posted August 20, 2017 09:04 AM            

I literally would rather work in a strip club or something along those lines than continue working the job I've been in. I've put up with many months of toxic treatment bordering on verbal abuse, sexual harassment, etc. (although I just let it roll off my back, like the 1,000 other illegal things that happen at this place).

I'm trying to make a complete career change but that's proving to be more challenging than I anticipated.

posted August 20, 2017 03:44 PM            

Its almost like there is some kind of contract in place that is diff to repeal. And we just have to live it out etc.

When Saturn was conjunct my Mars in Libra, I didn't like the work environment I was in because I couldn't sociliaze much and felt confined.

posted August 25, 2017 10:35 PM            

To make a long story short... I have been riddled with health issues to the point of not functioning. Because of this I have to live with my parents, and I can't work, drive, be alone... I'm having brain surgery by the end of the year for what's going on... to just to help with the symptoms (there is not cure). My brain is herniating out the bottom of my skull pushing against my brainstem and spine...

I would so wish I was only having job/boredom issues... I feel extremely grateful if I have a day I only throw up a couple times, or not black out, or not fall over at least 5+ times, or get to eat a normal meal (b/c of vertigo/nausea) or if I can actually go outside in the sun or even get in a car without feeling like I'm being stabbed in the head with an ice pick constantly...