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Topic: Sept 16 Lunar Eclipse is @24d in Pisces
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hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 5204
From: Colorado
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 18, 2016 06:18 PM
  
Both of my parents have been super supportive this month while I go through my roler coaster and the eclipse conjuncts my moon...But the theme of this month is around not knowing were I am going to live next and having to leave suddenly were I am living now and feeling a lot of fear and vulnerability around this...change is coming and it will probably work out and I might just end up purchasing my first home but I have been feeling very scared and vulnerable and not in control..I am living in an old airstream that was gutted while we renovate it for the past 5 months showering at the gym and parking it at this guy's property who lives there who started acting crazy towards my husband, the guy has issues, forcing me to tell him he is very mean and give my 30 day notice but we have to leave sooner bc my husband is worried they will get into another conflict and that it could end bad bc he has Mars in Scorpio...But we can't find anywhere else to park our RV since our RV is old and been renovated right now.. Anyways I am sick of feeling like I am at the mercy of others in regards to my home situation, terrible stressful feeling. I have a lender now and put it an offer yesterday for a house...let's see what happens. IP: Logged |
TensionEmpire
Knowflake Posts: 540
From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 19, 2016 06:09 AM
this moon brought rain to where I live, yesterday I should have not got on my bike but I did.
It was not raining anymore, it did rain hard, the bike did not start, i think cold and batery low, so i pushed it up the hill, but it is a heavy bike so not so easy. the second time it worked and i started it.
after 5-7 minutes there came a withe dog that i never have seen sitting in that curve, and advanced at me (dogs advance at motorbikes). I pushed the accelerator too much, there was a only vehicle road passague(no cows and horses can pass) in front, so i almost crashed in the hole.
I continue driving, and start to notice the lightnings over the direction I am heading. there where many lightnings, loudones, once I could only see a bright flash for a sec in front of my eyes
and than there was much rain also, I got to the city and in the first curve the b ack wheal slides 2 meters to the side, so glitchie is the rock beneth, it catshes itself again and it aint in this one yet, in the next one to the left now, i do it preddy slow, low rotation, but something goes wrong and bam, i`m on the ground.I see in the web afterwards, Uranus was close to the moon, and I think that maybe pieces and other wather signs brings rain IP: Logged |
Faith
Knowflake Posts: 20055
From: Bella's Hair Salon
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 19, 2016 10:22 AM
Hope it works out for you very soon, hypatia.My eclipse update:
I seem to be crying or tearing really easily and frequently, ever since that eclipse. I just wrote about one experience on the moon descriptions thread. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 5204
From: Colorado
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 19, 2016 12:17 PM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Hope it works out for you very soon, hypatia.My eclipse update:
I seem to be crying or tearing really easily and frequently, ever since that eclipse. I just wrote about one experience on the moon descriptions thread.
Thank you Faith  It seems everything is felt more deeply and intensely with this eclipse. Including compassion. I hope I never forget this month bc it has made me more compassionate. IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
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posted September 19, 2016 01:15 PM
I realised I like my best friend. In a non-friendly kind of way. But it seems to be one sided. Thank you, Chiron. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 5204
From: Colorado
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 19, 2016 07:32 PM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
I realised I like my best friend. In a non-friendly kind of way. But it seems to be one sided. Thank you, Chiron.
Ohh I am sorry to hear that sweetie  IP: Logged |
Sylven
Knowflake Posts: 600
From: Netherlands
Registered: Nov 2014
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posted September 20, 2016 01:36 AM
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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Thank you Faith It seems everything is felt more deeply and intensely with this eclipse. Including compassion. I hope I never forget this month bc it has made me more compassionate.
That's so lovely hypatia! My ever changing moods switched to love for all, which I frequently am in and needed to be in that place again. IP: Logged |
Sylven
Knowflake Posts: 600
From: Netherlands
Registered: Nov 2014
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posted September 20, 2016 01:39 AM
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Originally posted by areesquivel:
That's the thing, now I'm not sure I want to, even though the situation is even more difficult, I've been an emotional wreck since then and I don't know what to do. I cried for a while and now I'm just very confused, I need help
Clearly you have released a lot! That's wonderful! Just let it happen, observe don't label. What is it in him you want or can't let go of? How does he make you feel that you can't give to yourself? Etc..
How are you doing now? IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 5204
From: Colorado
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 21, 2016 03:53 AM
It's like been stranded in the middle of the ocean not knowing were you are at or were the ocean is taking you and what shore it will spit you up so you feel scared and vulnerable but the hope is that instead of drowning the waves end up spitting you out on the beach of your dreams leaving you feeling it was all worth it and that all of it had to happen in order to end up in this beautiful beach/island.IP: Logged |
Lucia23
Knowflake Posts: 592
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Registered: Jun 2016
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posted September 21, 2016 07:55 AM
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Originally posted by hypatia238:
It's like been stranded in the middle of the ocean not knowing were you are at or were the ocean is taking you and what shore it will spit you up so you feel scared and vulnerable but the hope is that instead of drowning the waves end up spitting you out on the beach of your dreams leaving you feeling it was all worth it and that all of it had to happen in order to end up in this beautiful beach/island.
I hope my situation is that kind of situation, Hypatia! And not just a drowning. IP: Logged |
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