posted May 19, 2018 05:11 PM            

Truly sorry for all your losses.

(18) Melpomene

Grief, loss, mourning. Next to any of the love asteroids (Amor, Eros, Psyche) this can make for disastrous or painful love affairs, and can even indicate death or loss of a partner.

What is Melpomene doing in your chart Transit wise?

posted May 19, 2018 06:23 PM            

Add that Tr Saturn is hitting your AC and both are forming a trine with your natal Melpomene!

Also Tr Melpomene is trining your natal Moon, maybe when that trine gets tighter your cousin will pass .

posted May 19, 2018 07:06 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
When transit saturn hit my AC it was a time of crisis and loss in my life.

Add that Tr Saturn is hitting your AC and both are forming a trine with your natal Melpomene!

Also Tr Melpomene is trining your natal Moon, maybe when that trine gets tighter your cousin will pass .

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posted May 20, 2018 04:03 AM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
I don't think this pain is ever going to end. I have saturn conjunct neptune coming up starting in July. I think I experienced the square in my early 20s and I barely survived. I probably will pass away at this rate.

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posted May 20, 2018 04:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
I don't think this pain is ever going to end. I have saturn conjunct neptune coming up starting in July. I think I experienced the square in my early 20s and I barely survived. I probably will pass away at this rate.

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posted May 20, 2018 07:18 PM            

I'm sorry you're going through so much loss all at once. Things will get better, so find some reassuring company and don't get too isolated.

The next few years will not be your most pleasant as Pluto makes its transit conjunct your natal Moon, contra-parallel natal Sun. I've just been through the transit to natal Moon the last several years -- after meeting my life partner -- and I don't recommend going through it alone or isolated.

Also, Neptune's transit square your natal Sun & Mercury (and opposite natal Uranus) is playing into the 'may never marry' kind of thinking because it weakens ego (Sun), at first leaving us feeling less confident, but the point is cleansing of another layer of ego from our self-identity and motivations. Neptune can just as easily allow euphoria or accessing new thoughts of what is possible. Its effects on communication and positive thinking (Mercury) can be pretty negative at first as well, leaving us confused and uncertain about our belief or what we can expect from life.

*Don't believe any of it!*

It is just a process that is tends to get better as it goes along -- so long as we pull ourselves back into a positive state of mind. Years ago someone told me something I've never forgotten: Do whatever it takes to keep your joy up! A little is better than none, and that may mean doing something healthy to give yourself a bit of an energy lift so you can feel it in your body.

These periods of combined stressful Pluto and Neptune transits are not necessarily fun at first or what we'd ask for if we had three wishes, but we all have to go through them at some point. They get better as time goes on and we let some wider spiritual perspective in. They don't deny you what you need to be happy, but may change your ideational basis for investing. Be ready to change your ideas of what a suitable partner is -- and more importantly, how you see the world. It can come out more positive!

posted May 20, 2018 08:44 PM            

It also means that if you are open you can create new beautiful memories again in a different way.

You chose life, you choose to keep going, you don't let yourself go, you choose you. You choose to take care of yourself, you decide you are worth it, you decide life is worth it and you eventually fall in love with life again.

You are alive, you don't let your spirit die with who have passed because it is not your time yet, you keep living, you fall in love with life again, you let go, you fight, you kick and swim, you don't let yourself sink, you howl at the moon, you explore your spirituality more deeply, you dig yourself out of that hole and breath fresh air again.

posted May 20, 2018 09:05 PM            

I appreciate your kind words. Except for my Saturn Return, my life has been very painful. I just don't know how much more of this I can take. The Pluto conjunct moon transit doesn't sound like any fun. I have moon square pluto in my natal chart, so I'm not sure if this will make the transit easier since I'm used to the energy or make the transit worse because of a double dose of intensity. For me a suitable partner is someone who is responsible and kind. These are shockingly difficult characteristics to find in one person. If I can't find these two basic qualities, then there really isn't any point in marrying.

Hypatia and Sandra,

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posted May 22, 2018 07:54 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
"responsible and kind"

You are describing a Capricorn, hint hint...

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Lol, I know. I love Capricorns (my moon and rising sign are both in Capricorn), but there aren't any single Capricorn men around.

Ami,

posted May 22, 2018 08:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
Lol, I know. I love Capricorns (my moon and rising sign are both in Capricorn), but there aren't any single Capricorn men around.

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LMAO

posted May 23, 2018 10:53 PM            

Get yourself a virgo born Sept 21.

posted May 29, 2018 09:18 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Your Juno conjunct Osiris are in Virgo at 28d conjunct My sun exact! Your moon trines my Sun too!

Get yourself a virgo born Sept 21.

Wow there is also tr Jupiter in scorpio conjunct your Southnode now in combo with tr pluto conjuncting your Moon. I feel that is a big part of this theme around loss you are dealing with.

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