posted July 26, 2016 02:34 AM            

I'll start. I'm a Virgo South node, in the 6th house. I started analyzing my mental health, then I realized I didn't have to, things were fine.

I could do less with over-analyzing every detail of my life, or a section of my life, and just let it be. In fact, my over worry and analysis of my mental health doesn't help with my anxiety at all, it makes it worse.

posted July 26, 2016 02:49 AM            

When I was in college I was highly neurotic and constantly thought I would never graduate.

Now I'm overly self critical at times that I have a degree and don't use it.

posted July 26, 2016 03:23 AM            

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Originally posted by vertiver:
I also have a south node in Virgo - in the 9th H.

When I was in college I was highly neurotic and constantly thought I would never graduate.

Now I'm overly self critical at times that I have a degree and don't use it.

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Nice story. I hope you're not too hard on yourself.

posted July 26, 2016 03:30 AM            

A tendency to get sucked into drama at work and in general day-to-day life. I'm not the one that causes it, but people often feel the need to come tell me about it and I end allowing myself to get dragged into it.

posted July 26, 2016 03:48 AM            

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Originally posted by StubbornVirgo:
SN in Leo/6th house. (Also conjunct my Jupiter in Leo.)

A tendency to get sucked into drama at work and in general day-to-day life. I'm not the one that causes it, but people often feel the need to come tell me about it and I end allowing myself to get dragged into it.

Things have always been better when I work independently and let everyone else's problems be just that.

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posted July 26, 2016 02:21 PM            

...regressive nodal axis behaviors for my degrees of the Taurus SN include:

* foot-in-mouth syndrome
* overtalking
* wildness, rebelliousness, refusal to conform

^^ GUILTY OF ALL THAT

And, as part of the awkwardness of adjusting to Scorpio NN (doing it badly):

* overly conservative (I'm past that phase)
* holier-than-thou attitude

posted July 26, 2016 02:57 PM            

It is possible that in a previous life I enjoyed much intellectual power or influence(Sag). And all from someone elses resource i.e Church tower,Publishing house,Elite society etc. None of mybown accord.

posted July 26, 2016 03:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
South Node in Sagittarius in the 8th house

It is possible that in a previous life I enjoyed much intellectual power or influence(Sag). And all from someone elses resource i.e Church tower,Publishing house,Elite society etc. None of mybown accord.

In this life, its my voice that matters(Gemini) . And there are no contacts, affiliates or big name church associates, celebrities etc. to endorse it . Just me.... and it feels like i have to build things from scratch(2nd)

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posted July 26, 2016 03:58 PM            

Every time I follow and lean into (or surrender to, expand into) my NN in life, even the lower manifestations of it, things get so much happier for me--and yet, my SN is always scrambling to take over the good NN activities and turn them into SN stuff.

posted July 26, 2016 04:14 PM            

My NN would probably be okay living life as a reclusive writer or artist without a schedule or a boss.

posted July 26, 2016 05:36 PM            

What never works for me is relating to others according to my own will. When I try to be friends or date someone in a way where I'm making all the decisions, it is quite a disaster. The funny thing about the Leo energy in the 7th is that it can unconsciously take over and be nice but in a way that tries to have the upper hand. Also, being a bit too available to people because of that and planning things around them and then expecting them to do the same for me.

But when I play it kind of cool, let people come to me, and initiate anything romantic in a less dramatic way, things work out. Having no expectations when it comes to love interests is crucial. Otherwise, it just becomes a mess. Also, reminding myself that other people are not me and just respond or do things differently and that's okay.

It's also better for me to do things alone, even social things like going out to a bar, and just randomly run into or meet people along the way, rather than to need someone to tag along with. I know more and more people socially as I get older and have found that I cannot stick to those "special few friends" like I used to (even though I still have them).

I actually love that feeling of being independent, welcoming the unexpected (not knowing who I'll end up meeting or hanging out with) and even being sort of a weirdo for going out on my own (which it seems very few people do). It keeps me detached from others' approval before doing something and allows me to approach people from the outside looking in, like more of an individual.

Basically, demanding closeness and exclusive partnership just to look good is a no win for me and relating to people like that keeps me from feeling free and makes things a lot less interesting.

posted July 26, 2016 08:25 PM            

Mars conjunct North Node natally in the 7th.

I tend to go on Facebook rants quite often which contradicts my Mercury in Scorpio retrograde.

posted July 27, 2016 12:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Sulkyarcher:
I probably was a nurse, surgeon, or an accountant, in the past life.

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In this life, you could face the challenge of finding another way of contributing to the wellness of society, in a less measurable/discernible way(12th house).

But there is also the risk that you may find that your contribuyion goes unrecognised. Or perhaps the environment in which you commit your service to disilluions you somehow.

The Pissces North Node can be the visionary and "ideal" chaser. Becoming strongly disilluioned by the "realness" of things i.e

The doctor who may insist on going home -even when the patient still needs her.

The nurses who neglect a new born that ends up passing away.

The orphanage that is exposed to have brutal cases of child abuse

For you, the service to others could be a "calling"or commitment. Not a 9-5 job and so, you may not understand those that treat it as if it is a "chore".

I wonder if psychology, working with the infirm, prisoner rehabillitation and all that interests you?

There is a need to immerse yourself completely in whatever u feel is your calling-without reservation. And aspects of Sun,Mars,Jupiter may increase this to a outright obsession.

posted July 27, 2016 12:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
In this life, you could face the challenge of finding another way of contributing to the wellness of society, in a less measurable/discernible way(12th house).

But there is also the risk that you may find that your contribuyion goes unrecognised. Or perhaps the environment in which you commit your service to disilluions you somehow.

The Pissces North Node can be the visionary and "ideal" chaser. Becoming strongly disilluioned by the "realness" of things i.e

The doctor who may insist on going home -even when the patient still needs her.

The nurses who neglect a new born that ends up passing away.

The orphanage that is exposed to have brutal cases of child abuse

For you, the service to others could be a "calling"or commitment. Not a 9-5 job and so, you may not understand those that treat it as if it is a "chore".

I wonder if psychology, working with the infirm, prisoner rehabillitation and all that interests you?

There is a need to immerse yourself completely in whatever u feel is your calling-without reservation. And aspects of Sun,Mars,Jupiter may increase this to a outright obsession.

The North node in Pisces and 12th has a double emphasis of privacy or being out of the gaze of the world somehow.

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posted July 27, 2016 01:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
In this life, you could face the challenge of finding another way of contributing to the wellness of society, in a less measurable/discernible way(12th house).

But there is also the risk that you may find that your contribuyion goes unrecognised. Or perhaps the environment in which you commit your service to disilluions you somehow.

The Pissces North Node can be the visionary and "ideal" chaser. Becoming strongly disilluioned by the "realness" of things i.e

The doctor who may insist on going home -even when the patient still needs her.

The nurses who neglect a new born that ends up passing away.

The orphanage that is exposed to have brutal cases of child abuse

For you, the service to others could be a "calling"or commitment. Not a 9-5 job and so, you may not understand those that treat it as if it is a "chore".

I wonder if psychology, working with the infirm, prisoner rehabillitation and all that interests you?

There is a need to immerse yourself completely in whatever u feel is your calling-without reservation. And aspects of Sun,Mars,Jupiter may increase this to a outright obsession.

The North node in Pisces and 12th has a double emphasis of privacy or being out of the gaze of the world somehow.

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posted July 27, 2016 04:25 AM            

With my Aquarius stellium though, it is just so natural for me to act out Aquarian qualities that I often find it difficult to develop Leonine qualities, which I find myself sometimes repulsed by in others. Perhaps my NN is telling me to do exactly that by putting me in such an uncomfortable state. It's telling me to tell the world about who I am and go on about being myself to the world. I will say with certainty though that I've never tried to "belong" with others. If I don't fit in, I just go off and away. I don't need those kinds of people in my life.

It is weird thinking about my North Node and why it's doing what it's doing in my chart. I've always had a desire to be famous (Leo NN), but I've wanted it to be for something worth the fame in itself (10th house). I don't want to be stuck at home all the time; I just don't know how to get out of such. Strange to me honestly.