posted May 01, 2018 03:48 PM            

I don't remember exactly what happened during this transit of Uranus in Aries but my mom did get in a near fatal car accident around October 2015, I can't remember. My grandfather also passed about a year before that happened, May 2014 (I think?). I'm not really the type of person who keeps dates on bad things that happen....why remember it? Makes me shudder.

My grandfather was an Aries sun Scorpio Moon so tUranus must've hit his Sun when he died. It hit my moon and my mother's 10th house (She is a Cancer ASC). and also my mother's Jupiter in Aries. I have Jupiter in Aries too but it's very late degrees. My mother was hysterical when he died. She fell on the floor and kicked her arms everywhere and banged the floor screaming for like 10 minutes. Her Cancer ASC was really unnerved. I was surprisingly not that outwardly expressive about his death. I loved him a lot but I didn't see the point in making any type of fuss like that. I actually remember my family getting angry at me because I wasn't expressing any type of distraught emotion at the time of his death. Must've been tUranus conjunct my Moon. I was upset, but, again, I saw no point in letting it come out so dramatically. That Uranus influence I suppose. To think of it, tUranus would've also been sextile my natal Uranus at this time.

It's interesting to note that around that time, I was just lifeless and uncaring about school. A lot of people thought it was because of my grandfather passing but I was starting to space out like this even before he died. Must've been right when tUranus hit my moon. I just hated school and couldn't feel motivated to try anymore. Been like that ever since. I'm still like this now too. I don't think it's changed or left me, what an odd outcome for myself.

To note, my grandfather was like a real father to me, so I believe he is represented by my Sun in 8th. My real father was absent most of my life due to him being incarcerated (Sun conj Neptune). When my grandfather died, we lost a lot of money and had to work on our finances bc he was our main provider with his military checks. (8th house sun). the tUranus would've been in an early square to my sun and mercury at that time too so that must explain that also.