posted January 03, 2017 05:19 AM            

This is his chart with transits from the date and approx. time he passed away. His death was actually suicide by hanging. I apologize for not being straight forward from the start, but I really cannot believe he, of all people, would do such a thing. Everyone he came into contact with would agree that he was full of so much life and energy. He had massive potential to help a lot of people. Beyond being my best friend, he was my spiritual mentor as well. He helped me cultivate and develop a perspective that has allowed me to achieve so much at my age. I've felt so lost these passed six weeks. For some reason the passed five months have been filled with tests and situations that have helped me grow so much, but they have brought much pain.

I'm not sure where I'm getting at with this. My mind and soul feel scattered. I suppose I'm searching for closure... and to keep it relevant to this forum, I want to know if anyone can help make sense of what happened that day, or shed some light.

Background info that might help: He was a visionary and a dreamer. A few days prior to his passing, one of his passions/God-given talents was wrongfully put down/rejected by an elitist group. This devastated him to say the least...

posted January 03, 2017 05:36 AM            

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you're going through.

posted January 03, 2017 07:47 AM            

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posted January 03, 2017 10:51 AM            

What caught my eye is transiting Mars conjunct his natal Uranus. Mars rules his SN. Jupiter on his NN, opposing his SN? Magnifying a Mars tendency?

Then, transiting sun was conjunct his Pluto, and transiting Pluto conjunct his Jupiter, square his nodes. Libra NN, trying to fit in with others, transiting Pluto imposing hardship and stress on those efforts. I think perhaps the rejection he faced represented more to him than just a simple one-time rejection.

Well his sun in Taurus ruled by Venus just like his NN is ruled by Venus. So NN "failings" are also tied directly to his sun, his ego identity. It looks like Saturn was opposing his natal Venus at the time, adding an even more dismal view, and perhaps it felt long-term. Both Saturn and Pluto hitting him hard, and with his moon-Pluto conjunction in Sag, it must've affected him very hugely, profoundly.

I'm just an amateur and maybe shouldn't attempt readings about something this serious, but it's how I think of this chart.

posted January 03, 2017 11:34 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
So sorry

What caught my eye is transiting Mars conjunct his natal Uranus. Mars rules his SN. Jupiter on his NN, opposing his SN? Magnifying a Mars tendency?

Then, transiting sun was conjunct his Pluto, and transiting Pluto conjunct his Jupiter, square his nodes. Libra NN, trying to fit in with others, transiting Pluto imposing hardship and stress on those efforts. I think perhaps the rejection he faced represented more to him than just a simple one-time rejection.

Well his sun in Taurus ruled by Venus just like his NN is ruled by Venus. So NN "failings" are also tied directly to his sun, his ego identity. It looks like Saturn was opposing his natal Venus at the time, adding an even more dismal view, and perhaps it felt long-term. Both Saturn and Pluto hitting him hard, and with his moon-Pluto conjunction in Sag, it must've affected him very hugely, profoundly.

I'm just an amateur and maybe shouldn't attempt readings about something this serious, but it's how I think of this chart.

Wishing you every consolation as you heal from this loss.

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That's a good reading of it, actually.