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lilypad18 Knowflake Posts: 54 From: Venus Registered: Apr 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 04:55 PM
Hi everyone, just wanted to share with all of you that my tr. Chiron opposite Venus is starting to fade today. So I suppose it's all downhill from here. I AM SO RELIEVEDIt's been a tough transit, I have felt like sh*t everyday and even been in a depression. I questioned my self-worth almost everyday, compared myself and my love life and my appearance to every person I know, just so later I would feel worse about myself. Finally, I kind of found a strange strength in all of this. I've had enough! I am beautiful. I have creative talents that I must water so that they grow beautifully!! It's time to love myself, even a little. So what if everyone has a boyfriend except me. It hurts of course it hurts but I can't live like this forever right??? I've also learned a lot of things about myself and transformed into a much beautiful person and stronger! Screw you Chiron!! Just wanted to get this off my chest. I don't know any of you guys hahahah sorry..
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Kannon McAfee Knowflake Posts: 1250 From: Portland, OR - USA Registered: Oct 2011
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posted February 14, 2016 09:10 PM
Yes, please water and feed those creative talents!Its good to hear your turn of thinking this way, even though I don't known you from any previous posts. The worst thing people do, especially when younger, is compare themselves to others. You are totally unique! So keep up those good positive life-affirming thoughts, and become the best artist/creator you can be ------------------ The Declinations Guy Modern professional astrology - expert rectification IP: Logged |
missblyss Knowflake Posts: 585 From: neverneverland Registered: Oct 2015
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posted February 14, 2016 09:13 PM
quote: Originally posted by Kannon McAfee: Yes, please water and feed those creative talents!Its good to hear your turn of thinking this way, even though I don't you from any previous posts. The worst thing people do, especially when younger, is compare themselves to others. You are totally unique! So keep up those good positive life-affirming thoughts, and become the best artist/creator you can be
Gosh, is this a known trait of us youngins? I have such a habit of comparison, it's almost as if I only have worth comparatively to others. I am just realizing this problem in my perception and trying to fix it through my meditations.
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lilypad18 Knowflake Posts: 54 From: Venus Registered: Apr 2015
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posted February 15, 2016 04:57 PM
quote: Originally posted by Kannon McAfee: Yes, please water and feed those creative talents!Its good to hear your turn of thinking this way, even though I don't you from any previous posts. The worst thing people do, especially when younger, is compare themselves to others. You are totally unique! So keep up those good positive life-affirming thoughts, and become the best artist/creator you can be
thanks Kannon McAfee for your kind words!!!! IP: Logged |
lilypad18 Knowflake Posts: 54 From: Venus Registered: Apr 2015
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posted February 15, 2016 04:59 PM
quote: Originally posted by missblyss: Gosh, is this a known trait of us youngins? I have such a habit of comparison, it's almost as if I only have worth comparatively to others. I am just realizing this problem in my perception and trying to fix it through my meditations.
hi missblyss!! I think that it is a young problem too. I hope your meditations work well enough so this comparison thing dissappears once for all!!! I try to focus in the idea that this is my life, I can shape it the way I want, and it is all about timing and our own experiences IP: Logged |
Gemmi Knowflake Posts: 110 From: Registered: Dec 2014
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posted February 16, 2016 02:18 PM
I had this transit some years ago and it was a very painful time for me. I was dating a guy who just didn’t seem to appreciate me, kept me at arm’s length and was very distant. It was a stressful situation and negatively affected my self-esteem. The guy later opted for another girl. It’s remarkable that with hard Chiron transits we always seem to question our self-worth and don’t get much appreciation from others. In the recent years I had gone through many hard Chiron transits to major planets and points so I think I know Chiron energy. I read that it’s normal that during Chiron transits we look bad in comparisons with other people, you might want to have a look at this text, I think it captures very well what is going on during these transits. Hard Chiron transits are called “pumpkin transits” there, especially when love is concerned: https://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090312121003AAWysY1
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lilypad18 Knowflake Posts: 54 From: Venus Registered: Apr 2015
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posted February 16, 2016 03:38 PM
hi Gemmi and thanks so much for your reply and time!!Im sorry to hear youve had that many Chiron transits, I can barely stand this one, I dont imagine having that many In october from last year, and since today, Im having a relationship just like you had with that guy. Its just that it is this last weeks that all these energies have been coming to surface and I can see them clearly. This guy cleaaarly doesnt appreaciate me a lot. Lately, he has been, like, avoiding me, like when we hang out, I strongly feel he doesnt like it very much when people he knows see us together, and Im not liking that. Im thinking about cutting this relationship right now, but before, I feel like I have to analyze all this a little more so I can have more conclusions and learn from this, so next time it doesnt happen again again, thanks for replying and for the link!! IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 7802 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 16, 2016 03:45 PM
Chiron square Venus was tough! I just mentioned that in another thread. I have the conjunction to my Sun and Mercury natally, though. That's probably where I get my own personal dark cloud.IP: Logged |
lilypad18 Knowflake Posts: 54 From: Venus Registered: Apr 2015
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posted February 16, 2016 03:49 PM
hi teasel!hi have Chiron conjunct Merc and Sun too natally!!! I just cant find a lot of info on the internet about this how do you feel it? IP: Logged |