posted February 10, 2018 10:56 AM
You could leave the link from here to whatever charts you said you set up over in Personal Readings. Commenters could join you there.Other thing would be to leave a link from here to the synastry Forum.
By the way... you have to remove the 's' from 'http' to get anything to link at LL. Includes articles, websites, etc.
Very very gently, I would look within and ask myself(you) WHY there is such a fascination, obsession, with this person?
Is there some kind of envy going on?
(and that's natural too-- forgive yourself easily, and look at what's going on inside you?)
Another thing too, is that some people have Talents for performing things that we cannot do, ourselves.
How could YOU "add" to her life in a positive way?
I remember a counselor who used to say that when a person is doing things that ask for 'attention', then what's wrong with Giving them some of that attention they desire? It could help change their life in a Positive way?
I personally saw that happen in a group of people I had been involved with in the 1990s. The woman who was their victim/'target' for socially-ostracizing awful cruel criticisms and non-inclusions, was unconsciously reacting to all of it, in what could be judged as 'attention seeking' behavior.
The more-cruelly they treated her, the more neurotic she became--- BECAUSE, she was an actual 'sensitive'.
When I saw in-effect that *they* were actually 'bullying' her, I decided to act on the wise advice I had heard years before. I looked at the group-marginalized target-person, looked at her with a mind and heart of compassion. It 'calmed' her down ... and the group started seeing a different person.
She was a brilliant person (much smarter than they), who cared a lot about people-- but *they* had a HARD attitude, and talked about her in a negative way amongst themselves.
Their corralling of their own opinions (gossip even?), just reinforced as they looked for what "proved" their own negativity.
This person was actually very empathic/(psychic), and feeling a lack of connection. She would reach out, they would hurt her, and trigger her reactions to their unfair assessments of her. Kept a negativity-loop going.
I befriended her (made a connection), and we started seeing a different person in our midsts.
She went on to become an important leader in the city and counties where she lived at-large.
She helped many people.
Plus, she had a freaky-talent at photography that allowed her to have some renown in that circle. (If you are older, you might even have seen some of her work, which was used on television shows.)
Had I-myself judged her (along with my peers) and dog-piled MORE negativity on her, based on shallow reactive behaviors, she wouldn't have stopped the overt mistakes she was making.
Same thing happens with attention-getting behaviors, herd-mentality peers, teachers, and children who are not having certain 'needs' satisfied.
Creates a dangerous precarious situation sometimes---
Myapie ...
What kind of inner 'shift' can you make in yourself, to view this person a little-more differently? Reframe the behavior.
She seems a bit self-destructive, in spite of her "apparent" popularity? What would you imagine that she is truly needing?
There might be an 'assignment' involvement with you and her?
Over the next weeks, consider what you could 'add' to her life, maybe in a quiet way, that could add to her sense of security?
Many people who are 'out there popular' could actually be leading quiet lives of desperations (as poets pen it).
What could you do, even 'energetically', like a switch in attitude-- IF you could; and I DO know 'how difficult' that can be with some people...
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*ahem*.. Want you to know that I am no saint, and I TOO deal with feelings in myself around difficult-personality traits in people that are maddening to get around!! LOL
Sending you Love, and MUCH Encouragement.
I commend you for being so open about your feelings.
I see that you registered here a LONG time ago, and really haven't participated for a while.
This must REALLY be bothering you a LOT.
I empathize with your Difficulties.
Softly, *~Hey!, Been there*???, and STILL humanly dealing with my OWN faults and fallibilities.
Hugs & Love!