posted August 19, 2016 01:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
@CosmiqPhuz
I know you're a musician, that fits your placements! Anything else come to mind about it?

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Thanks Faith. I am very prone to daydreaming and I feel my ideas/creativity is endless. I usually keep a notebook or the sound recorder on my phone nearby so I can document ideas. If I don't, my ideas seem to disappear into the air as quickly as they first came. I get p*ssed off if I forget an idea I really liked.

Artistically, I absolutely hate compromising my visions and have to do it the way I want. Past bandmates were irked by that, but didn't understand or appreciate my attitude until a song or work was completed. It was then when they would say "Ahhh, I get what you wanted now. It wouldn't have been as great if it was any different". At the same time, if someone else wrote a song, I would let them stay true to their vision and not interfere with their creative process. In a sense, I was against the act of collaboration but I respect supportive contribution.

I take a live performance as seriously as being intimate with someone. Depending on how well or poorly it went, it can determine my mood for the rest of the night. If I don't put my heart and soul into a show, I feel I'm not doing my job. I can't tolerate artists/musicians who "go through the motions". I avoid overbooking myself, since I understand that can be an easy behavior to fall into when one is too busy.

posted August 23, 2016 08:39 AM            

I wanted to think about these planets more and wait for some ideas to form. They didn't really form, but I'm gonna post anyway.

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Originally posted by Peluches:
I never really saw the three together, for me it was Cap Mars on one side, exactly conjunct the midpoint of Scorpio Mercury square Aquarius Uranus,

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Mars activating that midpoint is probably one reason you are so intelligent, and piano playing makes sense with that midpoint picture, too!

Btw I'm the reverse, Aqua Mercury square Scorpio Uranus. Thank you for elevating the status of the Mercury square Uranus club with your membership.

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Originally posted by Peluches:
...representing the long detailed work I can get into sometimes

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That makes sense, too!

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Originally posted by Peluches:
And on the other side, the super sensitive Moon conjunct Neptune (square Jupiter).

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That is such a beautiful aspect and yet almost painful to consider.

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Originally posted by Peluches:
Anyway... I think Moon-Mars-Neptune is this sort of ritual I have of keeping quiet alone and telling myself to be brave for a very very long time, if I'm very sad or something troubles me. Maybe that's also a habit, though, I don’t know... I might have kept to myself too much already, haha !

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I need a lot of time alone, too. Honestly I start feeling sick if I have to be around people all the time.

Here's something...

I've been wondering if others with moon-Mars-Neptune have difficulties expressing anger? Because our regular emotional state is tuned into the Mars-Neptune dynamic, where Neptune will always take the edge off Mars, even with a trine.

Just today I was thinking of how my life would be different if I acted on anger in a more deliberate way, instead of trying to resume my non-angry state as fast as possible.

My friend with this same t-square is almost incapable of expressing anger. Sometimes I think the inability to fight fire with fire invites more angry people into one's life, or keeps them hanging around longer. Hope that is not true in your case and never becomes true. (Well, you don't have the t-square, so that's good!)

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Originally posted by Peluches:
(I come back often to see what's going on. I rarely post now... maybe you'll see me more in Yellow Wax ! I've missed you, Faith )

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posted August 23, 2016 09:00 AM            

So glad you're getting paid for your music!

I can relate to everything you wrote even though I'm not a musician.

Well I tend to not enjoy collaborating on creative projects, either. Just throws me off and prevents me from tapping into my "muse."

I think moon-Mars-Neptune may have a kind of theatrical feel to it, like there is a romantic and fantastical atmosphere inside of us...and we probably try to manifest that outwardly by creating art ("props"), music, hanging around interesting characters...maybe even influencing or subtly "directing" people to play along somehow.

For me, everything is interwoven with a spiritual element...and astrology is part of that.

posted August 23, 2016 09:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
I have a T-square between Moon-Mars conjunction in Gemini, Saturn in Virgo and Neptune in Saggitarius. It might have made me quite dreamy and interested in spiritual pursuits, and needing a lot of grounding...

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Saturn seems like a fortunate addition there, though.

Besides poetry, do you create other art?

posted August 23, 2016 06:30 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
@CosmiqPhuz

So glad you're getting paid for your music!

I can relate to everything you wrote even though I'm not a musician.

Well I tend to not enjoy collaborating on creative projects, either. Just throws me off and prevents me from tapping into my "muse."

I think moon-Mars-Neptune may have a kind of theatrical feel to it, like there is a romantic and fantastical atmosphere inside of us...and we probably try to manifest that outwardly by creating art ("props"), music, hanging around interesting characters...maybe even influencing or subtly "directing" people to play along somehow.

For me, everything is interwoven with a spiritual element...and astrology is part of that.

Nice talking with you, thanks for coming by.

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posted August 25, 2016 01:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Hi Ayelet!

Saturn seems like a fortunate addition there, though.

Besides poetry, do you create other art?

Seems like Virgo Saturn would be really adept at making those dreams a well-sculpted reality.

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I wrote a little bit of prose, and I used to sing... These days I'm thinking of turning into a therapist.

A T-square is more tense than just the opposition, isn't it? I have also other "assistants" creating trines and sextiles with the opposition comarades...

posted August 25, 2016 04:48 PM            

Now, I don't have that problem, if the anger is strong enough, or if I've just had enough.

I think there are positives and negatives to both. My relationships were more harmonious when I kept things to myself, or just got over them quickly, but I ended up resenting the expectation of that happening with me all the time, when I wasn't okay with things.