 IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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From: Croatia
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posted February 14, 2016 12:24 PM
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Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
He's half croatian btw 😊. And we'll I don't
Think I ever will. I realized I can't live without him 😭
That is just a temporary state, maybe you have some transits that are causing you to feel this way, post a transit chart if you want. Believe me, you are so young, thing will get better in time!  IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:27 PM
I'll never find a better man than my ex Dommy! I don't think I ever will. If my attempt at lifting the restraining order doesn't work, I'll probaby end my life. 😭 my parents put me thru the hell the day I moved to the suburbs! I went to a racist white dominnate school and they threw ****** and Portuguese ****** and all that **** at me all thru high school and my parents didn't care. There has been fights here, cops, I called my mom a b*tch and stepdad a controlling a hole for what they did to me! I live at my friends now . I did the alcocoden thing and they predicted right. It might be right if I don't get my man back!!!!!
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HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:35 PM
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Originally posted by Leonisces:
That is just a temporary state, maybe you have some transits that are causing you to feel this way, post a transit chart if you want. Believe me, you are so young, thing will get better in time!
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Sikanda
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From: 28080
Registered: Aug 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:45 PM
Listen Hcqueenofwands. I must say I was shocked to read what you posted. Did you just write he threatened to kill your parents? Do you realise how serious that is? Someone who doesn't respect your parents or your family does not respect part of who you are. I don't know what quality your relationship is with your parents either but you should respect them too because it's the family you have.
I have it clear that someone who doesn't respect my family won't be my boyfriend.
It seems that he was not the one, you are now idealising him because you miss him, but when you get to analyse all the pros and cons you'll eventually see that it was for the better. Now he treats you like a princess and he promises you the world, ok, but imagine him in three or four years, if he is not used to be respectful how would he treat you?
Yes, you can live without him. And you will. And it will make you stronger and more mature.IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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From: Croatia
Registered: Sep 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:52 PM
-Nevermind, I can write but sadly, you won't understand-IP: Logged |
Leonisces
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posted February 14, 2016 12:54 PM
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Originally posted by Sikanda:
Listen Hcqueenofwands. I must say I was shocked to read what you posted. Did you just write he threatened to kill your parents? Do you realise how serious that is? Someone who doesn't respect your parents or your family does not respect part of who you are. I don't know what quality your relationship is with your parents either but you should respect them too because it's the family you have.
I have it clear that someone who doesn't respect my family won't be my boyfriend.
It seems that he was not the one, you are now idealising him because you miss him, but when you get to analyse all the pros and cons you'll eventually see that it was for the better. Now he treats you like a princess and he promises you the world, ok, but imagine him in three or four years, if he is not used to be respectful how would he treat you?
Yes, you can live without him. And you will. And it will make you stronger and more mature.
Yes, I agree with everything said, I didn't had time to stress it out. I just eanted to give you comfort cause I see that you suffering, but that kind of a person is not good for you. Sikanda got a point!!!! IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:57 PM
But I don't give a crap about my family! I just want him back in my arms! He saw me as wifey type and wanted to marry me! We were gonna get married next year! He was in the union of construction! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😔 he did things for me that I didn't have to beg my dumb ass air moon parents to buy me! He was gonna help me be my own woman! I miss the city of Toronto and him! He beat other women in the past but they deserved it cuz he told me they were hoes. And I was loyal to him, I even wore what he wanted me to wear and deleted guys numbers even my male cousins off my phone for him! IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 12:59 PM
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Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
But I don't give a crap about my family! I just want him back in my arms! He saw me as wifey type and wanted to marry me! We were gonna get married next year! He was in the union of construction! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😔 he did things for me that I didn't have to beg my dumb ass air moon parents to buy me! He was gonna help me be my own woman! I miss the city of Toronto and him! He beat other women in the past but they deserved it cuz he told me they were hoes. And I was loyal to him, I even wore what he wanted me to wear and deleted guys numbers even my male cousins off my phone for him!
Plus he had cats I love cats! My parents wouldn't even get me one! IP: Logged |
Leonisces
Knowflake Posts: 1177
From: Croatia
Registered: Sep 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 01:08 PM
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Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
But I don't give a crap about my family! I just want him back in my arms! He saw me as wifey type and wanted to marry me! We were gonna get married next year! He was in the union of construction! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😔 he did things for me that I didn't have to beg my dumb ass air moon parents to buy me! He was gonna help me be my own woman! I miss the city of Toronto and him! He beat other women in the past but they deserved it cuz he told me they were hoes. And I was loyal to him, I even wore what he wanted me to wear and deleted guys numbers even my male cousins off my phone for him!
OMG!!!!!!
I'm starting to think you are a troll.
Nobody deserves to got beaten no matter what!!!!! Violence is not acceptable. I rest my case here, bye! EDIT- yeaah, you are a troll, I thought this from a start IP: Logged |
DopGang
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From: INTJ
Registered: Jun 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 01:16 PM
This reminds me of Sarah Johnson. She murdered her parents, Alan and Diane because they didn't want her dating a certain boy.
It reminded me of that because she expressed similar type things about her parents and her boyfriend that you do. This just sounds like such a twisted, toxic relationship and really a guy to stay away from.
I know you miss him but if what you say is true (and you're not trolling us), I don't feel sorry for you in the slightest. You don't need to be with this guy.
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erickaf
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From: Europe
Registered: Oct 2014
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posted February 14, 2016 01:16 PM
^^^Yes me too I think this person is a troll! Her post is very disturbing!!IP: Logged |
Nyctea
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posted February 14, 2016 01:46 PM
That's crazy. I'm 1 year younger than you and my mom was born in 71  You'll be ok, go party girl, make friends. I know it's difficult to take this advice now but you can't be in your house doing nothing, you will end up thinking about him 24/7 and that's not healthy for you. IP: Logged |
Faith
Knowflake Posts: 16367
From: Bella's Hair Salon
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted February 14, 2016 02:10 PM
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Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
I hate that my materialistic b*tch of a mother tore us apart, called the cops cuz he threatened to kill my parents. In fact I didn't care about my parents being threatened.
Please seek professional help when you can. IP: Logged |
Faith
Knowflake Posts: 16367
From: Bella's Hair Salon
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted February 14, 2016 02:13 PM
Can someone just lock this thread?And ban HC? Not sure if the police should be called or what. Never saw a post this scary. IP: Logged |
Faith
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From: Bella's Hair Salon
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted February 14, 2016 02:15 PM
Contacted Randall.IP: Logged |
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posted February 14, 2016 02:17 PM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Contacted Randall.
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HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:22 PM
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Originally posted by erickaf:
^^^Yes me too I think this person is a troll! Her post is very disturbing!!
I'm not a troll I'm a real girl.
I'm sorry but this is just how I feel. I'm in a rough patch rn. IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:23 PM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Can someone just lock this thread?And ban HC? Not sure if the police should be called or what. Never saw a post this scary.
Please don't I'll miss all of you  this is the last post like that I'll ever post
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HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:25 PM
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Originally posted by DopGang:
This reminds me of Sarah Johnson. She murdered her parents, Alan and Diane because they didn't want her dating a certain boy.
It reminded me of that because she expressed similar type things about her parents and her boyfriend that you do. This just sounds like such a twisted, toxic relationship and really a guy to stay away from.
I know you miss him but if what you say is true (and you're not trolling us), I don't feel sorry for you in the slightest. You don't need to be with this guy.
You really think so 😊. Thanks DopGang IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:37 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Faith:
Please seek professional help when you can.
I can't help that I'm so intense and bipolar 😔 I'm gonna see my psychiatrist soon but idk if I can face being in the outside world for so long. He was my king, I was his queen. IP: Logged |
DualGem
Knowflake Posts: 73
From: Canada
Registered: Oct 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:38 PM
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Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
I hate that me & him are separated. I know that what me & him had was like plutonian love and that like odette's post.I hate that my materialistic b*tch of a mother tore us apart, called the cops cuz he threatened to kill my parents. In fact I didn't care about my parents being threatened. I miss this man so much. He treated me like a queen and promised me all the high fashion stuff in the world. I was his secret secretary too and took care of his animals. He had the most loving cats, miracle and Wilma. Esp Wilma!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔 I was his bonnie and he was my Clyde. I didn't give an F that I'm born in 97 and he was born in 70. I have Sat in 7h so I love older men. This incident happened last week. He was from toronto. I lived there for awhile. He was Gem sun, tau moon. I know his other placements but if I bring it up I'm gonna cry and start listening to hold on by lil kim... he was born June 1. He had a bad rep as this gangster white boy but I didn't care about that! I saw his pure loving heart!
I can sympathized a bit..
Especially since today is valentines day. One Gem Guy to another:
That's a d*ck move to brake up so close to valentines day. I would never endorse such an act. Hope things get better... quote:
Originally posted by HCtheQueenOfWands:
I'll never find a better man than my ex Dommy! I don't think I ever will. If my attempt at lifting the restraining order doesn't work, I'll probaby end my life. 😭 my parents put me thru the hell the day I moved to the suburbs! I went to a racist white dominnate school and they threw nigger and Portuguese nigger and all that **** at me all thru high school and my parents didn't care. There has been fights here, cops, I called my mom a b*tch and stepdad a controlling a hole for what they did to me! I live at my friends now . I did the alcocoden thing and they predicted right. It might be right if I don't get my man back!!!!!
I'm familiar with Toronto and the GTA, I plan on moving back myself. However, life is not equal in T-dot
Your either either upper middle class -> rich or lower middle class - poor.
There is no in between. Which part of Toronto or the Gta where you from?
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Gemini Sun,
Capricorn Rising
Aries Moon
Gemini Mercury
Venus Taurus
Mars Cancer IP: Logged |
HCtheQueenOfWands
Knowflake Posts: 191
From: Canada
Registered: Nov 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 02:56 PM
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Originally posted by DualGem:
I can sympathized a bit..
Especially since today is valentines day.One Gem Guy to another:
That's a d*ck move to brake up so close to valentines day. I would never endorse such an act. Hope things get better... ====================================
Gemini Sun,
Capricorn Rising
Aries Moon
Gemini Mercury
Venus Taurus
Mars Cancer
Well, We really did love each other.
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