posted August 30, 2016 11:28 AM            

I have a Taurus DSC and Libra 12th house. Just to verify all my life I've felt I've had secret enemies or plotting individuals. I have been betrayed by some of my good friends in a way that has dictated my life. They say Venus is what you look for in others but also what you attract. Its also in the 3rd. Would this make people see me as a snob? Or self entitled? I've worked hard to get myself where I am and even though I've had setbacks I don't plan on quitting my goals.

I always feel out of place around groups of people, and often hate humans most of the time but I cannot deny my love for humanity. I love to help, nurture and make people feel understood. With my Venus being fused with my Uranian and Neptunian nature would this make me a target for violent, obsessive and controlling women/men? Most of the women in my life (older ones too) seem to treat me oddly different from the crowd. I've had men try to own me by totally undermining my personality. If I pick up a new talent or something they will usually try and copy/manipulate my style. Even my friends treat me as a beta and I get sick of having to disprove them whether they do it unconsciously or consciously. I get the feeling most men get around me and feel a close connection. Some try to act like they know what's best for me from the get go, some really want to be my friend, some don't ever say a word to me and look down (at the ground) until I initiate something. At every job I've worked a chick (older or younger) mainly older, begin to obsess over me in an unhealthy way, and instantly perceive me as a the good boy, innocent or place other etheral qualities on me. I've been flirted with by many older ladies at 3 of my past jobs. Stalked by one at my first job, she actually got me my first acting role and tried to introduce her son to me one time at work randomly. **** she would even sometimes wrap her arm around me. she was like in her late 40s...I'm only 21. Women see me and see great potential in me to the point where its slightly obsessive and if I don't comply they completely flip on me. People see me how they want to see me and I'm Frankly sick of it. Sometimes I'm scared to smile because I know that 9 times out of 10 that will lead to the wrong idea. (Man act in awe/creeped out by me and woman start acting like woman). I really don't think I'm that good looking or intimidating but this is coming from the perspective of me and my interpretation of the environment around me. My chart indicates relationships/experiences with Occult, Rebellious and mystifying nature. And I have a first house Pluto. When I call somebody out on their tendencies they always look at me confused but I know this can't all just be in my head, I've had this happen too damn much. Could I be picking up on unconscious vibes?

posted August 30, 2016 12:25 PM            

All I will say is that I understand what you're pointing out.

Trust your initial instincts about people and live your life.

posted August 30, 2016 04:14 PM            

Capricorn planets doubt themselves, they constantly second guess themselves, don't fall into this, remember your first thought is usually the correct impression and you do pick up thoughts, body language, etc. from others so give yourself a break.
Wishing you multitudes of happiness

posted August 30, 2016 04:37 PM            

Some I relate with, some I don't.
I remember when I was 19-20 years old. I worked at a hotel. There was a woman there, she was 61-62 years old. One day she just grabbed me and kissed me on the lips. I don't recall why. I thought it was little bit weird but it wasn't like I was upset or disturbed. I just thought, "Did that seriously just happen?"

posted August 30, 2016 06:12 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
Venus 12th square Neptune.

Some I relate with, some I don't.
I remember when I was 19-20 years old. I worked at a hotel. There was a woman there, she was 61-62 years old. One day she just grabbed me and kissed me on the lips. I don't recall why. I thought it was little bit weird but it wasn't like I was upset or disturbed. I just thought, "Did that seriously just happen?"

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