posted January 03, 2017 08:47 PM            

Anyway, I have Uranus and Neptune in 2nd house and my North Node. I have a high suspicion that my income will never be "stable" and it's not just Uranus that makes me think that but my inability to handle a common job.

I can't do waitressing. My arm will shake and I'll drop the food on the floor, plus my physical strength isn't that great to begin with and my feet are legitimately terrible. I probably shouldn't be on my feet for too long, because my feet have been professionally declared as abnormal and in need of good heel support.

Because of my sensitivity to heat, I can't work fast food either. And being a cashier isn't stimulating enough for my Gemini Moon.

Sadly, most jobs where I live are retail, so unless I'm suddenly able to get married, it's unlikely I'll be able to move out-of-state and support myself the way that everyone else can. I'll probably have to be self-employed, which I'm not sure I can do.

Problem is, like you, I need security. I need to feel like I have a stable amount of income, but I can't really give myself that right now. I've never had a job and I'm 24. It's embarrassing.

If I ever become mentally and emotionally capable, I want to get a job that allows me to make use of my natural creativity and possibly requires the use of a computer.

For now, I am trying to heal from persistent stress.

I'm not sure I can give you any advice on getting out of your situation. If you can, I think you should get some help with your chronic fatigue, especially while you still have a job. Chronic fatigue can really worsen your situation to the point where you can't do anything. If your chronic fatigue is being caused by something that doctors can find, you may be able to find some relief from it.

Unfortunately, with chronic fatigue, it's possible it can't be fixed. I've read all kinds of fatigue horror stories from back when I was experiencing persistent fatigue and I'm not sure the fatigue issues are gone forever. Still, I'd try to see a doctor about it to be sure.