posted April 05, 2018 02:04 PM            

It seems to me, you have problems concentrating, for whatever reason.

Saturn is out of Sagittarius. It was squaring your Pisces Sun by sign, but not anymore.

posted April 05, 2018 02:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
Let’s just say if Saturn was a person I would beat his ass.

Making my life unnecessarily hard I’m done trying I’m going to start letting things come to me for once

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I am so moved by your comment. It's the first time someone says this (other than me).
I've fantasized so many times about Saturn being a person.. Having him in a dark basement with chains on his legs and hands. Giving him as much food as he needs just to survive in order to beat him up and make him suffer forever like he does to us for no reason. At least we will have a good reason to do so. And then I'll tell him "You should thank me, I am doing all this for you to make you stronger and teach you some lessons you b@stard"

And not only he doesn't reward you in the end but he is destroying everything he possibly could. The endless feeling of emptyness and the numerous obstacles he puts in every little thing you 're trying to do makes you wanna commit suicide since he has taken everything that gave you strength to keep on trying.
Losing years of your life for no reason.

F*ck you Saturn I hope Pluto co operates with Neptune and Uranus to kill you.

posted April 05, 2018 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:

F*ck you Saturn I hope Pluto co operates with Neptune and Uranus to kill you.

Sorry for my English*

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posted April 05, 2018 03:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Sulkyarcher:
I remember you saying that you have problems working hard, doing a lot, or something along those lines.

It seems to me, you have problems concentrating, for whatever reason.

Saturn is out of Sagittarius. It was squaring your Pisces Sun by sign, but not anymore.

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Nah there’s always problems in some area of your life. When it was squaring my Sun I had issues with discipline. I have Sun conjunct Saturn natally in the 4th

Basically Saturn in Transit is conjuncted with my Neptune, in progression Mercury is conjunct and applying to it and it’s also heading towards my IC, opposing my MC. Yeah I used to be prescribe Ritalin as a child because I have horrible ADHD. I don’t have a hard time with motivation but focusing and follow through. I’ve also been diagnosed as bipolar. Only thing I have going on for me is my band but I’m afraid it won’t hit its full potential because I’m crap at being efficient. I really wish I was given Adderall like I’m supposed to be but I can’t afford another appointment. I just don’t know how to be efficient and consistent to save my life. I get down on myself to easily and have trouble seeing the point in applying myself because all the money, girls or whatever in the world wouldn’t keep me happy. I have very good insight which interferes with my ability to really want to accomplish things. I sometimes think I’m scared of success. I would love for my band to get big but I wouldn’t want anything else that comes with “making it”

But you wouldn’t understand. I don’t finish anything man. Dropped out of college, quit my paying YouTube career, left several good jobs, lost old Acura, and lost both my acting agents. I simply don’t give a **** enough man. Bums me out.

posted April 05, 2018 03:31 PM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
I think Saturn is giving structure to whatever Pluto was doing in Capricorn already... My mom is an Aries riser and that Mars conjunct Saturn lead to a almost operation that stopped in the middle of the OR, felt like her Mars was saying YES and Saturn was like Hell No! my mom is sooooo frustrated so that Saturn feeling is multiplying

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posted April 05, 2018 03:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
Nah there’s always problems in some area of your life. When it was squaring my Sun I had issues with discipline. I have Sun conjunct Saturn natally in the 4th

Basically Saturn in Transit is conjuncted with my Neptune, in progression Mercury is conjunct and applying to it and it’s also heading towards my IC, opposing my MC. Yeah I used to be prescribe Ritalin as a child because I have horrible ADHD. I don’t have a hard time with motivation but focusing and follow through. I’ve also been diagnosed as bipolar. Only thing I have going on for me is my band but I’m afraid it won’t hit its full potential because I’m crap at being efficient. I really wish I was given Adderall like I’m supposed to be but I can’t afford another appointment. I just don’t know how to be efficient and consistent to save my life. I get down on myself to easily and have trouble seeing the point in applying myself because all the money, girls or whatever in the world wouldn’t keep me happy. I have very good insight which interferes with my ability to really want to accomplish things. I sometimes think I’m scared of success. I would love for my band to get big but I wouldn’t want anything else that comes with “making it”

But you wouldn’t understand. I don’t finish anything man. Dropped out of college, quit my paying YouTube career, left several good jobs, lost old Acura, and lost both my acting agents. I simply don’t give a **** enough man. Bums me out.

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I actually can relate to your story.....A LOT!

I use to have severe (even psychotic) depression, and I grew out of it. The only way it seems you can get out of this situation right now is to do two things.

1. Go back to your parent, and apologize sincerely for any misbehavior on your part, even if it is because of your issues. They will help you pay for medication, and then from there, you can get a job to save up money!

2. Think positively, because positive thinking got rid of my depression, but only through years, or even decades.

posted April 05, 2018 04:19 PM            

You are having a case of the Fu*k Its! It happens, it will pass too.

Hang in there and have faith things will work themselves out.

posted April 05, 2018 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
I’m done trying I’m going to start letting things come to me for once

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posted April 06, 2018 12:29 PM            

My father was diagnosed with terminal cancer yesterday with the median life expectancy of one year. Who knows how much time he has on this earth left. I guess it puts life into perspective when someone you love has a ticking time clock over their head.