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sis
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posted June 10, 2017 03:04 PM
  
I know this question of mine is not related to astrology but I ve got nowhere else to go…Do you believe in magic ? Any experiences ? Let me tell you my story… I have been having this on-off affair for almost 8 years now… I am obsessed and boo matter what I do I can't get away.. Ok I have this in my nature due to my pluto aspects but.. This guy is sun, venus, mars in scorpio. Last year, I saw a book at his home.. It was about magic.. When he realized I was looking at it, he panicked.. and pulled me away… I can't get away from this guy no matter how I feel, what I do… It is making me sick ! Seriously, my health is suffering because I can not get away.. I am bleeding… Medication brings temporary solution… A couple of times, in our intimate moments he said you put a spell on me.. I said it is you not me… I sensed a strong reaction to it.. so from time I say magic to see how he reacts and I sense something… as if he is hiding something... anyways… I don't know if my malfunctioning harmonies making me paranoid and crazy but as I am bleeding now, missing ( he is not in the city ) someone who treats me so poorly, constantly thinking about him.. loosing my integrity… and I am not the only one.. there is this other woman I know.. she is calm collected and very mature.. she seems to be hooked as well.. and he treats her very poorly … even though being obsessive is not in her nature, she is obsessed too... It is crazy i know… but why did he have that book… I ve not seen that book again… any opinions ? IP: Logged |
Ann7
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posted June 10, 2017 03:21 PM
Magick will only work if you let it. If you don't want to be attached then walk away. It's that simple. Keep your will strong and your head clear and you will be fine. IP: Logged |
sis
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posted June 10, 2017 03:28 PM
Whenever I am trying to use my willpower about him, I am getting sick ! … but I agree with you… I have to learn to let go if the other person does not want me, don't aloud me… I am completely loosing it.. Blaming magic for my attachment to him.. Crazy… As a matter of fact as soon as I opened the topic, I tried to delete it… but learned only forum leaders can do it…
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florence
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posted June 10, 2017 03:30 PM
I think it's possible, yes.Have you checked what asteroid Nessus is doing in your/his/both charts? I think it can be a compelling point. Also asteroid Sado. I now believe that, as often as it's said - and obvious too - the strength of anything like that depends on the one who is doing it to believe in it. On this basis they needn't even be practising magic to believe you are powerfully attracted and that to follow. The way to get some freedom back is probably for you and him to disbelieve you are attracted. Maybe you could superficially do this by pretending (not easy if you aren't nearly there yet) or, as I've found truly grieving for what has not transpired, has accelerated the process by opening other possibilities (that in my experience are wonderful as if all the pent up desires I've had have been incubating and waiting) which then does allow you to disbelieve in the strength of attraction. I feel for you as it's not easy, you are probably in actuality at the hardest point now. It's a relief when you can stop wanting and I hope you get there soon He might have just been hiding the book out of embarrassment but I wouldn't be surprised if a Scorpio heavy person would also capitalise on the suggestive power that they have practised magic. More than likely he hasn't. IP: Logged |
sis
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posted June 10, 2017 03:49 PM
Nessus is not doing anything. I have not heard of Sado before.. but now I checkedMy Sad ret is in my 7th house 29 degree My Sado falls in his 11th house squaring his nat Uranus
His Sado falls in my 8th house squaring my nat Uranus and Midheaven And our Sados are in conjunction… Do these aspects say anything ? I will be gong on a holiday soon - which he said he might come - and if he does not come I will be open to a summer fling… My ex is there as well and I know if he knows I am in town, he would love to see me again.. In short, I will try to get over him by having sex with someone new or someone from my past… I hope it works and breaks the -magic spell- he put on me.. IP: Logged |
florence
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posted June 10, 2017 03:58 PM
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Originally posted by sis:
Nessus is not doing anything. I have not heard of Sado before.. but now I checkedMy Sad ret is in my 7th house 29 degree My Sado falls in his 11th house squaring his nat Uranus
His Sado falls in my 8th house squaring my nat Uranus and Midheaven And our Sados are in conjunction… Do these aspects say anything ? I will be gong on a holiday soon - which he said he might come - and if he does not come I will be open to a summer fling… My ex is there as well and I know if he knows I am in town, he would love to see me again.. In short, I will try to get over him by having sex with someone new or someone from my past… I hope it works and breaks the -magic spell- he put on me..
I honestly don't know if those aspects mean anything but I've noticed when I feel very strongly under someone's thrall those two asteroids were prominent so it's more a working theory than fact. He might have put a spell on you but if you believe that (I've considered someone has to me) the more you can imagine it weakening, the more it will diminish imo.
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sis
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posted June 10, 2017 04:06 PM
even if he did not, now I have decided to choose to believe that he did it. Because I have just realized believing that he put a spell on me is lessening the attachment I feel towards him..thank you so much for your insights IP: Logged |
florence
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posted June 10, 2017 04:08 PM
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Kannon McAfee
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posted June 10, 2017 05:54 PM
sis,I recommend that you get some space to yourself, do some deep breathing, and whatever else it takes to get into a peaceful state of mind and begin visualizing this: wrapping cotton candy-like pink clouds of light around him; keep at it and wrap layers and layers of it around him until it is as strong as many layers of spider web silk. Continue this often -- daily -- while in a peaceful state of mind, not blaming, not in fear. If you feel you need to, visualize it as tighter, stronger fibers like silk or spider web fibers, and be sure to input Love-power into each one. Simultaneously before and after each of these visualizations, affirm out loud that you respect and accept yourself as you are and deserve genuine respect and acceptance from anyone who you let into your life. Do this long as it takes. With any such controlling influence exerted upon you, you counter it with Love-power exerted from a peaceful (meditative) state of mind in which you only want the best for yourself and all those involved. You might include that verbalized out loud since you are aware of another such woman. You don't 'fight fire with fire' here. You counter it with strong peace and Love. ------------------
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Kannon McAfee
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posted June 10, 2017 06:04 PM
I also recommend you get some Sunstone, preferably at least a 1" piece you wear on your body at all times, and preferably where it cannot be seen. If you are going to do this, it means enacting an intention that you keep to yourself to break his hold on you.Also get pieces (4) of Sunstone to place at the corners of your bed, get those too. They'll help release the hooks he has on you, especially if you imbue them with that intention once you get them. ------------------
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sis
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posted June 10, 2017 07:39 PM
oh Kannon thank you so much ! And yes I agree I can't fight fire with fire and besides it is not in my nature to hate, hurt intentionally… I can't hate him. or the other woman who I believe to be innocent… even though I can be jealous of her, I will never do anything to hurt her. Upps all of a sudden I remembered my cursing to him… It was the first and the last time I cursed somebody… I was hurting too much, to the point that I was all hurt and sense of self was completely diminished… The curse was coming from the heart, soul and was very strong… I even kinda visualized it while cursing… I pulled his heart out… One could easily say it came back on me…however the curse belongs to this year so does not explain 7 years on the hook… I will follow your instructions and do as you say. once again thank you so much... IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
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posted June 10, 2017 08:59 PM
Wow.A Pisces friend was caught up in something that involved a spell being put on him by a jilted ex. So i think its real because he affirms that he knew that he was not thinking straight and doing ridiculous things to get the guy(ex) back. Looking back, he laughs at it. I think he was fortunate that the period wore off. The ex could have gone further because he was angry that the Pisces broke things off. IP: Logged |
colorful butterfly
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posted June 10, 2017 09:29 PM
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Originally posted by sis:
I know this question of mine is not related to astrology but I ve got nowhere else to go…Do you believe in magic ? Any experiences ? Let me tell you my story… I have been having this on-off affair for almost 8 years now… I am obsessed and boo matter what I do I can't get away.. Ok I have this in my nature due to my pluto aspects but.. This guy is sun, venus, mars in scorpio. Last year, I saw a book at his home.. It was about magic.. When he realized I was looking at it, he panicked.. and pulled me away… I can't get away from this guy no matter how I feel, what I do… It is making me sick ! Seriously, my health is suffering because I can not get away.. I am bleeding… Medication brings temporary solution… A couple of times, in our intimate moments he said you put a spell on me.. I said it is you not me… I sensed a strong reaction to it.. so from time I say magic to see how he reacts and I sense something… as if he is hiding something... anyways… I don't know if my malfunctioning harmonies making me paranoid and crazy but as I am bleeding now, missing ( he is not in the city ) someone who treats me so poorly, constantly thinking about him.. loosing my integrity… and I am not the only one.. there is this other woman I know.. she is calm collected and very mature.. she seems to be hooked as well.. and he treats her very poorly … even though being obsessive is not in her nature, she is obsessed too... It is crazy i know… but why did he have that book… I ve not seen that book again… any opinions ?
I am christian so believing in witchcraft outside of herbal healing. I did go into a pagan store before out of sheer curiosity. Funny the lady told me a priest/ rabbi ( something like that) would come in to buy some sage. I am not sure what the stone is called but if you believe that he has put a spell of some nature on you then go to a store for pagan practices and ask for the stone that sends the energy back to him. It reverses the spell from what I read and he will be all over you btw. If he makes you be at his command or something then he will then be at yours. Up to you on what you do with that. Hopefully revenge is not in your nature but he will get back that to which he has given.
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nordicsoul
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posted June 11, 2017 03:10 AM
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Originally posted by sis:
Whenever I am trying to use my willpower about him, I am getting sick ! … but I agree with you… I have to learn to let go if the other person does not want me, don't aloud me… I am completely loosing it.. Blaming magic for my attachment to him.. Crazy… As a matter of fact as soon as I opened the topic, I tried to delete it… but learned only forum leaders can do it…
the getting sick may be a byproduct of the "withdrawal symtoms". when you are emotionally attached to someone, just the thought of not having them anymore can make u sick, regardless of any magic. magic is a two ways street and you can send back the "magic" where it belongs. send it back with neutral feelings. try to remove anger and fears and you will be all fine breath deeply for several minutes and visualize your energy coming back to you. if he is not good for you do not let any "magic" to be in the way. you may be using the magic as an excuse to keep with him and as an excuse to not be strong enough to let him go. being attached is normal and acepting mistreatment when people are attached is very common (regardless of magic) so. talk to yourself and give that comand "I claim my freedom, i am free from any attachment that pose a risk to my wellbeing" write it down, do visualizations. go to nature and recharge with energy. these attachement feelings will subside soon, but you need to give yourself the chance to do it. do not get confused about being sick. this may be the emotional stress more than anything else. best wishes! NS IP: Logged |
sis
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posted June 11, 2017 09:07 AM
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Originally posted by nordicsoul:
the getting sick may be a byproduct of the "withdrawal symtoms". when you are emotionally attached to someone, just the thought of not having them anymore can make u sick, regardless of any magic.magic is a two ways street and you can send back the "magic" where it belongs. send it back with neutral feelings. try to remove anger and fears and you will be all fine breath deeply for several minutes and visualize your energy coming back to you. if he is not good for you do not let any "magic" to be in the way. you may be using the magic as an excuse to keep with him and as an excuse to not be strong enough to let him go. being attached is normal and acepting mistreatment when people are attached is very common (regardless of magic) so. talk to yourself and give that comand "I claim my freedom, i am free from any attachment that pose a risk to my wellbeing" write it down, do visualizations. go to nature and recharge with energy. these attachement feelings will subside soon, but you need to give yourself the chance to do it. do not get confused about being sick. this may be the emotional stress more than anything else. best wishes! NS
makes a lot of sense… thank you IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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posted June 11, 2017 02:27 PM
Hope you are feeling better!IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted June 16, 2017 02:38 PM
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Hemilla
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posted June 29, 2017 06:14 AM
i belive in ot and no good thing will happen to people who use it - idk where you are from but if you think someone used black magic on you go to preist or hoja if you are a muslim and talk to them about it - idk if pfotestant preists know how to lift blac magic but Ortodox and Catholic sure do - most hojas will also accept to hellp you out, if they refuse go find another one. Blac magic is not a joke .IP: Logged |
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