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SoulOfABird
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posted March 07, 2018 03:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How does it affect ones personality? I have this aspect. Its the tightest aspect in my chart. I also have Moon Conjunct Uranus in the 12th house. I have read some descriptions of these aspecrs but havent seen descriptions specifically about Aquarius moon conjunct Jupiter in specifically the 12th house.

Thank you for your help 😊

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posted March 07, 2018 07:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lalafortunaea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Can you post your chart, please? This is intriguing.

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posted March 07, 2018 08:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mereiposa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'd like to see the chart too!

I feel like it the Moon in Aqua conjunct Uranus would add to your unique, Uranian vibe. You can be intellectual about your emotions and they way you process them, and you like the instability of change and excitement. Conjunct to Jupiter would give you more emotional connection I feel like, so it could soften the Aquarian side of things. At the same time, it's going to also expand the Uranus.

12th house... sometimes it is hard for you to see all of this about yourself. I feel like it may be a struggle to realize your desire for independence and change, and you don't even know how unique you really are. This sets you apart from others but maybe you don't realize that other people aren't like you?

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posted March 07, 2018 11:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for capricorncheriscty     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
doesn't the antichrist have this

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posted March 07, 2018 05:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Lalafortunaea:
Can you post your chart, please? This is intriguing.

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posted March 07, 2018 05:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mereiposa:
I'd like to see the chart too!

I feel like it the Moon in Aqua conjunct Uranus would add to your unique, Uranian vibe. You can be intellectual about your emotions and they way you process them, and you like the instability of change and excitement. Conjunct to Jupiter would give you more emotional connection I feel like, so it could soften the Aquarian side of things. At the same time, it's going to also expand the Uranus.

12th house... sometimes it is hard for you to see all of this about yourself. I feel like it may be a struggle to realize your desire for independence and change, and you don't even know how unique you really are. This sets you apart from others but maybe you don't realize that other people aren't like you?


I have felt quite different since I was little, in a way that a bit hard to explain. But I haven't thought myself to be super Aquarius unique. I mean especially appearance wise I am pretty basic. I wear basic clothes, nothing that stands out. I dont feel like I stand out much but some have told be I am unique (: I take that as a compliment. I think since I was little I have always go against trends or popular things for no reason except for the fact that I just was turned off with things everyone is into. Like in school I didn't listen to the newer music most kids my age listened just because, so I would listen to older music. Kind of hard to explain but thats kind of how Ive always been. I feel like subconsciouslyI have cared about what others think, but as Im older I realize it shouldn't matter, so in a lot of ways I don't let others try to define what they think I should be and how the world should be. I can be a bit idealistic and I wish for things to be pure in this world but it's hard for me to accept certain things. I dont feel as unemotional people say Aquarius moons are, and growing up I didnt feel like I was less emotional than my Cancer moon sister! But my family saw me as unemotional and less emotional than my sister. Even though I didnt feel that way. I think the main difference is that my sister soaks up the personality of the person she is with, and their moods become hers, but I still keep my individuality. Even though I can recognize others emotions and feelings it may affect me a bit but I still stay composed I guess.

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posted March 07, 2018 05:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by capricorncheriscty:
doesn't the antichrist have this

I know dont remind me 😩 I dislike that about my chart. But how do we really know that that is actually the antichrists chart? Its on Astrotheme right? So how do they know that's accurate?

But to make myself feel better, Jesus is Pisces Sun Aquarius moon, and Im also Pisces Sun Aquarius moon 😎😎😎😎😎

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posted March 07, 2018 06:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lalafortunaea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Your moon placement is actually quite fascinating.
I have a lot more to say, but don't have much time atm, but I just wanted to say the following:

I have a theory about this moon placement. While it is a theory, my thoughts about this are quite evidentiary, and are built upon my recent findings, particularly involving the planet Saturn - and I think what I've got to say may be of interest to you. Saturn is said to be the bridge between the higher octave planets (Uranus, Neptune, Pluto (Aquarius, Pisces, Scorpio)) and the lower octave planets. Saturn influence, and heavy Capricorn gives one a lot of work to do in order to earn, and understand higher states of consciousness, higher vibrations, and higher energies. We don't quite understand higher energies from higher densities, realms and realities, but the higher octave signs and planets act as beacons, as lightning rods and portals, so that these energies may attempt to be expressed on our lower 3D plane. So, if Saturn is the bridge, then that means, wherever someone has a higher octave sign or planet, that means that that person has either "crossed" the Saturnan bridge, or is able, and ready to "learn" to cross this bridge, more so now than before.

So if we've got a higher octave sign in a higher octave house, that is a double whammy. It means that there is something about this person (you, in this case) that is capable of receiving a lot of information and understanding a lot of things that are of a higher nature. This would also tend to give someone, on some level, a heavy heart, because part of them will know, and understand, that they were very, very different. Not because they necessarily try to be, but simply, there is something alien about them. This can cause great inner lonliness. This person may even be fascinated by what is normal, by what is shallow, because this person may feel they miss out on the connection with others.

There are people who strive to be different, strive to be original, strive to go against the crowd and find some higher meaning to their life.
In some way, you've already found this. You already are/could be naturally original, and without effort, possibly without even your own knowledge, be going against the crowd by simply existing.

Think of it this way. No one was ever complimented because they are able to breathe. This just means that whatever you possess, is probably so natural you don't see it.

Are you, per chance, the one who once mentioned you had/have a super active imagination that you don't know what to do about?

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posted March 07, 2018 07:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for capricorncheriscty     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SoulOfABird:
I know dont remind me 😩 I dislike that about my chart. But how do we really know that that is actually the antichrists chart? Its on Astrotheme right? So how do they know that's accurate?

But to make myself feel better, Jesus is Pisces Sun Aquarius moon, and Im also Pisces Sun Aquarius moon 😎😎😎😎😎


oh lol idk if that is his true chart bc honestly i dont believe in religion, i just thought it was funny. sorry if i offended!

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posted March 08, 2018 01:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Lalafortunaea:
Your moon placement is actually quite fascinating.
I have a lot more to say, but don't have much time atm, but I just wanted to say the following:

I have a theory about this moon placement. While it is a theory, my thoughts about this are quite evidentiary, and are built upon my recent findings, particularly involving the planet Saturn - and I think what I've got to say may be of interest to you. Saturn is said to be the bridge between the higher octave planets (Uranus, Neptune, Pluto (Aquarius, Pisces, Scorpio)) and the lower octave planets. Saturn influence, and heavy Capricorn gives one a lot of work to do in order to earn, and understand higher states of consciousness, higher vibrations, and higher energies. We don't quite understand higher energies from higher densities, realms and realities, but the higher octave signs and planets act as beacons, as lightning rods and portals, so that these energies may attempt to be expressed on our lower 3D plane. So, if Saturn is the bridge, then that means, wherever someone has a higher octave sign or planet, that means that that person has either "crossed" the Saturnan bridge, or is able, and ready to "learn" to cross this bridge, more so now than before.

So if we've got a higher octave sign in a higher octave house, that is a double whammy. It means that there is something about this person (you, in this case) that is capable of receiving a lot of information and understanding a lot of things that are of a higher nature. This would also tend to give someone, on some level, a heavy heart, because part of them will know, and understand, that they were very, very different. Not because they necessarily try to be, but simply, there is something alien about them. This can cause great inner lonliness. This person may even be fascinated by what is normal, by what is shallow, because this person may feel they miss out on the connection with others.

There are people who strive to be different, strive to be original, strive to go against the crowd and find some higher meaning to their life.
In some way, you've already found this. You already are/could be naturally original, and without effort, possibly without even your own knowledge, be going against the crowd by simply existing.

Think of it this way. No one was ever complimented because they are able to breathe. This just means that whatever you possess, is probably so natural you don't see it.

Are you, per chance, the one who once mentioned you had/have a super active imagination that you don't know what to do about?


I think that was me! The one where I made a thread about what makes someone have an affinity to music? Yes than that was me(: I thought I had maladaptive daydreaming. I think I remember you posted in that thread.


Wow this is a quite interesting observation. You think really deeply. I really do feel a lot of times like Im alone in this world. I haven't thought of myself as some like this. Although I have felt like someone who doesn't typically follow others I haven't thought of myself as extra ordinary kind of. Although I am a bit spiritual in the way I believe in God and pray all the time although not really religious. I often contemplate the meaning of life and wonder the point of existence. Sometimes it even scares cause I worry aboyt those things. But I didn't think that was uncommon. It may be common. In some ways I feel very alone. And scared of the world. I think Im still figuring what is good about me. Because although my chart points to some things in the psychic, spiritual deep realm I havent seem to see myself that way. I always think oh hey maybe I have a special talent, I was hoping music, but Im not really talented, so I feel eben scared to try. Eh I don't know. Im still trying to figure out how to tap into this 12th house stuff. I feel like I wish I never existed sometimes. But I know I shouldn't think that. I always strive to be how I wish to be but it's hard. So I was hoping my chart could shed light on me. So I think what your theory was quite interesting (: It made me a bit happy. It's funny though because people think Im the opposite usually. Like they think Im shallow and hallow with nothing going on in my head. My suster once said that she thinks that I seem like theres just elevator music playing in my head 😂

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There are certain placements in my view that will automatically have an individual feel "foreign","other worldly" or alone.

Pisces/Aqua and Aries.

You have Asc in Aqua,Sun in Pisces,Moon in Aqua,Merc in Pisces,Venus in Pisces.

Add to this,Moon/Uranus are conjunct and Jupiter/Moon are conjunct.

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posted March 08, 2018 11:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SoulOfABird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by capricorncheriscty:
oh lol idk if that is his true chart bc honestly i dont believe in religion, i just thought it was funny. sorry if i offended!

Lol it's okay you didn't offend me

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posted March 09, 2018 08:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lalafortunaea     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SoulOfABird:
I think that was me! The one where I made a thread about what makes someone have an affinity to music? Yes than that was me(: I thought I had maladaptive daydreaming. I think I remember you posted in that thread.

I always think oh hey maybe I have a special talent, I was hoping music, but Im not really talented, so I feel eben scared to try. Eh I don't know. Im still trying to figure out how to tap into this 12th house stuff. I feel like I wish I never existed sometimes. But I know I shouldn't think that. I always strive to be how I wish to be but it's hard. So I was hoping my chart could shed light on me. So I think what your theory was quite interesting (: It made me a bit happy. It's funny though because people think Im the opposite usually. Like they think Im shallow and hallow with nothing going on in my head. My suster once said that she thinks that I seem like theres just elevator music playing in my head 😂


That can be pretty common - to think one is shallow with Aqua/Pisces. Jiddu Krishnamurti, a famous esoteric and spiritual teacher, was thought of as "retarded" and "empty" in his younger years. Such energies are not so understood in this world, as they are not really of this world, entirely. You've got a load of energy in higher octave signs and houses, and a lot of that points to artistic endeavors, spirituality, self sacrifice for a greater cause. Not literally sacrifice but in a way, acting as a conduit, sacrificing the lower ego for the "all". And all that Piscean energy can be a double edged sword. On the one hand, it indicates spirituality and gifts, on the other, Pisces has a lot of self doubt, so has difficulty taping into it and manifesting it into the physical world.

It could simply be a question of tapping into it. Since you've also got a load of 12th house energy, that means a lot of things are still in the dark, still quite unconscious - and the way we can make such things known is by trying to bring them out. This could in part be key in helping you understand yourself. You do seem to be trying to understand yourself more, to shine a light on things. Somebody with an Aquarius (or Capricorn at the right degree) could eventually, in your future (or now) play a role in helping you discover some things hidden in you.

Jupiter there expands the 12th house, expands your emotional receptivity with your moon. It creates a wide channel.

As for finding out what you can do, what you have to offer, it could be as simple as dedicating yourself to doing something just for 15 minutes, once a week. It's staying with something that helps. We often tend to get stuck because we try something, aren't good at it at first, think we're just not good at all, and let it go. But that sort of discipline is needed. Tiny goals with smaller expectations help us achieve those goals, which then provide us with more confidence. For example, my sister believed she had a bad singing voice (true enough, but wasn't fated to be so). She could not carry a tune. Her voice cracked. She was convinced she could not sing to save her life. She gave up for awhile. Then, one day, by chance, she met a singing teacher who offered to teach her a few singing lessons, for free. She practiced, and eventually it was discovered she actually had quite a nice operatic voice! So, our preliminary tries are not always so accurate, and sometimes staying with something can help us discover we're capable of a great talent.

You've got your north node in Virgo. Virgo organizes and builds and does things in a practical manner. (Pisces, the opposite of Virgo, tends to "dissolve" what Virgo has organized). So it would seem that something quite important, should you chose to go after what your NN represents, is to organize and create, and build. What? That is up to you to find out. Another example, I never could play or do anything with an instrument. At some point I just forced myself by sheer will and discipline to learn to play the piano. I tried sticking to it for just a couple of minutes once a week.

Eventually I learned to play moonlight sonata (after some months). It's about focusing on the 'now'. Like, 'now learn to play these 3 keys.' Aquarius, which your moon is, is quite preoccupied with the future. So, it'll take some work (Virgo) but you'll be able if you try bit by bet to master some things, which I believe will lead to more self mastery and self understanding.

For many, with these higher octave energies you've got, they more often than not end up "discovering" themselves very late in life (40's, 50's or even later), because they can be so intense and cause us to wander a bit. I think that the sooner we try to find ourselves and master something, the sooner it can come out and be expressed and understood. And that's when they feel like they "have" to do something to express these energies.

You've got your Sagi MC at 8 degrees. This is something that is said about this degree: "SAGITTARIUS 8
The harsh landscape of the moon with a black sky. The Earth is not visible.
When chaos joins forces with hard and heavy dense frequencies, we are in for an exceedingly difficult journey. The feeling level is depressive and anguish-susceptible. The energies are chaotic and almost random. The result is an undercurrent, an undertow that is vicious. All seems hopeless--the situation contains no relief in sight. In the thick of this dilemma, a momentum toward the future is being seeded in one of two directions. Either you are condemning yourself to grim and forbidding territory as a form of self-punishment for being so far off, or you are preparing the way for a change of heart toward compassion and forgiveness, even for your own greatest weaknesses. It all depends upon whether you can allow in a spiritual light of redemption for the worst. Or whether instead your mind is made up, and another round of no nourishment at all is in order for the one who is lost and now has no way back. That is, until you let the light in to this terrible darkness and radically relent from your judgmental stance."

It's not that we necessarily have to take it literally, but the general gist here is that there is the potential to be so "far off." Where and how that happens depends on you. Because, yes, of this energy you've got can lead one to wander. To be lost, to scatter. Heavy Pisces energy really is at risk of being lost. This does not mean your chart has the final say, or that this is some kind of doom and cannot be changed, or lessened, but it does indicate, and back up, the importance of doing something.

And here you've got this on your IC: GEMINI 8
A chandelier which holds lit candles.
Creative selfhood lights up the world. The brightness lies in the realization of being all things, becoming all things. It is everywhere at once. Nothing is linear, nor consecutive. The spinning upon an axis of power. Joy lies in making the connections, in being a resource, in bringing the situation to what it can be. All is activated, mobilized. Your potential is actualized by being all-inclusive and keeping every side of life in your sights. Lit up from within, having a place to shine.

Notice that it says "Joy lies in making the connections, in being a resource, in bringing the situation to what it can be."
Bring the situation to what it can be - bring yourself to what you can be, and this is where joy lies. Manifest what is inside on the outside, so to speak. Tap into yourself. That Virgo NN will be helpful.

You've got 25 degrees Aqua, and 25 degrees Leo. This, I believe, are quite important degrees. They add up to 7 in numerology. 7 is quite a spiritual number.

AQUARIUS 25
A moustache.
Disciplined, constrained, and consistent. Keeping things within the boundaries set by rational cognition, doing what is strictly appropriate. Objectively, impersonally, dispassionately deciding and choosing and following this up with a way of life. Circumspect, intensely aware of reputation and community standing. You live up to the highest standards impeccably and are self-suppressive routinely. Everything has been decided ahead of time. Obedience to the greater instructions. Subordinated to what shall serve and what shall reach far and wide. Able to tailor and custom-fit your behavior and expression so that the greater good is served absolutely, you manifest pure adherence to the law, with no qualms, no quibbles, no questions.

Discipline and consistency is important. Also, obedience to the greater instructions. Remember what I said above about sacrifice? Not literal, but sacrifice for a greater cause, as some sort of conduit. It's also interesting to note that Aquarius and Leo are polar opposites (and what the represent to each other as polar opposites. The axis.). Each one has what the other needs. You also have what you need inside of you, and balancing these two together seems necessary. And also, fortunately, to balance out your Pisces, your Aquarius gives you a more objective edge.

Neptune and Virgo, 29 and 28 degrees - I do not know how old you are, based on where Pluto is, not 29 or 28 yet, but nearing your Saturn return is when you'll begin an all new phase. It is when we either have to begin what we have put off, reap what we've sown, or take what we've gained to the next level. The Saturn return will drastically affect your Neptune and Virgo NN. It is not so much that we must simply wait until we are pushed, but rather, be ready when we are finally pushed. For some, Saturn is fine, or mild, depending on the individual and their life blueprint. For others, it can be quite tough. Some people even relish in the push because they crave that Saturnian direction.

Something that is known is that you do have a lot of unconscious energy that wishes to come out. It wants you to find out who you are, to know yourself, to take matters into your own hands. It wants to be understood. You want to understand yourself. There is also the question of your username. It could seem like pure happenstance, but the user name you chose, regardless of other reasons, could be a clue, as well.

The subconscious/deeper unconscious is a wild, chaotic and powerful world. Perhaps you could benefit asking yourself what you want, what you need to do, what you're seeking. Ask for signs, even. Who knows, maybe something will show up. Maybe after some weeks of asking, one day your subconscious will attract you somewhere, maybe even online and there will be some sort of message communicated to you. It's similar for how people ask for signs, but we must really look. I believe all of the answers lie within you, you've just got to tap into your power and let it know you're listening.

I hope some of that helped at least a little.

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This is a factor of wide-ranging inner relatability to the external world, odd folks, underdogs; a humanitarian nature at home with the variations of life forms. More so with Uranus added. Spontaneity, free-spirited, citizen of the world.

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Originally posted by Lalafortunaea:
That can be pretty common - to think one is shallow with Aqua/Pisces. Jiddu Krishnamurti, a famous esoteric and spiritual teacher, was thought of as "retarded" and "empty" in his younger years. Such energies are not so understood in this world, as they are not really of this world, entirely. You've got a load of energy in higher octave signs and houses, and a lot of that points to artistic endeavors, spirituality, self sacrifice for a greater cause. Not literally sacrifice but in a way, acting as a conduit, sacrificing the lower ego for the "all". And all that Piscean energy can be a double edged sword. On the one hand, it indicates spirituality and gifts, on the other, Pisces has a lot of self doubt, so has difficulty taping into it and manifesting it into the physical world.

It could simply be a question of tapping into it. Since you've also got a load of 12th house energy, that means a lot of things are still in the dark, still quite unconscious - and the way we can make such things known is by trying to bring them out. This could in part be key in helping you understand yourself. You do seem to be trying to understand yourself more, to shine a light on things. Somebody with an Aquarius (or Capricorn at the right degree) could eventually, in your future (or now) play a role in helping you discover some things hidden in you.

Jupiter there expands the 12th house, expands your emotional receptivity with your moon. It creates a wide channel.

As for finding out what you can do, what you have to offer, it could be as simple as dedicating yourself to doing something just for 15 minutes, once a week. It's staying with something that helps. We often tend to get stuck because we try something, aren't good at it at first, think we're just not good at all, and let it go. But that sort of discipline is needed. Tiny goals with smaller expectations help us achieve those goals, which then provide us with more confidence. For example, my sister believed she had a bad singing voice (true enough, but wasn't fated to be so). She could not carry a tune. Her voice cracked. She was convinced she could not sing to save her life. She gave up for awhile. Then, one day, by chance, she met a singing teacher who offered to teach her a few singing lessons, for free. She practiced, and eventually it was discovered she actually had quite a nice operatic voice! So, our preliminary tries are not always so accurate, and sometimes staying with something can help us discover we're capable of a great talent.

You've got your north node in Virgo. Virgo organizes and builds and does things in a practical manner. (Pisces, the opposite of Virgo, tends to "dissolve" what Virgo has organized). So it would seem that something quite important, should you chose to go after what your NN represents, is to organize and create, and build. What? That is up to you to find out. Another example, I never could play or do anything with an instrument. At some point I just forced myself by sheer will and discipline to learn to play the piano. I tried sticking to it for just a couple of minutes once a week.

Eventually I learned to play moonlight sonata (after some months). It's about focusing on the 'now'. Like, 'now learn to play these 3 keys.' Aquarius, which your moon is, is quite preoccupied with the future. So, it'll take some work (Virgo) but you'll be able if you try bit by bet to master some things, which I believe will lead to more self mastery and self understanding.

For many, with these higher octave energies you've got, they more often than not end up "discovering" themselves very late in life (40's, 50's or even later), because they can be so intense and cause us to wander a bit. I think that the sooner we try to find ourselves and master something, the sooner it can come out and be expressed and understood. And that's when they feel like they "have" to do something to express these energies.

You've got your Sagi MC at 8 degrees. This is something that is said about this degree: "SAGITTARIUS 8
The harsh landscape of the moon with a black sky. The Earth is not visible.
When chaos joins forces with hard and heavy dense frequencies, we are in for an exceedingly difficult journey. The feeling level is depressive and anguish-susceptible. The energies are chaotic and almost random. The result is an undercurrent, an undertow that is vicious. All seems hopeless--the situation contains no relief in sight. In the thick of this dilemma, a momentum toward the future is being seeded in one of two directions. Either you are condemning yourself to grim and forbidding territory as a form of self-punishment for being so far off, or you are preparing the way for a change of heart toward compassion and forgiveness, even for your own greatest weaknesses. It all depends upon whether you can allow in a spiritual light of redemption for the worst. Or whether instead your mind is made up, and another round of no nourishment at all is in order for the one who is lost and now has no way back. That is, until you let the light in to this terrible darkness and radically relent from your judgmental stance."

It's not that we necessarily have to take it literally, but the general gist here is that there is the potential to be so "far off." Where and how that happens depends on you. Because, yes, of this energy you've got can lead one to wander. To be lost, to scatter. Heavy Pisces energy really is at risk of being lost. This does not mean your chart has the final say, or that this is some kind of doom and cannot be changed, or lessened, but it does indicate, and back up, the importance of doing something.

And here you've got this on your IC: GEMINI 8
A chandelier which holds lit candles.
Creative selfhood lights up the world. The brightness lies in the realization of being all things, becoming all things. It is everywhere at once. Nothing is linear, nor consecutive. The spinning upon an axis of power. Joy lies in making the connections, in being a resource, in bringing the situation to what it can be. All is activated, mobilized. Your potential is actualized by being all-inclusive and keeping every side of life in your sights. Lit up from within, having a place to shine.

Notice that it says [b]"Joy lies in making the connections, in being a resource, in bringing the situation to what it can be."
Bring the situation to what it can be - bring yourself to what you can be, and this is where joy lies. Manifest what is inside on the outside, so to speak. Tap into yourself. That Virgo NN will be helpful.

You've got 25 degrees Aqua, and 25 degrees Leo. This, I believe, are quite important degrees. They add up to 7 in numerology. 7 is quite a spiritual number.

AQUARIUS 25
A moustache.
Disciplined, constrained, and consistent. Keeping things within the boundaries set by rational cognition, doing what is strictly appropriate. Objectively, impersonally, dispassionately deciding and choosing and following this up with a way of life. Circumspect, intensely aware of reputation and community standing. You live up to the highest standards impeccably and are self-suppressive routinely. Everything has been decided ahead of time. Obedience to the greater instructions. Subordinated to what shall serve and what shall reach far and wide. Able to tailor and custom-fit your behavior and expression so that the greater good is served absolutely, you manifest pure adherence to the law, with no qualms, no quibbles, no questions.

Discipline and consistency is important. Also, obedience to the greater instructions. Remember what I said above about sacrifice? Not literal, but sacrifice for a greater cause, as some sort of conduit. It's also interesting to note that Aquarius and Leo are polar opposites (and what the represent to each other as polar opposites. The axis.). Each one has what the other needs. You also have what you need inside of you, and balancing these two together seems necessary. And also, fortunately, to balance out your Pisces, your Aquarius gives you a more objective edge.

Neptune and Virgo, 29 and 28 degrees - I do not know how old you are, based on where Pluto is, not 29 or 28 yet, but nearing your Saturn return is when you'll begin an all new phase. It is when we either have to begin what we have put off, reap what we've sown, or take what we've gained to the next level. The Saturn return will drastically affect your Neptune and Virgo NN. It is not so much that we must simply wait until we are pushed, but rather, be ready when we are finally pushed. For some, Saturn is fine, or mild, depending on the individual and their life blueprint. For others, it can be quite tough. Some people even relish in the push because they crave that Saturnian direction.

Something that is known is that you do have a lot of unconscious energy that wishes to come out. It wants you to find out who you are, to know yourself, to take matters into your own hands. It wants to be understood. You want to understand yourself. There is also the question of your username. It could seem like pure happenstance, but the user name you chose, regardless of other reasons, could be a clue, as well.

The subconscious/deeper unconscious is a wild, chaotic and powerful world. Perhaps you could benefit asking yourself what you want, what you need to do, what you're seeking. Ask for signs, even. Who knows, maybe something will show up. Maybe after some weeks of asking, one day your subconscious will attract you somewhere, maybe even online and there will be some sort of message communicated to you. It's similar for how people ask for signs, but we must really look. I believe all of the answers lie within you, you've just got to tap into your power and let it know you're listening.

I hope some of that helped at least a little.[/B]


Im so sorry I didn't get back to you sooner, but I wanted to thank you for your thoughtful post. I found it very helpful(: I do have something I have been aiming towards and working on. Im studying Korean language and I want to move to South Korea someday. That is one thing that I am working towards. I just got a piano for my birthday so Im hoping that will be another thing I can uncover. Ive always fantasized about making music in my daydreams. I guess that's one thing I wish I was talented in. But Im still trying to find out my niche, thank you for this. I think I will try my best to work towards my current goals and hopefully everything will fall into place (:

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