posted April 30, 2016 11:54 AM            

give up security
find a partner
don't be stubborn
be sexual
go deep in communication
travel (spiritually, physically, mentally)
don't go all ego on the power trip
help others succeed and gain power=scorpio's liberation, freedom and success
share share share
burn bridges that serve no purpose

Now to the crux:

I USED TO live like this!! I listened, and I helped, and I truly (!) found peace in seeing others succeeding, and I was sexual (well, promisucously sexual...oops!), I never worked for power, only for self-discovery and education along the way. I "traveled" through books, trips, talking to people in cafés/grocery store etc etc etc I had friends everywhere!! I accepeted money when money was offered and I accepeted help when help was truly needed. I didn't collect material I didn't find useful. I studied anything and everything, on the deep, I came across.
If that wasn't living my NN, what is?

Then what happened? *shrugs*

Now I want money as security. I am shy and not very social. I am sexual (with my husband) but it doesn't feel all that important anymore. I don't read books because that bores me to tears. I DO travel but only to escape what it is I am supposed to be doing.

Something is pulling me towards my SN and I think I am not liking it..

posted April 30, 2016 12:07 PM            

The only thing I can say is that I think finding balance between the two may be key. Sort of like if you have a major sweet tooth. Then the Dr tells you that you need to lose some weight. It's not necessary to just quit sweets and eat lettuce exclusively. If you do then one day you end up binging on pie and cake. Just cut back a bit.

posted April 30, 2016 12:50 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
I have it in 2nd and have read similar things.

The only thing I can say is that I think finding balance between the two may be key. Sort of like if you have a major sweet tooth. Then the Dr tells you that you need to lose some weight. It's not necessary to just quit sweets and eat lettuce exclusively. If you do then one day you end up binging on pie and cake. Just cut back a bit.

This is what came to mind and I've had to conquer this sort of issue. (The sweets is just an analogy) Imbalance was the cause for me.

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posted May 02, 2016 11:45 AM            

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I think what I want to say is that I don't feel free. Anymore.

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Scorpio NN is transformative, so static relationships will feel too constricting, we need a lot of freedom to keep shedding layers, becoming deeper people.

Part of that constant transforming and moving around will bring us back again and again to the Taurus SN, so we have a deeper grasp of what it's about.

posted May 02, 2016 02:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:

Scorpio NN is transformative, so static relationships will feel too constricting, we need a lot of freedom to keep shedding layers, becoming deeper people.

Part of that constant transforming and moving around will bring us back again and again to the Taurus SN, so we have a deeper grasp of what it's about.

And the axis signs do have things in common.

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posted May 02, 2016 09:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
I have it too, and I think it sort of vacillates between living out the NN and mastering the SN. Once I master the SN, I can come back to the NN even stronger, until everything I need to learn (in this life) has been fulfilled.

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Also, the current transiting stellium in Taurus is affecting me.