posted November 04, 2016 03:52 AM            

This is were I swing:

From becoming a successful CEO (currently working on that..) to buying a stone house in a forest and live on my own potatoes OR taking off to Tibet and live off grid completely.

Having a really nice car to having the ugliest car.

Dressing really sharp to dressing like a dirty homeless.

Eating "clean" to eating unhealthy.

posted November 04, 2016 09:36 AM            

Also, possibly your Sun/Moon opposition in action? I can't recall whether your Sun/Moon is in Cap or Cancer, but I remember that you have the opposition. Both like money and stability, but in different ways.

I have a good friend who is a Cancer Sun with Cap Moon in opposition, and she did the paralegal thing for years, hating it but making reasonable money. She now lives in a cabin on her family property, literally living mostly off her own potatoes. And she's happy, for the most part. Not sure where her nodes are, though.

For me, work shows up in my 6h. My 10h is empty, but I have Uranus on my IC, so I tend to switch jobs a lot--sometimes due to relocating, sometimes due to a place getting shut down due to lack of funding, and sometimes due to my own ego or need for perfection at work (Cap Mars in 6h).

posted November 04, 2016 10:02 AM            

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Originally posted by Violets:
I don't know... But I can sort of relate to what you're saying. Never had any interest in working for a ton of money or driving really nice cars, but I get what you mean.

Also, possibly your Sun/Moon opposition in action? I can't recall whether your Sun/Moon is in Cap or Cancer, but I remember that you have the opposition. Both like money and stability, but in different ways.

I have a good friend who is a Cancer Sun with Cap Moon in opposition, and she did the paralegal thing for years, hating it but making reasonable money. She now lives in a cabin on her family property, literally living mostly off her own potatoes. And she's happy, for the most part. Not sure where her nodes are, though.

For me, work shows up in my 6h. My 10h is empty, but I have Uranus on my IC, so I tend to switch jobs a lot--sometimes due to relocating, sometimes due to a place getting shut down due to lack of funding, and sometimes due to my own ego or need for perfection at work (Cap Mars in 6h).

What's your 6h doing?

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Yeah, Cancer Sun 11H + Cap Moon 5H ...

Aqua 6H-empty. Aqua Vertex is in 5H.

I know I can never be happy choosing a side so I am trying to incorporate everything but it's hard. I wonder if it's not my south node pulling me back to monetary issues. Is Taurus about money? 9H is not about money though!? Progressed nodes are in 2H/8H so that would make much more sense if they were pulling me in different directions.

posted November 04, 2016 10:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Hemilla:
I think your nodes are trying to teach you to stop focusing on your career and status in society

I have south also in 10th but my north is in 4th ,you should focus MORE on your brothers sisters and communication and i on family and house ... oh well

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posted November 04, 2016 11:49 AM            

She struggles with the need for a stable income, and really being happy with what she's doing.

If you love doing something, maybe you could do it from home and make money from that? It may sound trite, but I've seen people do it.

Cancer/Cap (my mom is also a Cancer Sun with Cap Moon in opposition) is so unbelievably resourceful with money. They manage to hoard away money while telling people they're broke, lol. And then they go on vacation or remodel their house or something.

My husband also has Cap Moon, and he does the same thing.

I'm not trying to pinpoint your Sun and Moon for what you're feeling, but I've noticed a trend in my friends and family with those placements.

And yes, I think that your SN is calling you to focus on work, finances, etc. Your NN is calling you to focus on home stuff, but I don't know if you could incorporate those needs into one?

My Sun and Moon are in opposition and square my Nodes, so I sort of get where you're coming from. It can be (and has been) a really difficult balance to find.

I WANT and NEED to work. I love having a job, love what I do, having my own money, my f*cking independence (Sun conjunct BML in 8h, and Virgo Moon in 2h). And I'm simultaneously obligated to stay home with my kids, which is cool (NN in 5h)...but I have to incorporate those things, which can be majorly challenging.

posted November 04, 2016 12:40 PM            

I just don't understand my chart. I see the signs and houses and know what they stand for but I don't understand them. It's like I am one person and my chart a completely different one.

posted November 04, 2016 04:02 PM            

well your chart does seem complicated, but one thing I know for sure, and that is that nobody can force themselves to move "faster" towards their north node. it's something ultimately achieved during life on earth (because I don't believe in reincarnation).

north node themes in life happen by time and are triggered by transits, so unless you experience one, you will remain clueless about it. but the nodes shouldn't be your only focus and worry.

to me the nodes represent the talents we are born with (SN) and the things me must achieve over our life on earth (NN).

for the time being, you can focus on your MC, its sign and the planets in it. you having south nodes conjunct your MC means that your job should represent your talents (those that everybody knows you by or seems to mention about you). the ones you deep down identify yourself with, and have done ever since you were a child. taurus is all things related to the land. architecture, agriculture, food, music, nice clothes and perfumes, etc. jupiter there shows that your job must also be about spreading the joy, motivating people or anything religious.

posted November 04, 2016 10:57 PM            

I started to type the same idea earlier but didn't have a chance to finish. I don't think the nodes always make sense. They're a lifetime lesson, even if you aren't into past lives (personally I have no idea how I feel about them), I'd say more often than not the nodes are the most difficult to understand, even for the chart owner ¯\_(ツ )_/¯.

posted November 05, 2016 12:27 AM            

But my mom struggles a bit as well in that department, but her NN is in her 6h. She went to school to become a teacher, and did that, but then switched careers to be a bill collector, lol.

Then she went to work for the state, working with disabled folks.