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posted March 18, 2018 03:02 AM            

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Natal Saturn in Capricorn. Natal Sun and Mercury both at 27deg. Pisces. Yeah it's my birthday. I've been struggling with severe depression since Saturn entered Capricorn. Chiron has been haunting me. I have no idea what I'm doing and just cry all the time. I feel like there's nothing for me in this world. Everything seems old and I am really close to giving up. I have pulled upon reserves of strength I didn't know I had over the past year, and I feel like I'm running on fumes. My mental state is causing a ton of physical problems now. I don't know what to do. For months, every day, I say "I just...can't", yet I somehow pull myself forward. I'm lost. Does anyone have any inspiring words of wisdom? I feel like giving up and just escaping from it all. I feel trapped. I feel too grounded. I don't know who I am anymore.

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posted March 18, 2018 08:03 AM            

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Happy Birthday!

It might help if you post your chart or details. First thing I think of is support group, like faith (church), family, etc. You may contact me if you wish.

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posted March 18, 2018 12:05 PM            

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3-18-90 12:52 pm. Mobile AL. I can't remember how to post an image. My problem is when I think about speaking to others, I just say "I'm fine, don't worry about me". The only reason I'm here is hoping to get confirmation or perspective from an astrological viewpoint that these transits are responsible and my life isn't as hopeless as I feel it is.

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posted March 18, 2018 12:09 PM            

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I read about Saturn return and i never thought it could be this bad.

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posted March 18, 2018 12:19 PM            

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TY. Hang in there. Give us a little time.

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posted March 18, 2018 02:40 PM            

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You have Kaali on your Chiron in water in the 12th while your Jupiter is parallel to Kaali in the same house. IMO there is much energy in your subconscious. It seems you are being encouraged to see deep in yourself to find your enormous bottled strength so that you can help others.

Your Sun and Mercury combo in the 9th seems to point to a spiritual solution to your issues.

Do you have family there?

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posted March 18, 2018 02:59 PM            

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Chiron's Nessus is on your Chiron. Also, Chiron's Mars is opposite your Mars and Dejanira. There are many deep passionate objects in Scorpio clumped together. Your Nessus is opposite your Sun.

The issue could be associated with siblings or sexual abuse, etc.

Anything you want to add?

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