posted April 15, 2017 07:02 AM            

The conjuction is in my 9th house. Transit Saturn stationed to go retro a degree away from my Dsc. Explains a lot

Where is this conjuction between Chiron/Venus square Saturn taking place in your chart? and how is it making you feel?

posted April 15, 2017 09:26 AM            

Like you, 313N, I'm feeling this with relationships. My best friend has been away completely incommunicado - it shouldn't bother me, but it does hurt. Amusingly, in our composite chart, the day he went away, venus retrograded into our composite third house, so that figures.

On the upside, it's given me some space to think, and I've put wheels in motion to get some therapy to deal with issues from my ex (we broke up at new year) - it's going to cost a fair bit financially, but will be worth it

I've also been trying not to spend money - I'm usually the least materialistic person in the world, but unusually for me, I have a long list of things I'd like to buy, some that I need, and some that would be more indulgent/selfish. Here is where the saturn square is helping - it's curtailing the urge ha.

posted April 15, 2017 09:44 AM            

Just noticed my progressed Venus is at 28 pisces at the moment. It's no wonder these transits have me thinking of therapy also. Not sure I can get through this alone this time

Broke up with partner just like you Stellia, around Christmas.

posted April 15, 2017 11:53 AM            

I'm looking forward to Venus going direct - it's like, I've had time to hit the pause button and get settled into my new life (I'm triple-fixed, these things take time), and it's given me that reflection time to plan next steps.

I need to reset some patterns and habits before I can get involved with anyone new, so in a way, I'm quite glad of this transit. I've got a big year of transits coming up - nodal return over the summer, Saturn doing another double pass over Neptune, progressed moon crossing into Sagittarius in a couple of months.

To some this would be frustrating, but I'm taking the pragmatic approach. I'm focusing more on building friendships (Saturn in 11th), especially ones I lost in the last relationship, and I see this period as a recovery. By Christmas/new year, I think things will look and feel very different.

posted April 15, 2017 02:14 PM            

For the past few weeks, I've been getting back some feelings, but after what happened last night, I woke up with blunted emotions again. So, to put it simply, Venus and Chiron aren't making me feel anything.

Surprisingly, I haven't cried as much as expected either last night or this morning. It could be Saturn restraining my emotional expression again or just my brain coping with pain by blunting my emotions.

More importantly, my levels of hydration have been fairly low, because I keep crying. This is a thing that has been on-going since the year began, though it was at its worst back in January and it may be that I still haven't recovered from the dehydration caused by crying for about two weeks straight.

I had some issues with my boyfriend last night as well. The problem itself is likely to resolve this evening if I'm lucky. My emotions being blunted, however, will likely stay that way for a few days at least.