posted December 31, 2017 06:36 AM
and quite honestly, what they have done for me in the last...ehh since 1997.
The signs in question would be:
To my Cancer Sun-Sag & Aqua
To my Cap Moon -Leo & Gem
Starting from, about, 1997 and ALL THE WAY TO 2013 (!!), I dabbled with inconjunctions. We were drawn to eachother like flies to sh1t, literally. I suppose I could make a case for Aqua since I do have that Cancer stellium in 11H + Aqua Vertex + lots of Uranus going on....and I suppose I could make a case for Leo with an asc in Leo, Moon 5H, Saturn in Leo and a pSun in Leo. Latter would probably be a no-brainer as to why I attract and am attracted to Leo, and maybe then Aqua since it's Leo's opposite.
Sag and Gem? *shoulder shrug* and the ending of all of those ordeals where equally as much *shoulder shrug*.
Thing is this: it just never really worked out. The oil ALMOST mixed into the water but not quite. It was like a really nice, luxurious sweater, that felt super nice at first only to start itiching in the end. No real bad endings. No " I hate you's". No revenge-plotting. Just plain and simple *shoulder shrugs*
I feel like I trick people, unknowingly, into seeing someone that I am not and I don't know how to stop it. Of course an Aquarius Sun might be atttracted to my Cancerian way of caring along with the fact that I am detached. But I am not AQUARIUS DETACHED! And of course a Leo might be attracted to my Moon because it embodies Leo flavoring but I am NOT A LEO!
And of course I will scare off signs that I otherwise might be a great fit with, such as Scorpio, or Taurus or Cappies or even Cancers, but what they see is someone very aloof, mysterious, wild and quite frankly not always trustworthy. That will go down real well with a Scorpio.....NOT.
As an example to this is my husband with his Aries Sun, Mercury 1H. Taurus Moon 2H. Cap Mars 10H. Pisces Venus 12H conj Asc. I mean, how much clearer blueprint of his personality could one need??!! It's all there and he embodies everyhing perfectly. There are never any doubts about him.
I just feel like I could make a case for everything and everyone in the entire zodiac and I probably would make it work due to sheer willpower and stubborness only to fall flat on my nose, again.
It's like being "neptune square venus" + "pluto parallel mars" and that's my personality much more than "Cancer Sun" + "Capricorn Moon" because I don't own my personality. I am everything and nothing at the same time.
Do I even make sense?? Does anyone else feel like this?