posted February 01, 2017 01:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Davina98:
When Pluto entered my 5th house, I had the feeling that I had to start writing again, maybe publish a book. Started doing so in hopes of being able to publish my first novel. I felt like I was gaining some personal power, because I had a talent and I could use it, people would see that there's actually something great about me that I have to give to the word and be appreciated for.. I had lost all creativity since I was about 14 and loved writing so much and now I feel the same as I used to when I do so. Obsessively. It entered my 5th in December and I immediately felt it, an important force telling me to write something great. I started spending ever single day at my neighborhood library to write a book. To this day I am still going every day and it has been 2 months now.

But something weird is going on now that it's getting closer my natal Sun In Cancer and in the 11th by opposition. I feel like I am going insane. My writing is becoming damp, losing all creativity again. I am having a lot of difficulty making a nice story. I have doubts about my ability to do so that keep plaguing me. I feel like I am putting a lot of pressure on myself to finish the book before the transit is exact and that will be in 10 days. I have erased everything that I wrote ever since December and I only have three chapters now, I am stuck there. If I can't write this book, I feel like I have nothing else to do on this planet. No one has ever really understood me before, never been in love or kept a real friendship. I feel very lonely, and I feel like if I can write this book I can be successful finally for once in my life and attract people who can understand me better and love me, finally. I have been so lonely lately, and having lots of financial problems. I feel like if I can't write a good Novel I am going to die. Will I make it? Do I have to try and finish it before the transit is over? What if I can't? What is going to happen to me? Why am I losing everything again? I heard Pluto oppositions are Sink or Swim situations transits but what if I can't swim? I can't !! I just can't make up a story for people to love it if they won't!

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With Sun in 11th,you empathize with people from all walks of life. This is especially true when we see that the Sun is in Cancer. People feel very much like home to you and you sympathize with their ills and challenges a lot.

But unlike the 12th house, you don't get absorbed in them. You want to keep an intellectual perspective and be able to tackle the diverse perspectives you see in a more non sentimental manner. And this means balancing a lot of your emotional nature with objectivity.

Pluto in Capricorn opposing the Sun can suggests an "overhaul" of what you are comfortable expressing about who you are. Or a complete abandon.

You may feel a need to dig deep into yourself and be more authentic- feeling like everything that you touch(now more than ever) is a refection of you and should be more authentic.

If the focus of your novel is to please others( an Achilles heel for the Sun in 11th), its likely that you will feel that your work never measures up.

If the focus of your novel is to be authentic and tell your story in the way YOU see it- with all the blood , gore and not-so nice stuff. Then it will feel more authentic.

With writings done under Pluto transits, things are likely to feel dark and perhaps the audience that receives your writing will not be the mainstream(at least not yet).

There is a tendency for Pluto-style writing to acquire a "cult" status or for them to make the writer famous posthumously.

It may help to understand what it is that you want to say and whether or not it is truly what you WANT to say. As a novel written under Pluto can never remain detached and the author can be judged harshly for sharing their opinion with the audience.

You are likely to be drawn into BIG subjects that speak of the WHOLE from an individual perspective. I don't see a romantic "girl meets boy" novel under such a transit.

Unless that girl meets boy scenario ends with the girl marrying someone else or the boy killing the girl etc. Pluto can take us there

posted February 03, 2017 11:34 PM            

Nothing tangible has come out of this transit yet, I won't even have finished the book by the time it is exact tommorow. I also observed that it's only the first time out of three that it will hit me. But I can already feel that Pluto Opposing my Sun will have been the best thing that has ever happened to me so far. Oh! And there was effectively a death in my life! The death of the me that didn't believe in me ! The one that didn't believe I deserved and could do anything great for me and also for anyone around me!! That b*tch could die!! 😆😆

Thanks to everyone besided Him who's helped me through this transit by replying to this thread! Each one of you warmed my heart a little bit more evertday and gave me light and hope through this short but very intense experience! ❤️

When I am finished, I will come back to this thread and maybe post where you could find the novel. If anyone is interested of course !