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Topic: guys, will I die this year? is this a year of despair for me?
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Radium Knowflake Posts: 190 From: Registered: Jul 2016
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posted January 03, 2017 03:22 AM
I know I'm not supposed to post personal charts but I am oh so worried about my upcoming year. I am going through so much stability/financial troubles, I noticed a packed 12th house falling in my 4th. I am not to excited, I feel like I might end up getting into something this year that will truly transform my life for the better or worse. Is there anything good to look for? please and thanks .. IP: Logged |
MarsSaturnDelight Knowflake Posts: 90 From: Registered: Dec 2014
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posted January 03, 2017 04:23 AM
No need to worry. I see a lot of fire and strength, and creativity.What ever adversities come your way this year, you will deal with it. You have a bright future, you're strong. Have confidence. IP: Logged |
Radium Knowflake Posts: 190 From: Registered: Jul 2016
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posted January 03, 2017 11:36 AM
Dude I'm homeless right now. Family sucks. Don't know where to go. I just hope this ends NOW , been fighting for too long nowIP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 20802 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 03, 2017 11:42 AM
Best wishes to you.Perhaps it's a year of despair but the crucial thing to learn is, you are more than your feelings, and you are more resilient than you know, because you haven't been through everything possible that a person can be put through. If you are young, healthy, intelligent, and safe and fed, even if you are homeless, you are better off than many, many people. So it's up to you to turn it around, difficult as it is. You have support if you choose support. You can make this the turnaround year but it requires focus. No substance abuse, for example. If I can give you any advice: keep a clean focus, above all things. Awareness. Good luck IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70228 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted January 03, 2017 11:44 AM
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Elysia Knowflake Posts: 2245 From: Gotham Registered: Aug 2015
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posted January 03, 2017 03:30 PM
quote: Originally posted by Faith: Best wishes to you.Perhaps it's a year of despair but the crucial thing to learn is, you are more than your feelings, and you are more resilient than you know, because you haven't been through everything possible that a person can be put through. If you are young, healthy, intelligent, and safe and fed, even if you are homeless, you are better off than many, many people. So it's up to you to turn it around, difficult as it is. You have support if you choose support. You can make this the turnaround year but it requires focus. No substance abuse, for example. If I can give you any advice: keep a clean focus, above all things. Awareness. Good luck
@Radium, Don't let the charts freak you out. With that Leo mars you can take life by the horns and make it your own. Staying sober and keeping your focus is most important. It's a slippery slide from depression to self-sabotage. You're stronger than you think, and you have what it takes to get out of whatever muck you're in. You're a musician, right? You're here to create something. Create something beautiful. You have talent, you have purpose. Don't let yourself wilt away. Focus all your energy on the thing you love. You'll find strength in your passion, I'm sure. Think of this as a chance to show your mettle. It feels even better to win when the odds are against you. Check back in here every once in a while and keep posting where you're at, what's happening. Seeing it on here and talking to people about it will make it less daunting.. Best wishes. IP: Logged |
Sulkyarcher Knowflake Posts: 992 From: Registered: Dec 2013
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posted January 03, 2017 04:08 PM
I'm sorry you're going through a rough time.IP: Logged |
leo_moon Knowflake Posts: 69 From: neptune Registered: Oct 2016
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posted January 03, 2017 04:31 PM
No, you're not dying this year. Deaths, imprisonment, etc can happen with Pluto hard transit to Moon. You don't have to worry about that now. You have transit Pluto conjunct Neptune and Venus in the next few years. Those are exciting transits to look forward to. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 5827 From: Colorado Registered: Sep 2014
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posted January 03, 2017 08:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by Radium: Dude I'm homeless right now. Family sucks. Don't know where to go. I just hope this ends NOW , been fighting for too long now
I hope so too love I pray an angel crosses your path and helps you. I also hope you realize in what ways you are self sabotaging as we are usually our worst enemies. Don't give up, you are precious and God has a plan for you. Sometimes we have to go through a lot before things start to get better. Believe in your heart that this year will be better, don't give up or let pride get in the way of getting the help and support you need. You have so much to give, stay strong. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 5827 From: Colorado Registered: Sep 2014
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posted January 03, 2017 08:39 PM
quote: Originally posted by leo_moon: No, you're not dying this year. Deaths, imprisonment, etc can happen with Pluto hard transit to Moon. You don't have to worry about that now. You have transit Pluto conjunct Neptune and Venus in the next few years. Those are exciting transits to look forward to.
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 6805 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted January 04, 2017 02:22 PM
quote: Originally posted by hypatia238: I hope so too love I pray an angel crosses your path and helps you. I also hope you realize in what ways you are self sabotaging as we are usually our worst enemies. Don't give up, you are precious and God has a plan for you. Sometimes we have to go through a lot before things start to get better. Believe in your heart that this year will be better, don't give up or let pride get in the way of getting the help and support you need. You have so much to give, stay strong.
Radium... I LOVE what Hypatia said, and all the other comments too. You are having a confluence of 'challenging' transits right now-- regular transit for your age. ... Like Faith said, there's the temptation to be falling into despairs. Before I go further.... Are you with a faith-based community? Are you spiritual? Have you ever had mystical experiences-- or are mystically inclined? Someone mentioned music.... What kind of music? What's your instrument or training? No Please Don't Freak Out... I think that's part of the hazards of studying astrology, especially on our own. Astrology for you is pretty cool with tPluto traveling through your H3. AND!!!! on your Birthday??? The Universe is going to TREAT you to an Eclipse!!! hooooo yah. Before the New Moon Pisces Eclipse, you'll be experiencing a New Moon Aquarius ON your Moon Aquarius... Eclipses are like Wild Cards. Certainly it should prove to be an Eventful Year for you? I'm thinking about your Saturn Pisces... That's an Ancient Soul. (All of you with that-- was a period of a few years). Sun Pisces, and Scorpio Rising..... Awesome Soul.... Deep intense. I want to hear about any mystical supernatural inklings you have (or don't, that's okay too). You are Not Alone IP: Logged |
colorful butterfly Knowflake Posts: 712 From: Durham north carolina usa Registered: May 2015
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posted January 04, 2017 10:15 PM
quote: Originally posted by Radium: Dude I'm homeless right now. Family sucks. Don't know where to go. I just hope this ends NOW , been fighting for too long now
Radium, I grew up in extremly bad circumatances where it was much like being homeless. It's hard for me to share my story but I will if it helps. My mom was mentally ill and my dad was an alcoholic. I grew up not knowing when I would eat a meal from one day to the next, at times I've slept on concrete outside because it was the best place to lay my head , no one was hardly around so I had to care for my two younger brothers at the age of 6. We had no water so I would collect water in a bucket under a broken gutter when it rained to bathe with so kids would not pick on me when I went to school for being dirty. I've seen more bugs , spiders and god knows what in my childhood than I care to remember. Always had lice in my head. No one held my hand or wiped away my tears when I cried, till date I still cry in private . At the age of 12 I was sent to an Orphnage with my brothers and compared to my previous circustances, it was like God showed me some kind of mercy. The point of me telling you this story is not to take from your own, what you are going threw is very valid, it's like this in my thoughts. Life is truly what you make of it even though things are at their worst. Look for the silver lining even when there is none, the light in the dark to keep your head held high. Find happiness in the simplest things and appreciate everything no matter how small, be humble. Nothing in life last forever and time heals all, for optimism. I know when things look as though it is at the bottom of the barrel there is this overwhelming thought of this is it but you just have to start climbing out of that barrel. Become focused , become determined. My own wisdom to stop fighting means to stop living, everyday is a fight and it is what life is all about. Expect no one to hand you anything in life and if they do remember to be thankful, never compare yourself to others because that will make you depressed. You are your own worst enemy, remember that. It sounds hard but it really kind of tough love , saturn in virgo. If it were me in your spot here is where I would start, shelters, churches, organizations that help people ( library computer to look them up) red cross. Anyone to help you on your feet. Find work, even if you have to walk 10 miles in the am and pm to get home for a little of nothing. Save what you have and work your way up even if you have to move from your current circumstances. Make friends which means sometimes biting your own pride and ego that can offer you a couch to sleep on. etc.
Things will get better and I am praying for you!!! IP: Logged |
colorful butterfly Knowflake Posts: 712 From: Durham north carolina usa Registered: May 2015
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posted January 04, 2017 10:21 PM
To date, no one calls me on my birthday or holidays to tell me happy birthday. I may get a text . I don't really see my family often but I created my own circle of friends who are very much like my own fan. Create your own lifelines, being a guy might be hard to find other guys but girls love guy friends ( I mean that as just friends not sexually) IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 6805 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted January 05, 2017 12:07 AM
{{{{{ Colorful Butterfly!!! *HUG!!!*}}}}}IP: Logged |
Condoowit Knowflake Posts: 102 From: Registered: Apr 2014
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posted January 05, 2017 12:08 AM
Hello Radium, I have someone who practices angelic reiki and has said she would be happy to do a remote session for you, she just needs to speak with you briefly and get your consent. If you're interested, email me and I will connect the two of you. She will bring the Angels to you for healing. You can get my email address from Randall. IP: Logged |
colorful butterfly Knowflake Posts: 712 From: Durham north carolina usa Registered: May 2015
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posted January 05, 2017 02:24 AM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29: {{{{{ Colorful Butterfly!!! *HUG!!!*}}}}}
Thank you , hug back to you! For what it's worth, I wouldn't change my life, it's made me stronger and wiser. Hopefully I will write a book on it one day and I am going back to school for psychology to help kids who are in foster care or outside their home. When I was younger a lot of people told me I should write a book about my mom, she had schizophrenia. I didn't understand then but now that I am older I imagine so the world could understand what it's like threw the eyes of a child with a parent who is mentally ill. I just feel like this is why my life happened the way it did and to take something negative and turn it to positive. IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 20802 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 05, 2017 10:11 AM
@colorful butterfly Thank you for being strong and telling us your inspiring story. Best wishes for a life that gets better and better over time. IP: Logged |
Yanmorg Knowflake Posts: 1589 From: Registered: Feb 2013
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posted January 05, 2017 10:37 AM
quote: Originally posted by Radium: Dude I'm homeless right now. Family sucks. Don't know where to go. I just hope this ends NOW , been fighting for too long now
If it makes you feel just a little better, I recently went through the same circumstances. I literally felt like I had no one and wanted to die for the first time in my life. BUT things eventually turned around.. slowly but surely and now I'm in an even better position than my BEST position before that horrible period. Life works in mysterious ways. You are being tested and you are being molded and transformed. You can't fight the process. All you can do is ride the wave and trust that you will come out on the other side. Strength will find you. Courage will also. Best wishes to you and I am thinking of you and rooting for you. PS: looking back, I was resisting change. That's all it was. Maybe some painful adjustments are necessary for you to at least live comfortably.
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 73933 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 05, 2017 11:10 AM
Personal Readings.IP: Logged |