posted April 26, 2017 07:40 AM            

You have cancer moon which is a nurturer moon, once this moon has bad experiences, it will stay there forever and this is the second vindictive sign after scorpio. 1st Scorpio moon and 2nd Cancer moon, they never let go the wrong things happen to them.

Your mars square pluto, this could be the sign of why you found the drive/ambition based on bad experiences and want to execute the revenge.

Your sun sign at 29° in Cap, I think it is a stress degree to your personality.

posted April 26, 2017 07:59 AM            

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Originally posted by hearttreasure:

Your pluto in 4th house, maybe the first disappointment comes from your home life? And it conjunct chiron, I don't know what does it mean..

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posted April 26, 2017 08:14 AM            

Mars square Pluto is energy that can either be used to build or destroy.

Now the fact that Pluto/Mars are on the angles and square Asc,there could be a desire to make one over or transform the self and cleanse oneself of the ills of the world.

It could be through diet,exercise,work or pledging onself to an ideal that transforms the world(in your view).

Passion characterizes much of your nature. But it can come off as rage and feeling helpless(Mars in Pisces) at times.

It is good for you to get out and see the world(Jupiter in 9th). And the military route may fit(Aries on the cusp of the 9th).

Now its interesting that you say you don't care for humanity and all that. But with Mars in Pisces, you may sacrifice your individuality(Mars) to be a part of an ideal(Pisces) or worthy cause.

Add to that Pluto in Sag on the Ic is an internal interest to dig deep (Pluto) to what connects everything(Sag). U may even travel considerably for a very long time.

Your home life may not be easy. Strong opinions on religious views, politics, race relations etc. Characterizes much of the probable atmosphere.

posted April 26, 2017 09:12 AM            

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Originally posted by hearttreasure:
Out of the astrology, I think it is because you have a lot of disappointment in life and you still may not find people who can give comfort yet.

You have cancer moon which is a nurturer moon, once this moon has bad experiences, it will stay there forever and this is the second vindictive sign after scorpio. 1st Scorpio moon and 2nd Cancer moon, they never let go the wrong things happen to them.

Your mars square pluto, this could be the sign of why you found the drive/ambition based on bad experiences and want to execute the revenge.

Your sun sign at 29° in Cap, I think it is a stress degree to your personality.

Your pluto in 4th house, maybe the first disappointment comes from your home life? And it conjunct chiron, I don't know what does it mean..

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Recently ive been planning my career into become an army officer, since i generally love anything involving leadership. This year i got through this break up, and i just am somber. Everyone thinks im perfectly cool-headed (i usually am) but i am still ****** off. Ive had problems with my childhood.

posted April 26, 2017 10:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
People who want power "over" others often feel weak within themselves.

Mars square Pluto is energy that can either be used to build or destroy.

Now the fact that Pluto/Mars are on the angles and square Asc,there could be a desire to make one over or transform the self and cleanse oneself of the ills of the world.

It could be through diet,exercise,work or pledging onself to an ideal that transforms the world(in your view).

Passion characterizes much of your nature. But it can come off as rage and feeling helpless(Mars in Pisces) at times.

It is good for you to get out and see the world(Jupiter in 9th). And the military route may fit(Aries on the cusp of the 9th).

Now its interesting that you say you don't care for humanity and all that. But with Mars in Pisces, you may sacrifice your individuality(Mars) to be a part of an ideal(Pisces) or worthy cause.

Add to that Pluto in Sag on the Ic is an internal interest to dig deep (Pluto) to what connects everything(Sag). U may even travel considerably for a very long time.

Your home life may not be easy. Strong opinions on religious views, politics, race relations etc. Characterizes much of the probable atmosphere.

But you suspect that most of it is lies/exaggerated. So finding your own definition of what home is, may transform you inside/out and have you abandon much of what you had faith in.

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I dont really "sacrifice" for anyone. Its not what believe in. Now i am very idealistic. i believe there has to be a certain order and law in life that people should abide by. If i would dedicate myself to a cause, i want it to be for a sense of control.

posted April 26, 2017 12:49 PM            

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Originally posted by lalalinda:
Hello YD1922! Welcome to LL

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