Topic: Why is life unfair? Why to me? Why are some so lucky?
Registered: Sep 2017
posted October 24, 2017 08:49 AM
I know I sound crazy and probably in delusional but please understand. I have fallen hard. For a guy who doesnt even know I exist in this world. He's a celebrity music producer/rapper. I know millions if girls probably like him too, but I really am feeling sad because of him. Im crying as I type this. Up late at night thinking wow Ive fallen for this guy and want him so bad that I wouldn't care if I lost my house as long as I have him. Yet only one girl will have him and I know it wont be me. So he basically was just put here to shove in my face? Like "oh here is a guy that is everything you hope for, but oh yeah you can never stand a chance to even date him!" So tell me... what did his future S/O do in her pastlife to get such a gift? Why cant it be me? I know you may be thinking "oh he's a celebrity you dont even know him well enough" well let me tell you, I know quite a bit. There is still a lot about him to discover but I just have an intuitive good feeling about him. Even so I know he's not perfect, it may sound like I think he's perfect and am being irrational but Im aware that that goes with any relationship. There are negative traits in all relationships but you should accept all their flaws and work around them right? In any case it doesnt matter because it's not like it's serious and real.
But I have never felt this way about anyone before. But whar is it about him? Is there something in our synastry that shows my magnetic pull to him?
I appreciate the masterpiece that is you, because your existence alone is art
Registered: Mar 2011
posted October 24, 2017 09:13 AM
I knew from the title this was posted by a very Pisces / Neptunian individual.
The key here is your nodal axis, his Moon triggers what you need to learn and a lot of that is to with practical application of your creativity.
Best way to view this is to pretend you *are* him, integrate those qualities you admire. You have Neptune transiting your Pisces planets, so learning to ground yourself with yoga and meditation will bring valuable long term benefits.
Neptune is palpable your thoughts and dreams are more real than the physical world. You can experience anything you wish...
There are many who would envy you that!!
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