posted February 04, 2017 07:59 PM            

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Leo Sun/Mercury
Sagittarius Moon
Cancer Venus/Mars/Rising

posted February 04, 2017 08:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Leo-Cancer98:
Just curious

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Taurus Sun
Gemini Moon

posted February 04, 2017 08:22 PM            

Usually, I am not the type of person to go out of my way to talk to you, unless you are an interest of mine. I can be prone to putting off vibes that push people away; people find it very difficult to warm up to me. When I interact with people, I am usually very lighthearted and funny, and I love to make people laugh. All of that though is just a cover up for all the internal gears ticking and moving inside of me, all the questioning and all of the emotional tidal waves that constantly go off and about within me. If I put that part of myself on the table, I would drive people away too easily.

Due to my stellium in Aqua being on my IC and/or my fourth house, expressing my inner personality to the outward world is actually quite difficult for me to do. This is perhaps why I feel this schism between who I am to the outer world and who I am to myself. I also feel like that no one would care and/or listen if I was to go on about everything going on inside of me. I am always thinking, analyzing, trying to break down each and every single factor of the questions I'm trying to answer, and all the of things that pop into my head are digested so much they can be considered recycled. If anything, the thing I love most is Music.

I know that's not brief at all, but here you go

posted February 05, 2017 01:09 AM            

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I'm an a-hole, but deep down I'm a nice person. And even deeper down, I'm a bigger a-hole.

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Lol it's not entirely untrue.

I'm pretty chilled, unless there's a reason not to be. Have a quick temper and insatiable curiosity. Can be a bit melodramatic at times, but mostly in jest.

Like sweet treats and spicy food. Hate sour and bitter food.

posted February 05, 2017 06:39 PM            

Just picture me walking to the beat of a song with doors bursting wide open as I walk on through. My long coral patterned dress flowing out and my hair waving in the wind as if there was some source of air being provided from the heavens above. Everyone turns their heads and all eyes are on me. I flash an innocent smile as I grab the nearest person I can find to hide behind and peak my head around to check if the eyes have shifted elsewhere.

posted February 07, 2017 02:47 PM            

ASC: Sagittarius
Sun: Scorpio in the 11th
Moon: Scorpio in the 11th
Venus: Virgo in the 9th
Mars: Scorpio in the 11th

My Sagittarius ascendant wants to laugh and have fun. It loves the truth and wishes to share details about itself with absolutely everyone it crosses paths with. My Scorpio placements really would rather it shut up. My Scorpio energy respects the truth as well, but it is a private energy and would rather only share in a safe environment after a significant amount of trust has been built. My poor Venus in Virgo desires to display an aesthetic of near perfection, but sadly, my conflicted nature comes across less than ideal. Basically, I am a mess.

posted February 07, 2017 02:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Hemilla:
Leo Asc,Moon Pisces,Sun and Venus Gemini

I am artistic,loyal,easily hurt,brave faced,aloof looking,proud,with head in clouds. I dream alot but am afraid to act upon my dreams,i feel like i allways need approwal for my actions but at the same time i wish people to let me be and do things on my own . I have lots of unfinished work - i start something with so much passion but then i cool down in process of creation and i just hurry things up ,and i allways feel like its not as good as it can be,i am not as good as i can be,my work can be better,and better,and better - but at the same time i think i am better than most people. Duality is me,i can be on both ends of the rainbow - i understand people ,i sometimes jump to conclusions but then when i stop and rethink things i figure out things are never as they seem - i forgive but i never forget . In interior design i combine baroque elements with simple modern peaces - white,silver and gold - i like clean spaces with dashes of mess around that signify life . Its not that easy for me to express emotions to men,not even my father or brother - with females i am better at it,but only with ones that i am most comfortable with. I noticed men that get my attention are often ones that manage to annoy me the most . And so on

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Thank you for sharing. I can relate to such inner conflict.

I love the sound of your interior design work btw!

posted February 08, 2017 03:20 PM            

Cancer SUN > Family first, my home is my forte and nobody steps in without my permission. Lots of protective barriers around me, built along the years.

Capricorn MOON > I'm a totally private person, hate to feel vulnerable and show emotions to people who's not so close to me.

posted February 10, 2017 07:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Hemilla:
Leo Asc,Moon Pisces,Sun and Venus Gemini

I am artistic,loyal,easily hurt,brave faced,aloof looking,proud,with head in clouds. I dream alot but am afraid to act upon my dreams,i feel like i allways need approwal for my actions but at the same time i wish people to let me be and do things on my own . I have lots of unfinished work - i start something with so much passion but then i cool down in process of creation and i just hurry things up ,and i allways feel like its not as good as it can be,i am not as good as i can be,my work can be better,and better,and better - but at the same time i think i am better than most people. Duality is me,i can be on both ends of the rainbow - i understand people ,i sometimes jump to conclusions but then when i stop and rethink things i figure out things are never as they seem - i forgive but i never forget . In interior design i combine baroque elements with simple modern peaces - white,silver and gold - i like clean spaces with dashes of mess around that signify life . Its not that easy for me to express emotions to men,not even my father or brother - with females i am better at it,but only with ones that i am most comfortable with. I noticed men that get my attention are often ones that manage to annoy me the most . And so on

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posted February 10, 2017 10:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Electro DGX:
My Venus is in Aquarius in the 4th
My Mars is in Scorpio in the 12th technically, but so tightly conjunct the ASC that it can be considered in the first.

Usually, I am not the type of person to go out of my way to talk to you, unless you are an interest of mine. I can be prone to putting off vibes that push people away; people find it very difficult to warm up to me. When I interact with people, I am usually very lighthearted and funny, and I love to make people laugh. All of that though is just a cover up for all the internal gears ticking and moving inside of me, all the questioning and all of the emotional tidal waves that constantly go off and about within me. If I put that part of myself on the table, I would drive people away too easily.

Due to my stellium in Aqua being on my IC and/or my fourth house, expressing my inner personality to the outward world is actually quite difficult for me to do. This is perhaps why I feel this schism between who I am to the outer world and who I am to myself. I also feel like that no one would care and/or listen if I was to go on about everything going on inside of me. I am always thinking, analyzing, trying to break down each and every single factor of the questions I'm trying to answer, and all the of things that pop into my head are digested so much they can be considered recycled. If anything, the thing I love most is Music.

I know that's not brief at all, but here you go

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They can be considered recycled... L.O.L.

I think you started an MBTI thread once. I remembered 'cause we have the same MBTI type, and wow(!), you just described me so well! Someone asked me what it felt like to be an INTJ (to have such a rare personality type) and I told them, "lonely". I put out the same vibes. I noticed one of my male coworkers wont make eye contact with me. He seems unsure how to approach me. He'll ask the people around me question that he should be asking me. When I'm sitting in a group, I'll have the most personal space. Chairs next to me will be the last to be filled.

Driving to work this morning, I was thinking about why it's so hard for me to have closer contacts. The dialog went very similarly to what you've described... I don't think most people care about the things that I think about. Not that the things I think about aren't interesting, but I think TOO deeply about them. It applies in reverse as well. I usually don't care about what my general crowd talks about. I think the person who understood me the most and I have the best relationship with is an ENTJ.