posted February 08, 2017 02:55 PM            

it's the reason i disagree with a lot of people on their p. chart.

posted February 15, 2017 06:09 PM            

This highlights a time in which your internal resources and deeper strength will need to come forward more prominently than reliance on external/material resources, which may be more limited than you'd like. Don't get too hung up on financial challenges over the next few years. If in debt, start getting out now.

Focus your efforts on what is most meaningful long-term.

Both Saturn and Pluto relate to life structures and slow changes. This progressed aspect is essentially the closing of an old order in your life, even if you are not exactly clear on what the new one will be. Think of it more as a process of elimination of the old in which you trust your decisions coming from a deeper instinct. A gradual clearing based on the wisdom in your experiences.

Sometimes as this aspect nears exact there is a challenge to physical mobility, either of the body or of your freedom. Focus on piecing together new life structures -- slowly -- and a new, deeper sense of personal power.

Contemplate what is of deepest value to you and concentrate efforts on building that slowly into an external form in your life.

There are other more positive sounding progressed aspects, as I see there should be an important communication (prog Moon - n Merc) that has recently taken place or will soon. But the Saturn-Pluto aspect is longer and a greater, deeper energy.

posted February 15, 2017 07:58 PM            

It sounds like my life will be a living hell, I might as well kill myself cause I'm not dealing with this for a few more years.. I have no financial help, no material resources, no support, everyone just expects me to make it.

Why am I going through this??
I cry myself to sleep some days man.

I haven't done anything to warrant this struggle but follow my dreams. But if I'm going to get hounded by the stars and the world, well then I might as well end it on a high note. I don't want to be a bum, I always said I'd be a legend but I had a different picture in mind. I'm not cut out to do anything else in life my mindset is too liberating and primitive. Getting married, working till death etc...none of that seems worth it to me either.

posted February 15, 2017 09:52 PM            

How can I just live, my Sun is afflicted to hell, i have no clue how to get where I need to be without risking something in return. I have a job but what's the point, I'll never afford my own place unless I submit to the system..

I am tired of being all alone, its been 4 years , but I just now elevated to official homeless status, no one wants me or believes in my quest, just undermine and patronize

posted February 15, 2017 10:51 PM            

if i was homeless i would abide by the system i've done it before you got to maintain that job get an apartment and just go off that and hopefully you'll get what you want along the way im sure you will. but if you like being homeless that's alright too i can live off the 'rents house who is still with me

with your afflicted sun-saturn conjunction you really the system for what it is. just pointless abidement. to other people its just logic you got to hold that job to pay for bills cause in this world people decide to charge for you to take up their space it is BS im sure but that's what makes them happy.

a lot of people are just trying to do what their parents did but we live in a totally different world. there is lots of jobs still but back then it was like "THIS TOWER NEEDS TO GET BUILT PRONTO WE'LL TAKE ANY MAN GIVE HIM A HAMMER AND GET HIM TO BOOT"

nowadays its like "uhhh. nice tie? check. hair done nicely? check. college requirements: eh not bad." "we'll consider you, please don't wait up, "

posted February 16, 2017 03:41 PM            

I slept with the wildlife too. It doesn't last forever. You'll also gain a strength that others don't have so long as you don't fall into self-loathing and negativity. No one has cursed you. If you can't get your consciousness into a good place, consider a simple aid like a well-chosen crystal or gemstone that is kept on your body around the clock.

I just had to start using Larimar this way to get myself back into a balanced emotional/spiritual place. You'll find at my blog site I do a no-strings-attached healing gemstone exchange. I'll send you 2-3 Larimar if you email me an address that will work for you.

Remember, this Saturn-Pluto progression calls for conservation of your inner strength in order to build your outer circumstances long-term. Stay focused on what you love, your music and art. No one can deny you that love, but you.

posted February 17, 2017 03:32 PM            

I concur. The modified chart I have for you as a result of following some of your posts here affirms what you've said about Jupiter.

Trust yourself. Keep your integrity, and show the world what you can do.

Let me know if there's any way I can help.